Friday, June 29, 2012;
It was 4 days to their anniversary.
But she was abandoned today again.
They got into an argument, an argument that was unneccessary.
Over a committee that she regretted joining.
All she wanted was to protect him.
To prevent him from getting into trouble.
She didnt want to complicate things.
He thought she was just being a bitch.
She eventually broke down.
Because she felt disapponted,
not at him, but at someone else who betrayed her.
He didnt seem to understand the situation.
Yes, she was stupid, she made the wrong choice.
But all she wanted a comforting hug.
Somehow, the situation went out of control.
Too many things had happened recently.
It was too much for her to take.
She broke once again.
He tried to coax her, but when she wanted more,
he accused her of scolding him.
He walked away.
When he came back, he left her phone in front of her.
Then went to the car to grab her stuff.
Threw it in front of her and drove away.
She stood there, not feeling any pain.
But she knew deep down, her heart was bleeding.
She made her decision and left the place.
He did come back for her, but things got out of control again.
He said he was hurt,
but she knew didnt realize how much he had hurt her.
He told her to leave first, and she choose to walk away.
He didnt give chase.
Her mind was set, she wasnt going back.
It was over for she was abandoned too many times.
4 more days, just 4 more days.
Just when she thought things were going smoothly,
she was disappointed once again.
She knows he is waiting for her to take the frst step,
but she isnt going to do so this time even if it will cost her this relationship.
She knows her fate, but she isnt giving in anymore.
She had given in far too much.
This time, she will be strong.
♥ The Face Of Love
12:28 AM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits