Saturday, November 29, 2008;
spent like 10 hours on the bus today..
and they were singing K on the way to taichung..
haha..quite high actually..
even i sang a little..haha..xp
went to 逢甲夜市 just now..
i bought 2 pairs of shoes.
and the best thing is it is only NT 190..!!
which is like less than 10 SGD..!!
wahaha..^^V
eeks..they are watching some horror programmes..
o my mummy..sob sob..T.T
i want my panda..=(
TSUI YUQI..
I MISS YOU TOO..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
11:55 PM
11:55 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008;
现在的我身在台东的连记茶庄..
那我应该用华文写博客吗..?
答案是：N-O.. NO..!!
原因是：1] blogging in chinese is very tiring..
2] i dun want to get killed by my yuqi dear..xp
3] i forgot..=X
3rd day in taiwan..
the weather is super duper wuper cold..
heard that the temperture is 12*C now..
like OMG..=S
i was shivering even though i was wearing a jacket can..
guess i have to wear 2 jackets tomorrow..
lucky i was smart enough to borrow another jacket from panda..
^^V
but i really can't imagine what will happen in taipei..
surely worst then this de la..=X
hmm..what else should i say..??
O ya..have been drinking a lot of tea for the past 2 days..
haha..and random..
my lips are swollen now..i dunno why also..=X
Ok..mind block..very block..
guess i will just go back to writing that diary ba..
teachers wanna check tomorrow..
T.T
and in the mean time..
wait for panda to come online..!!
skali he go training..=X
then jiu totally xian diao le..
♥ The Face Of Love
9:12 PM
9:12 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008;
Day 1 in Taiwan..
and there is internet connection in this hotel..
woots..^^V
haven't been able to buy anything yet..
hopefully i would be able to shop till i drop in taipei..
moving hotel tomorrow..
dunno whther have internet connection..
sob sob..T.T
BERTRAM LIM SOON MIN
you dumb dumb dota panda..!!
I MISS YOU A LOT..!!
♥ The Face Of Love
9:31 PM
9:31 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008;
can anyone tell me how does it feel to lose your loved ones..??
cause i feel nothing..
and i am stuck with a irritating brother..
a total idiot..
like i dun have enough problem on my hands..
DAMN BLOODY IDIOT BASTARD FUCKER..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:55 PM
11:55 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008;
Cut my hair.cut my nails.cut myself.
Working morning is the best..
*poof* and time to go home..
Then you will have the rest of the day for yourself..
No fair..i want work morning..!!
although i hate to wake up early..
but for the sake of my free time..
i dun mind sacrificing my sleep..!!!
panda is scary sometimes..
bad tempered panda i have here..
*sniffs sniffs* *scared scared*
Recieved a call while i was sleeping on the bus..
and Jlau is a funny guy who calls you on the phone using a strange number..
and starts talking without even telling you his name..
"Hello Samantha..我很 xian (紧).."
apparently..i heard 紧..
zZz..=.=
and staying overnight in CO chalet..??
i seriously doubt i will..
unless it is confirmed that it is raining..
haha..xp
and sorry panda for making you take the bus with me..
but ended up chatting on the phone..=X
gosh..i am tired..
so off to sleep...zzz..zzz..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:11 PM
11:11 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008;
Met sis at buangkok ntuc at 1145..
Went shopping for the pasta ingredients..
Cooking pasta is fun la..!!
And i think my cooking skills really can make it de lorz..
thanks sis for letting me use his kitchen..x)
Anyone interested to try my cooking..??
Just provide me with the kitchen..
And your meal will be settled..
Haha..xp
Headed down for the cip thingy after that..
Well..kids will always be kids..=X
MY conclusion..
我不要生小孩。。
Kids are scary..
My biggest nemesis..
*faints*
我感觉得出我仍不被接受。。
但，继续演下去吧。。
♥ The Face Of Love
11:25 PM
11:25 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008;
sick again..
the highest record for my 17 years of life..
stupid sore throat..
it does not seem to be getting any better..
despite all the 菊花茶 and water i am drinking..
and all the 枇杷膏 i am taking..
and not forgetting the logenzes..
zZz..great..it is now affecting my nose..
=.=
sectional later..
but i skipped 大组..
cause 1-8 sounds horrifying to me..
esp when you are sick..=X
ok..should i eat or should i not..??
man..i am just too lazy to cook..
haiz..nvm..
i shall figure out what my stomach is trying to tell me first..
O ya..something to sort of make me happier..
the bags are arriving..x)
but when are my shirts coming..??
my dumb dumb panda said one of my blog song is nice..
but apparently..he didn't tell me which one..
and i wouldn't be able to send it to him..
although i have all the songs except for the current one..
only commented that i changed my blog songs too often..
bleh..and his jacket is big..xp
gosh..i still feel sleepy..
although i have slept for 12 hours..
tired..
; edited @ 11:17 pm
sectional today without qu feng again..
kaijie really horz..
haiz..i am sick leh..
and the moment Jlau saw me..
he was like "Samantha you got come ah..just now raining leh..!!"
yea..i know..it rained..
but now is my turn to be sick..
zZz..=.=
tomorrow got cip for sgc..
then gonna cut my hair..
yipee..^^V
cause i can't stand my hair now lorz..
too long..grow too fast..
IDIOT !
O ya..i am going to take the digi cam from sis tomorrow too..
YAY..!!
haha.xp
ps.remember it's the 5th k..??
and take lots of vitamin C..
LOVES. x)
♥ The Face Of Love
2:30 PM
2:30 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008;
插曲 #100
woots.
Worked for 13 hours straight..
17/11 5pm - 18/11 6am
like woolala..overnight somemore..
stocktake. fresh.
i love weighing tomatoes..^^V
frozen is omg cold..=/
and some people are just so hostile..
that's why i rather freeze myself by helping fresh than help them..
humphs..
learning journey @ T3..
nothing much to say..
cause i am rather sleepy..
and my brain is not working..
; edited
went to the restricted area..
lots of branded stuff..
really catered to rich people..
there was a butterfly garden..
saw how the people were sticking the cacoons..??
yea..something like that..quite interesting..
the uncle even made an effort to explain to us why they were doing that..
quite nice of him to do that when he saw how fascianted we were..
haha..
thanks YC for making the effort and hard work to plan this learning journey..
AND AIRPORT IS SUCH A NICE PLACE FOR SHOPPING..!!
ok..sleepy..
lappy no batt le..
so time to sleep..
nights peeps..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
11:39 PM
11:39 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008;
I need to save money..
cause i have been spending too much money recently..
erPhs..=X
thus..the first step to save money..
STOP CABBING..
take the bus or walk..
can save money and burn calories at the same time..x)
The next step..
TRY NOT TO EAT OUT TOO OFTEN..
either choose cheaper de or eat at home..
can also save money and lessen calories intake at the same time..x)
Haha..lalala..
Hopefully i can stick to this plan that kills 2 birds with 1 stone..
JIAYOU..x)
Busy week ahead..Xian..
No rest day at all..Haiz..
When can i find a day for myself..??
I wanna take a break..=(
Maybe i should do some arrangement to my work schedule..
Haiz..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:56 PM
11:56 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008;
Went for taiwan trip briefing today..
What can i say..
Some people are just so..
I can't believe that i am actually in a JC..
zZz..=.=
Read through that booklet..
AND ..
"Once the day's activities ended and returned to hotel, NO outing is allowed."
Gosh..then what am i supposed to do..??
I won't even have my laptop..!!
I want msn..=(
Haiz..nvm..i will survive..!!!
although i will miss someone damn badly..
Opps..=X
friendster isn't working..
hotmail is so not user-friendly..
and i have cca & work tomorrow..
T.T
♥ The Face Of Love
11:51 PM
11:51 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008;
"JLau faster recover la..!!
You are supposed to walk in the rain with me..!!"
After taking the HSK something something test..
i realized that i really hate shading..Esp on those OTAS sheet..
Shaded 150 questions..like zZz..
i almost fell asleep while shading..=X
Anyway..went to CO and realized JLau wasn't there..
Damn sad can..Cause it was raining..
and JLau wasn't there to walk in the rain with me..
Sob Sob..T.T
The weather horz..damn sucky de.
Last sat..JLau was telling me that there is no rain..
And today..it rained when JLau wasn't there..
zZz..thanks ah..
and the worst thing..the air con in LT4 wasn't on..
So we were all feeling damn warm la..SUANA..!!
After CO went to discuss chinese project..
then halfway JLau sms-ed me..
He really damn crap la..
Down with flu and some random fever..
and then say what hope during CO bbq will rain..
Haha..i was saying only the both of us will stay in the rain..
the others will find shelter..
And this is the best..HE actually replied..
"Gd,they ensure that our stuff are dry so we can 安心的玩"
plus 6 :P faces..haha..
Seriously..JLau will always be JLau..
The guy full of crap..
And you better faster recover la..
ROAR..!!
And Kaijie thought of a new nick for his character in dunno what game..
Project Queen..
insipred by Your truly..zZz
CO is nice only because of certain people who makes it fun..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
11:27 PM
11:27 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008;
I am now stuck with my brother's homework..
While he is enjoying his life and even going for chalet on wed till fri..
Just when i thought i am over with project work.
i am still stuck with the damn chinese project..
Toot..
Just when i thought everything has ended..
and it is time for me to relax and enjoy..
i realized that i have not enough time AT ALL..!!
FUCK.
sushi is nice..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
11:39 PM
11:39 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008;
i know they fucking hate me..
i know they fucking want me dead..
sorry.
; edited @ 12:03am
TUSI YUQI MY DEAR
sorry for making you worried..
i know i am being too emo..
but it's just that too many things are happening..
and i dun even know where to start..
it's just too much for me..
And dun worry..
it's not all because of bert..
me and him..i guess we just need to communicate.
that's all..i guess he loves me still..
haiz..how i wish all these didn't happen..
how i wish i could just tell you all these face to face..
at least someone would be there to lend me a shoulder..
or maybe passing me tissue would be good..
but dun worry..i will be fine..
i will fill you in with everything and anything when we meet up k..??
MISS YOU..
ps..believe me..you really are good enough not to let me feel like hurting myself..
as for him..he doesn't allow me to do stupid things..
so dun worry..i will keep my promise to the both of you..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:50 PM
11:50 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008;
First thing you woke up..
you realized you were late for cca..
then you have no choice but to chiong..
What a great thing to start your day..
Next..you chiong-ed to cca..
and got stuck with some fucking song which totally sucks..
and you got blamed by that conductress for not practicing at home.
when you got that fucking scores only today..
then she blamed you for not attending sectional..
when you had OP the next day..
and the best..you realized that the costume for that fucking co..
is a fucking maroon dress..
Like thanks..i fucking LOVE playing the cello while wearing a dress.
and i fucking enjoy falling because i stepped on that fucking dress of mine..
Then when you got home..
you fucking got scolded by someone you call your father..
because apparently..your brother didn't do his work..
Like what the hell..
i didn't fucking ask him to not do his work..
he fucking didn't want to do..what you fucking expect me to do..??
then you fucking got accused of being selfish..
because you fucking forgot how to do secondary school work.
like thanks..i fucking ROCKS at sec school science and math..
and like i fucking am STUDYING in the science stream now..
What the fuck..
And then you were so fucking pissed..
but you still had to work..
SO you fucking ended up showing a very black face..
and you fucking got so angry that you even cried..
But then..you fucking didn't get console by someone you called your boyfriend..
Instead..that guy turned around and threw some dumb fucking tantrum..
because you did not tell him " NOT IN A GOOD MOOD" nicely..
when HE said you had A black face..
Like fucking yea..i have to tell someone "NOT IN A GOOD MOOD" with a fucking smile on my face..??
LIKE FUCK..i am not fucking nuts..!!!
i really wasn't fucking in a good mood..!!
And then..that guy fucking went to sleep..still throwing that dumb tantrum..
WITHOUT EVEN ASKING WHAT HAPPENED..!!
yea FUCK..THANKS..I NEEDED THAT..!!
then you fucking knocked on something..
while trying to check some fucking price for some fucking rice..
because apparently..
someone did not bother to remove that already overdued label..
and great..you fucking ended up with a fucking injured right ankle.
when you had already fucking slightly sprained the left one the other day..
O great..i fucking love to be handicapped..
what a fucking great day..
really..i am fucking enjoying my life now..
LIKE FUCK..!!
seriously..i think i will be getting used to it soon..
i used to be dependent on you..
but i think i will be able to get myself out it soon..
Because i think i am immuned to the situation now..
with you not even bothering to ask me what happened..
and instead turn your back away from me..
THANKS..i really needed that..
and to think i loved you so much..
only to find out that i am just fucking big idiot..
LOVE is a 4 letter word that i guess..
will start to disappear from my dictionary soon..
FUCKed UP.
BYE.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:53 PM
11:53 PM
Friday, November 7, 2008;
Promos results later..
how i wish panda could be there..
;edited @ 5:59pm
ok..i am still very HIGH..
like OMG..i can't believe it..
Got back promos results..
i got PROMOTED..!! x)
*high high high*
Another thing..
i got the most improvement award..
and..I WAS FIRST..!!
meaning i improved the most in the whole school..
*high high high super duper wuper high*
and you know what..
i was told that the WHOLE CLASS STOOD UP and cheered for me when i went on stage..
so sweet right..??
even the 1st in the whole cohort didn't get such treatment la..
thanks 0835..you guys rocks..x)
*touched touched*
although i didn't choose this path..
but i am glad that i got into a wonderful class with wonderful classmates..
x)
and yea..i really need to thank mr cheng..
cause without his motivation and all..
i guess i would still be lost ba..
thanks for believing in me..x)
and lastly..i really really want to thank panda..
cause it's really because of him..
THANKS PANDA FOR BEING THERE FOR ME..
thanks for your motivation..
thanks for your nagging at me to study..
thanks for your "jiayou" sms everyday..
thanks for letting me study in your house..
thanks for everything..
Really..you really played a BIG part..!!
and i love you so so much..x)
you stupid dumb dumb dota panda..
still dare scold me idiot..
humphs..bleh..
ok..dun be too touched yea..??
i want a treat from you as reward..
wahaha..xp
O..i almost forgot..
Hwee Kay's taekwando instructor is damn OMG..
Hot..gorgeous..and best..SINGLE..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:45 PM
12:45 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008;
I know i shouldn't be blogging now..
But i really can't help it..
Cause i am freaking out..or should i say..
I AM FREAKED OUT BECAUSE OP IS TOMORROW..!!
Omg..=X
Haiz..
Seriously..after entering jc..
O levels really seems to be "small case la"..
Because if promos is already so much worse than O..
then what is 'O's compared to A levels..??!!
Eeks..OMG..
how i wish our OP is on friday like the rest..=(
Haiz..but i guess it's no use crying now..
Guess i would just have to continue to prepare for OP..
Wish me luck and pray for me peeps..T.T
I think i am gonna forget my script..
&
I am so gonna die at Q&A..
sob sob..T.T
;edited @ 11:54pm
我本来不想说，可是我就是咽不下这口气。。
老娘真是越想越气。。岂有此理。。
老娘不发威。。你就他妈的把我当病猫。。！！
真的是。。@#$%^&^%$#@
你狂妄自大，自以为是 。。
总认为自己比别人了不起。。
以为自己高高在上。。
其他人都得听从你。。怕你。。尊敬你。。
你不爽。。别人就得让你。。
我真他妈的看不爽你这种人。。
社会的败类。。！！
得和你呼吸一样的空气真是我三生的不幸。。！！
X你X的。。@#$%^&^%#@
♥ The Face Of Love
11:27 PM
11:27 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008;
Seriously..some people really damn..
Guai lan..?? Bastard..?? 自以为是..??
Ok..i can't think of a suitable word yet..
But i am still pissed..
So like..Wtf la..zZz..
OP is on thursday..OMG..
And i think i am gonna freak out..=X
Ok..the headache is back.
My shoulders are aching.
Yea..signs of fever.
Haiz..
♥ The Face Of Love
6:06 PM
6:06 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008;
I really can't stand my pw group..
Cause they make me laugh like mad..
[miki.and.her.beloved.piglet.]
; back @ 4:37pm
A blackout caused by the irritating lightning..
and poor me is alone at home.
meaning that i had to switch on that thing myself..
And i did..while worrying if i would die of electric shock..
zZz..=.=
Hate the weather nowdays..
It's so humid that i wouldn't mind bathing 10 times a day..
but there is a problem and seriously..
i really wouldn't mind airing dry..
i really wouldn't mind walking around naked..
OPPS..
Sore eyes plus lose appetite..=X
MY headache is back..
i can't memorise my script..
my face is getting worse..I need the doctor soon..
And i lost my name tag..
O..Nope..to be exact..i left it in the cashier room..
I cut my fringe..
and after OP..it will be my hair..
^^V
; edited @ 7:54pm
haven't been myself recently..
they say it's because of you..
but i choose to push to blame to my headaches instead..
it's always me..
i am the biggest idiot ever..
想回到过去。。那只是一个天真的希望。。
因为。。我们的心里都已搁下一块阴影。。
‘说好的幸福呢’。。一直播放着。。
♥ The Face Of Love
3:48 PM
3:48 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008;
"Bertram is not in my pockets.."
我真的很想你。。
可是。。我只是害怕受伤。。
我是爱情恐惧症后群。。
请原谅我的自私好吗。。??
请给我多一点时间好吗。。??
对不起。。
; edited @ 9:00pm
☆说好的幸福呢
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢怎么了
你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
为什么这时候忍心离我而去☆..
; 每一首歌，背后都有一个故事。。
♥ The Face Of Love
7:49 PM
7:49 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008;
Sorry..
i can't treat it as though nothing happened..
this is not the first time..
and you were really very harsh this time..
Too HARSH..
'Sorry's can't help now..
because i heard it too many times..
; edited @ 12:37am
you asked for another chance..
but will you cherish it..
or just take it for granted like how you always did..??
i am tired of the tears that won't stop dropping..
i dunno what to do now..
i really dun..i am lost..
and i really dunno who to trust..
everything i do seems to be wrong..
why the fuck is this happening..
what isn't everything going right for me..
i tried so hard..real hard..
but things still aren't going the way i expected it to be..
sometimes i wished i was dead..
sometimes i wished i wasn't that stupid..
sometimes i wished i had the courage to end it all..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:15 PM
12:15 PM