Saturday, January 31, 2009;


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOW HUNG PING AKA DATOU(大头)..!!
bert's gay partner which makes him my rival..xp
and the hyperactive kid..

celebrated his birthday today @ park mall's sakae..
lazy to type..so pictures will talk..


x3333
the very 夸张 plate of fried hotake..
wrong table though..
food..
owner of tongue: bert
owner of finger: hung ping
what's with the look..??!!
hung ping and kelly [auntie lina's daughter]..
did i spell kelly correctly..??
take 2..no better..=.=
food..
thanks meng xiang for the chopsticks that appeared..^^
food..
and more food..
Meng(or ming??) Xiang..!!


mx and kelly..
bert..me and meng xiang..
lin yi right..??
me and the belated birthday boy..

Girls power..!!
Never try to mess with them..xp
WARNING:
THE HIME SHALL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS AFTER SCROLLING DOWN..

The next part.
SOLO PICTURES OF HUNG PING..!!
[omg]




typical 老人..haha..xp
Lastly..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AGAIN..!!
and dinner with them was real fun afterall..
haha..x)

time now is 1:18am..
shall go for my date with Z monster..
GOING BACK TO STRING TOMORROW..
Yipee..^^V
Nights people..!!


; edited @ 12:08am
went back to string today..
Omg..i miss string a lot a lot la..
time piece is really very cute..
one part sounds as though there are angels and you are in heaven..
unlike some songs lorz..*hint hint*
MR chua agrees wth me too de horz..!!

and last thing..
DATOU HELPED ME PACK TODAY..!!
haha..*honoured*



♥ The Face Of Love
12:06 AM



Tuesday, January 27, 2009;


DAMN.
Gosh..i seem to be getting uglier each day..
I look so damn bloated..
And my face..=(
for no reason..the pimples won't go away..
Haiz..T.T

nothing seems to interest me nowadays..
all i feel is..XIAN..
i even have to resort to entertaining myself..
Examining my soft toys..
Rather saddening isn't it..
HAiz..=X

Can some kind soul out there teach me how to kill time without boring myself to death..??

i can't seem to take you off my mind..
can i..??



♥ The Face Of Love
10:47 PM



Saturday, January 24, 2009;


AWWWW...
the jeans i want OOS le..=(
nvm..i shall hope that there will be restocks after cny..
or maybe nicer design will be found..
haiz..i am so sad now..=X

and i just remember i need to change shift for next sat..
shit..wonder which kind soul can change with me..

and i heard string is not doing well..
at least the cello bass are in a very bad state..=X
haiz..the fall of the tang dynasty..
marks the end of the prosperity for all..



♥ The Face Of Love
11:49 AM



Wednesday, January 21, 2009;


was actually too tired to blog.
but i need to vent my frutrations..

J2 life is fucked up..totally screwed..
i hate my timetable..
starting school so early..and ending damn bloody late.
not only that..it is jam packed..
i am suffocating already..

Then...there is still cca..
the fucking cca which makes me spend 9 hours each week on it..
And it is such a waste of my time..
Reaching home at 9 on cca days..
just because of useless sectionals..
Burning my saturdays for the useless cca..
like wth..means i have to burn the midnight oil just to finish my homework..
which seems never ending..??
I dun see a point in wasting so much time on a cca which is totally screwed..

Whatever..i am damn stressed up now..
my system has already overloaded..and has crashed..
my mind is in a blank..
i am at a loss..i dunno what to do now..
i can't even control my emotions..
tears flow out like a tap..

can someone please save me from all this..??
i am sick and tired of this.

will you be the one..??



♥ The Face Of Love
12:08 AM



Sunday, January 18, 2009;


lelong is hell..counter 6 is hell..
my back is like..gonna break soon..
T.T starting to ache..T.T

and the so-called lelong by dear is so so so warm..
almost became roasted pig..=X
you step inside ntuc..you feel like you are in heaven..
NO FAIR LA..ROAR..

marigold was still there..
yeo's looked like some corrective work order guy..
and coke did something stupid i think...
Well..but i am going to talk about tiger cum guiness today..

name is clarence if i dun remember wrongly..
his face is the ah beng ah beng kind de..
but HE IS ACTUALLY A STUDENT FROM NUS LAW..!!!
like wth..??!!!
and a graduate from RJC also..
like wth again..so pro la..
seriously..he really dun have the "so pro" face..
but somehow..he is..=/

ok..dun get the wrong idea..
i am just fascinated by the fact that a beer promoter is actually so pro..
but..his hand shake reminded me of samuel..
cause people seldom does the hand shake when introducing yourself..
the hand shake kind of give people the impression that..
"This guy got standard de.."
haha..xp

da tou and bert wear couple shirt..
AWW..i am so heartbroken...!!!
^^V

ok..i am hungry..



♥ The Face Of Love
12:22 AM



Thursday, January 15, 2009;


i really shouldn't be here now..
but somehow..i can't get myself away..

history test tomorrow..
and i obviously haven't studied for it..

econs presentation tomorrow..
and i obviously haven't prepared my script..

math holiday assignment due next monday..
and i obviously haen't finished it..
27 out of 28 questions left..

Man..so many things but so little time..
this is really killing me..
i am so hoping for this week to end..
hopefully next week will be a better one..=X

off to study for history..
gonna wake up earlier to study tomorrow..



♥ The Face Of Love
11:23 PM



Monday, January 12, 2009;


First day of school today..
marking the end of my sleep..=X

Briefing and stuff lasted for damn long..
ok..i shall name it assembly..
Anyway..the principal told us something damn funny..
Some idiot didn't know NYJC changed uniform already..
then mistook some nearby sec school de students to be NYJCians..
even called the school to complain that 'NYJCians' were making a nuisance..
Walao..so dumb right..??
Opps..i should not be saying "Walao"..
Or not principal's hair will stand de..
haha..xp

Then after assembly was break..
And i did miss Oishi's food a bit..
but the milo from that machine tasted as bad as ever..
like what me and jek agreed on..
IT TASTED LIKE THE SMELL OF THE ZOO...
like what the fuck la..EEKs..
DISGUSTING..!!

OK..the main point is not about canteen's food or the stupid milo..
It was the flyer distributing thing..
DAmn..first day of school..
and the school treated us as free labour..
Ask us go distribute flyers to promote open house..
and the worst thing is..
We were allocated to distribute flyers in MRT stations la..!!
Tampines somemore..so far far far away can..
like who will want to travel so far far far just to go your open house la..??
And horz..the sec school students see us like see ghost la..
Xiam like dunno what lorz..
zZz..not like i very scary right..??
need to run so far meh..??

*forward forward forward*
So when we finally managed to finish distributing the flyers..
bus-ed 22 to Amk to meet panda..
and guess what..i dunno why i so suay la.
but the bus was practically stopping at not only every bus-stop..
it was also practically stopping at every traffic light la..!!!
zZz..jerk here jerk there..
Walao..headache plus want vomit la..!!

Finally..my misery ended when i saw AMK hub..
and man..tedson is damn qiang..
sleeping so soundly even though he is sitting on a chair in amk hub..
Wa..i think if you carry him away he also dunno de lorz.
Haha..xp

blah blah blah..and yes..
i am tired..so i think i am gonna sleep soon..
Stupid Open House tomorrow..=.=
and shit la..i am getting ugly..=X

ok..i shall post one pic to brighten my day..
ok..i shall be nice and post another one..xp



♥ The Face Of Love
10:42 PM



Saturday, January 10, 2009;


looking at my timetable..
and i can't help but go "KAO" before "WALAO"..
lessons ending so late..stupid h3 chinese..
with the earliest ending at only 1pm..!!!
AHH..i am so no life plus more no life..
haiz..=X

; edited @ 11:58pm
ok..i found my thumbdrive..
but i suddenly no mood to upload the pics..
dun ask me why..cause i also dun have the answer..
shall upload the rest when i am feeling better..
haiz..=X

maybe i should go sleep too..
i still need to call yuli tomorrow morning to check if i need to work..
haiz..=X

driven crazy by the stupid abalones..
haiz..=X

what a sad sad day for me..
haiz..=X



♥ The Face Of Love
11:44 PM



Friday, January 9, 2009;


Rules must be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

10 Random Facts about me:

1. I own a panda..
2. I am weird plus crazy..and I get influenced by panadol..
3. I am anti-social and people call it dao..
4. I think I am neat freak although I am getting messy..
5. I love the cello and music..although I am kind of losing their real meanings..
6. I have 3 besties from pri school and also in sec school..
and I simply love them loads..Muacks..x)
7. I need a plan to run away from home..
haha..xp
8. I want to experiment on cooking..but no one dares to be my guinea pig..=X
9. I love to emo at night..
10.Yeo’s green tea is loved..


1.Who's the person that tagged you?
Koh Li Juan, Anne

2. Relationship between you and her ?
Best friend since pri 5 but enemies in pri 4..
haha.xp

3. Three impressions of her ?
#1] musically talented
#2] laugh non-stop [cheerful]
#3] a super duper good friend

4. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
Skipped..

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
It depends on the situation actually..
but i found him already..x)

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
I am a good listener..trust me..x)

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
I dun like to mix with people I dunno..aka anti-social..

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
Fuck la..get away from me..

9. What do people feel about you?
It depends on individuals..??
Some can accept..some simply can’t..

10. Your crush?
i am taken..x)

11. Pass this to 10 people:
1. Yuqi dear
2. Meifang
3. Vic
4. Xiaolin
5. Joshua xiaodi
6. Huying laoma
7. Corine
8. My Dao shihua
9. Bert panda
10. Qizhuang gor

[man..i had a freaking hard time..=.=]

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
[Corine and Jos] I can’t imagine them together..xiaodi and corine..??
NONO..mis-match..

13. who does 5 like?
[Jos] He won’t tell us..!!

14. What colour does 9 like?
[bert] Shit..i dunno..*Paiseh*

15. Say something about 8?
[DAO] My dao partner..!! Super nice..x)

16. Who is 2?
[meifang] my cello partner for 4 years and girlfriend..

17. Talk about 3.
[vic] my primary school bestie..but she doesn’t study in Victoria jc though..haha..xp

18. Who is 10's best friend?
[qz] no idea worz..

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
NUMBER 1..!! CAUSE SHE IS MY YUQI DEAR..
haha..

20. What colour does 4 like?
[xiaolin]..gosh..no idea too..=X

21. Is 4 single?
[xiaolin] yep yep..2

2. Your relationship with 1.
[yuqi] she is my dear..x3333

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
[Jos and huiying] they dun even know each other..

24. 9's surname?
[Bert] Lim..

25. 7's nickname?
[corine] stone..

26. Say something to 8.
[dao] let’s jiayou together..x)

27. Say something to help 9..
[bert] help..?? I LOVE YOU..muacks..

28. Who do i admire?
I dunno..

29. Where does 1 live?
[yuqi] sengkang..opp rivervale plaze..so please stalk her..

30. 10 of them know who you like?
YES..i think..

31. Say something to 6 when you see her.
[huiying] LAOMA..!!

32. 10's spouse?
[Qz] Single and available..


; tagged by anne..
so decided to do it before i re-format my lappy..
I had a very hard time la..!!
SO to those who are tagged and 'heng heng' have blog de..
CONGRATS..xp

: edited @ 11:01 pm..
Randomly met up with yuqi dear just now..
Suprisingly..my mum let me go out..
Maybe it's yuqi..so got privilege..haha..xp

Met her at kovan at around 6..??
She was earlier than me like for the 1st time..??
Haha..x)

Went to white tangerine cafe for dinner..
And the food was still..GREAT..!!
HAHA..totally stuck to dear's pasta..
Damn..finished everything including the sauce..
haha..xp

Then slack and took pictures in the cafe..
p.s pictures will be uploaded when i recieve them or when i am not lazy..
Headed down to the ntuc i work at..
and dear that lazy pig walk a bit jiu keep complain..
She treated me to junk food..
and Eeks..tentage is UP..!!

Ok..then erm..hmm..let me recall..
ok..went to drink bubble tea.
then walked to my house de 136 bus stop..
Was talking all the way throughout..
Reallly enjoyed it..Dear even missed one bus to continue chatting lorz..
haha..x)

So..i guess that's like all ba..
Shall elaborate more when i upload the pictures..
haha..x)

Thanks dear..
love ya..muacks..x)

DAMn....i feel so full..=X



♥ The Face Of Love
4:20 PM



Wednesday, January 7, 2009;


Kaijie said..
"you have the jia kandang face..but end up you studying chinese lit.."

Asked my mum whether i have the face..
she said no..but instead she said..
"像你老师讲的,你讲话有一个音。讲话有洋腔。"
it means i have a slang..zZz..=.=

DAMN.
really meh..??
i really got so angmoh meh..??
I am just bilingual..
although i am starting to doubt myself..
i prefer SINGLISH..^^V

immersion today was ok..
i like matsuri..x)

除了想你 除了爱你
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情 早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

btw..the lyrics are NOT matsuri..xp

gonna skip cca tomorrow..
for a good reason of course..
to study for that stupid chinese test which needs us to bring our own writing paper..
zZz..=.=



♥ The Face Of Love
10:46 PM



Tuesday, January 6, 2009;


i hate headaches..
i hate fever..
i hate to be sick..
T.T

currently under the influence of panadol again..
tomorrow still got the stupid immersion..
xian..=X

chinese test on friday..
gonna skip cca on thursday to study..=X

homework not done yet..!!
but my brain cells are still sleeping..!!
Omg..damn that headache..!!

i cried the whole morning..
and i am never gonna let you go again..



♥ The Face Of Love
11:05 PM



Monday, January 5, 2009;


sick.dead.

let it be
i am too tired to take the first step out again.



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10:33 PM



Sunday, January 4, 2009;


hectic schedule ahead..
have to go back to school everyday..
co..co..co.and more co..
=X

homework not done..
tests not studied..
so much things to do yet so little time..
haiz..someone save me..!!

school's gonna reopen soon..
think i am gonna fall sick soon too..

school reopen = start of jc 2..
start of jc 2 = lesser free time..
lesser free time = less time with panda..

gosh..this doesn't seems to be good..
i am so feeling insecured..
a bad feeling...

it feels like it's gonna be over soon..
perhaps perhaps perhaps



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11:55 PM



Thursday, January 1, 2009;


Happy new year everyone..
大家要快乐、幸福喔~
祝你们百事可乐~

haha..first post of 2009..x)
hopefully i will have lesser emo posts..
hopefully i would be able to lead the life i want in 2009..
hopefully..



♥ The Face Of Love
11:46 PM



iAlone

我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..

我只是只迷途羔羊..

i am..

100% antiseptic

即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你

我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性,十足疯子

我,再也不会相信童话

; THAT'S JUST ME.

Loves-Hates

我忘了什么是爱,也不想去爱了
哭了,累了,心死了

; 或许,我应该学习怎么去恨

Wishing

; she prayed,pleaded and cried.

to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..

; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To

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joshua
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