Monday, July 20, 2009;
Changed blogskin..
although this will be a temporary one..
hopefully the problem surfaced is solved..
and that you guys can read my post now..
=)
anyway..i failed history..
as expected..
=(
; edited @ 11:42PM.
Well..i reflected on the things that are happening..
and i have finally come to a conclusion..
Maybe they are right..
清者自清。
people can say whatever they want since i can't sew up their mouth..
people can think whatever they want since i can't take out their brain..
people can hate me for all they want since i can't stop them from hating me..
but i just have to ignore them..
and things will blow off after awhile i guess..
like i said..
see no evil..
hear no evil..
eat nothing else.
expect for bananas..
12 years of education and this is the first time i am meeting such problems..
the reason being..
i have not been a devoted devotee..
i asked myself how long i haven't prayed sincerely..
i asked myself how long i haven't been to the temple..
i asked myself how long i haven't been chanting the mantras..
and lastly..
i asked myself how many precepts i have broken..
or should i say..
do i still remember what the 5 precepts are..
Ok..this is a serious problem..
i shouldn't have left darma school..
neither should i have thought of changing religion..
*erPhs* aRgh *brwww*
But nvm..i have made up my mind..
i will try to be the devoted devotee again..
so first thing first..
the 5 precepts...!!!
enlightenment. OM
=)
♥ The Face Of Love
7:00 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits