Saturday, May 28, 2011;


I am still jobless. =(
Still waiting for the call.
It has been a long wait.

Interview yesterday was ok.
Talked a lot about the GE.
But i think i forgot the rules of an interview. *shucks*
Still keeping my fingers crossed.

Not much i want to talk about, or should i say nothing much i can talk about.
Life has been rather stagnant for me.
I dun see joy, neither do i see sadness.
Nothing for me to laugh about, neither is there anything i can cry for.
I am kind of emotionless now.
Maybe it's the training after going through so much.

It's scary at times,but i guess it's better than being emo.
Maybe it's a sign that i have grown stronger.
That sounds more comforting,
Doesn't it?



♥ The Face Of Love
10:28 AM



Wednesday, May 25, 2011;


It's has been 2 weeks and i am still stuck here without a job.
Job-hunting is a bitch.
Why is it so hard to get an admin job with a reasonable pay?
老天爷保佑我快点找到工作! Please!!!
Just hope eileen will contact me asap.
=(

Will be going for my scholarship interview on Friday.
I am still preparing the questions.
Keeping my fingers crossed.
I really want to get this scholarship, then i wont have to worry about my school fees anymore.

O well, i guess i should stop whining and pray for the best.
Shall continue doing my questions.



♥ The Face Of Love
1:01 PM



Tuesday, May 17, 2011;


插曲 #300

Wow, almost one month have passed since i last blogged.
The big battle has ended,
and yup, i am relieved.
although i dunno when the results will be out.
haha!

Have been kind of busy for the pass few days and it will continue for the next few days.
Met corine and bibi on friday.
Finally got to pool after so long!!!
and i think i have improved. haha!!

Dinner and thor-ed with jeraldin and uncle alan on sat.
And yes, MOF's service never fail to not disappoint me.
Like WTF! Waited till my gastric acted up.
But Thor was a great movie, and i cant wait for the avengers.

Queenway to The Cathay to Bugis on sunday.
But neither my bro nor i could find the shoes we want.
haiz. wonder what happened to all the nice shoes in singapore.
And i wanna get my fur fur boots! so cute!!

Went anne's house for baking yesterday.
Fun and tiring i would say,
but i finally managed to bake cookies successfully!!
:D

Dinner gathering today with the new yec?
food was good and all was fine..
but i feel guilty..esp after what he said. :x
Haiz.. promise not to be so violent next time.
So that he wont get blue blacks everywhere. :x

SLEEPOVER TOMORROW AT RWS HOTEL MICHAEL TOMORROW AND THURSDAY!
Can't wait!
and not forgoetting NYEDC drama night on sat with xianyang, jeraldin and uncle alan.
LOL! gonna meet alan and jeraldin like 3 times this week?
Haha! But they rock my life.
really, they do.
=)

LOL! i think i am talking rubbish already.
under the influence of medication....



♥ The Face Of Love
11:54 PM



iAlone

我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..

我只是只迷途羔羊..

i am..

100% antiseptic

即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你

我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性,十足疯子

我,再也不会相信童话

; THAT'S JUST ME.

Loves-Hates

我忘了什么是爱,也不想去爱了
哭了,累了,心死了

; 或许,我应该学习怎么去恨

Wishing

; she prayed,pleaded and cried.

to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..

; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To

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junwei
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PLK YEC
qizhuang
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shi hua
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yuqi
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