Friday, October 31, 2008;


The 100th post..
shouldn't it be a happy post..??
but it doesn't seem to be that way..

i dunno how to face you..
really.

i guess my phobia is back..
为什么最爱的人却永远是伤你最深的人。。??

; edited @ 8:53pm
had a freaking headache since afternoon..
i dunno why..maybe is the lack of sleep..
too tired plus stress..
or is it that too many things were running around my mind..??
too much that my head couldn't take it..
but i think it is getting better..
after the medicine and sleep..

woke up to recieve your call..
thanks for your concern..
but i still dunno how to face you..
guess..i can't forget things as easily as you..
esp when the phobia is back..
sorry is the only word i can say now..

and thanks guys for your concern..
dun worry..i will be fine..
and i guess..hopefully things will work out fine too..

想回到过去。。当我们还天真的时候。。

; edited @ 12:03am
i couldn't bring myself to forget what happened..
i couldn't bring myself to forgive you..
i couldn't bring myself to hate you..
i couldn't bring myself to forget you..
i couldn't bring myself to not love you..



♥ The Face Of Love
12:03 PM



Thursday, October 30, 2008;


Went Amk's K-pool today..
Space wise..it's better..
but for lightings..i prefer Ice..

Did i have fun..?
Not really..cause something else was in my mind..

Maybe i am too sensitive..
But what's with all the sarcasm..??
I really dun understand..
Jealous..??
I told you in the very first place that my friends comes first..
You wanna pool..??
Fine..i didn't say i dun want to play with you..
It's just that i dun like to play at times when i dun feel like playing..
Unhappy..??
Fine..whatever..
i dun wanna care anymore..

The freaking moment i got home..
I was told that that bastard told my mum everything.
Fine..whatever..playing pool isn't a crime..
But i won't trust him ever again..
And worst..
My mum warn me not to get in a relationship..
Esp with..

Seriously..
I AM JUST TOO TIRED ALREADY..
i dun wanna cry anymore..
It's just too tiring..
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH..Enough...

; edited @ 8:03 pm
you claim that you were not unhappy..
but every word you said made me feel guilty..
you claim that i dun care..
but how am i supposed to tell you things that i dunno..??

Really..i am tired..
you claim that you love me..
but the consersations that we have doesn't show that..
i am tired of those fights...
Really..i am..
Maybe we should just cool down...



♥ The Face Of Love
6:19 PM



Wednesday, October 29, 2008;


公主与番茄

“真糟糕,好选不选,偏偏在那恐怖教授的课迟到。”

突然在静悄悄的走廊回荡的脚步声的主人,就是在心里自叹不幸的他,黄帆伽。他今年大四,商业系。拥有帅气的脸孔,阳光男孩的气质的黄帆伽,是被大家公认的‘万人迷’,不管男女老少都无法逃离他那双会勾魂的眼睛。可是,也不知为什么的,这个让人无法逃离他掌心的‘万人迷’,却怎么也逃离不了周公的魔掌。这次也不例外。

“都是那个周公害的啦!非要我下完那盘旗和吃完那顿饭后才肯让我走。真是的,害我在恐怖教授的课迟到。”

恐怖教授可说是全商业系最了不得的角色,因为他的学生没有一个不以最好的成绩毕业的。所以啊,要修选他教的这门课并非容易,而能被选上的人可说是三生有幸喽。但,有幸归有幸,只是,那些被列入他的黑名单的人可就。。。而咱们家的帆伽就很有幸地‘上榜’了。

看着时间一分一秒地流逝,帆伽决定豁出去了。看来他得出绝招了,Mentos 的广告策划真是他的救星。就在他大步大步地朝讲堂走去时,因为没注意,结果硬生生地撞上那个刚从厕所出来的人。

“啊,对不起。”说完,帆伽便继续朝他的‘目标’前进,但,在他听到那个牙切齿地问候他妈妈后,就被那个人一把抓着,一点放手的意思都没有。

to be continued..

Gosh..i am so freaking tired..
I dunno why..
But i am getting very very restless recently..
Nothing seems to interest me at all..
NOTHING..

I have the feeling that i am would rot at home soon..=X



♥ The Face Of Love
8:52 PM



Tuesday, October 28, 2008;


All laptops are heavy..
No matter how light they are meant to be..
My shoulders are aching like hell now..
Damn it..!!!

Dry run-ned today again..
And according to the rest..
We have improved..!!
Yippee..Jiayou NY 167..!!
We can do it..x)

With all the ppt and all done..
I think we can finally sleep early tonight..
My dark circles are really OMG..
My eyebags are also OMG..
I can't wait to get rid of them..
and hopefully i will be able to..=X

Woopee..Gonna pool on thursday..
Like finally..^^V

Hmmm..i wonder how my eye-candy will look like when he is playing pool..
Should be quite Shuai ba..
Given his style..
And wondering why i thinking of my eye-candy but not panda..??
This is because my panda confirm will look very shuai de..
Haha..so..panda dun jealous ah..xp



♥ The Face Of Love
7:50 PM



Monday, October 27, 2008;


Thanks for always being there for me..

i dun want to hide you anymore.
if others find out..let it be..
cause i am proud of you..

; edited @ 12.28am
panda is super cute..
cause no guys would bring and allow their gf to stalk and look at their eye-candy except for him..
♥ love him loads..x)



♥ The Face Of Love
10:08 PM




PANDA IS BACK..!!

work was fun for the FIRST time today..x)

and 大头 say cannot call him 大头..
because his 头 not 大..is his 头发多..xp

& bernard..
i meant 拍拖 with girlfriends.



♥ The Face Of Love
1:11 AM



Sunday, October 26, 2008;


Today is kind of weird..
Panda went malaysia yesterday..again..
I do miss him..Though not that much..
Think it is because i was pretty occupied with PW and stuff ba..
BUT i still miss him..
Esp when i am not thinking about much things..
Like now..

Had a long chat on the phone with him last night.
Not really chatting..But we were on the phone.
Haven't been on the phone with him for so long since LEP camp..=X
I do miss the time when i was on the phone with him every night during LEP camp..
All least i dun have to worry about anything..
I could talk all i want..
Unlike now..when there are like 6 ears trying to listen to my conversation..
Like erpHs..zZz..=.=

Could sense that he was very high.
Esp when he keeps crapping non-stop..
And keeps harping on that Amk hub NTUC guy..
Like i will really like him like that..
zZz..think i will really go find him meh..??
zZz..=.=..so stop pushing me to him la.
Super stupid dumb dumb panda..bleh..

Ok..i dunno what i want to write liao..
Cause 'Z' monster wants to date me liao..
SO off to sleep ba..

Hopes panda faster come back..
I miss him so so much..



♥ The Face Of Love
1:37 AM



Wednesday, October 22, 2008;


With more and more people safe from retaining..
The fear in me gets greater and greater..
Clarifying with Mr Cheng seems to be the best solution..
But i doubt i will ever talk to him again..
I dun have the courage to after that freaking incident..
Blame it on my stupidity..
Guess that is the only way out..

Dry run is tomorrow..
and i haven't memorize my script..
DEAD..so dead..=X



♥ The Face Of Love
10:48 PM



Tuesday, October 21, 2008;


I declare that i really really am broke..
Esp after i did the payments for my online shopping..
OMG..i only have 50 bucks left in my pathetic bank..
which means i only have 50 bucks to survive on for 2 freaking weeks..
Gosh seriously..i can't wait for my pay to come in..

And i dun understand my bro..
I purposely bought sushi and BBQ crispy chicken for him..
But he keeps aiming at my bao instead..zZz..
And as a result..a food war was raged..
Nah Toot..I really can't help but wonder..
Is the bao that panda bought for me so attractive..??
Even more attractive than his favourite sushi..??
Eh..ICHIBAN de leh..=.=
Seriously..does he like the bao that much or does he happens to want to snatch my food or does he finds things bought by panda better..??
zZz..Shoo WEIRDO..get away from my bao..!!

After struggling and being angry for so long..
Sam decides not to say goodbye this time yet..
However..though i may have decided to forgive..
The woung may heal but the scar will be never disappear..
I hope you really really understand..

Gosh..i am so tired.
And i can't wait to go on my date with the 'Z' monster..
But why is my skin condition getting so bad..??
I need the doctor badly..!!

青春是生命的一道伤口,而爱情就是划出伤口的那把刀。
伤口会随着时间愈合,但那愈合后的伤疤,却怎么也不会消失。。



♥ The Face Of Love
9:34 PM



Monday, October 20, 2008;


I dread the hospital..
The smell of..
I can't breathe..

PW is killing me..
Here i am stuggling with OP..
Then i realised that there is still I&R..
Omg..PW really sucks..

And i am so damn bloddy late for my date with the 'Z' monster..


对你的想念,我从没停止。。
只是,我害怕再次受伤。。
对不起,请原谅我的不勇敢。。



♥ The Face Of Love
11:51 PM



Sunday, October 19, 2008;


every single word i said is for real..
so please dun take it lightly..
at least not this time round..
i am dead serious about it..
and Fyi..i have not forgiven you..
so please dun think that i have..
things are not as easy as it seems..

random: i want go pasar malam..=.=



♥ The Face Of Love
10:35 PM



Saturday, October 18, 2008;


if only i didn't had that fall..
i wouldn't be suffering now..
my back wouldn't in such state..
i wouldn't have to worry about the pain..
cause it's seriously aching like nobody's business now..

work was fine today..
but i was really too tired at the end..
8 hours of standing added to the stress on my back..
thus the achy-ness i am in now..
and i was really damn restless..
luckily yuli allowed me to leave exactly at 10..

my hands get super cold easily..
my fingers are not listening to me..
my brain is not working well..
my ears are getting painful..
i guess i really have to agree with them..
i am falling sick soon..

when can i end all these late nights..??
when can i have my sleep back..??
when can my eye bags and dark circles disappear..??
i look so ugly..so much uglier than before..

where do i stand in your heart..??
i can't help but feel i am nothing to you..
i can't help but feel that you smsing me is only because you had to..
maybe your games means even more..
why did i sacrifice so much..??
why did i care so much..??
i am just an idiot..
i dun wanna care anymore..



♥ The Face Of Love
11:30 PM




i miss String a lot..
miss practices..
miss the pieces..
miss the performances..
miss the studio..
miss the cello..
miss the instructors..
miss the fun..

guess they are busy preparing for SYF right..??
i really miss those busy days..
busy yet fun..unlike now..

opps..
apparently..my stm acted up again..
and i forgot what time i am working.
but no one is picking up the damn bloody phone..
zZz..=.=


就當我以為自己看見了那一絲絲的曙光時。。
那抹灰灰的影子又出現了。。
我真的好害怕。。



♥ The Face Of Love
12:10 PM



Friday, October 17, 2008;


我想找个能依靠的肩膀,可是却怎么也找不到。。
我真的好累。。

你不在乎,真的一点都不在乎。。
就连朋友之间该有的关心,我都感觉不到。。
或许,我一直都活在虚拟的世界里。。

where are you when i needed you..??
why is it that my friends are able to be by my side whenever i am down but not you..??
do you ever care..??
what's the point if this is the case..??
i feel like giving up already..



♥ The Face Of Love
4:49 PM



Thursday, October 16, 2008;


Today was quite woots.
even though i got a scare from mr cheng and channel 8 miss tan..=.=
i passed all my subs except for chinese..a pathetic 'S' =(
Totally pissed by my compo cause i only scored a pathetic 13/35.
the lowest i ever got in my 17 years of life..T.T
But the rest were ok..at least i passed..
And hopefully i can promote..
Hoping that my smiling faces in midyear dun pull my overall down too much..
AHHHH..i totally dread this feeling..=X

CCA was OK..
Except that Qu feng was bullying me..
First he played with my hair..
Then he tickled my shoulder to make me say which parts of '老鼠娶亲' were the problematic ones..
then even threatened to tell mr chua about my right hand..
cause there a something weird about the way i hold my bow..
zZz..i know sam is 'cute' and 'adorable' and '人见人爱'..
But his sudden change is OMG..
i can't help but think he is eating my 豆腐..
erPhs..nvm..i think i really think too much liao..=X

Ok fine..i am seriously not thinking well because WR is making me KUKU.. and i think there is something wrong with my lappy..=X
Pictures in WR can't be seen cause there is not enough memory space..!!!
OMG..!!



♥ The Face Of Love
12:03 AM



Monday, October 13, 2008;


Shit.
The condition of my face is getting worse each day.
I think i got to see a doctor soon.
REAL SOON.

and i did something real stupid today.
maybe i am just dumb.
PLAIN STUPID.

nothing has been going right for me this year.
NOTHING.

it's always not you.
ALWAYS.

bang.Dead.



♥ The Face Of Love
10:10 PM



Sunday, October 12, 2008;


Was in a good mood this morning..
with me waking up early to learn bball and then learn to cook pasta..
everything seemed so fine..
But things really always turn fucking bad when there is work..
trust me..it always makes me fucked up..
and seriously..i am starting to get tired of it..
Esp the people..yea..
both the customers and the people i call colleagues..

IS THERE A RULE SAYING THAT SAM CANNOT REQUEST TO WORK MORNING...??
FUCK IT..DAMN IT..!!
when you make a request for sam to help..
sam never turns you down..
One fucking last minute notice..
sam will always agree to help you..
Even if i have to sacrifice my plan that i made..
BUT WHY IS IT WHEN SAM MAKES A REQUEST TO WORK MORNING..
YOU MAKE SO MUCH FUCKING NOISE AND ASK SO MUCH FUCKING THINGS..??
CAN'T YOU AT LEAST SAY YOU WILL TRY..
SAM NEEDS A LIFE TOO..!!

seriously..this fucking life of mine is such a bitch..
maybe i should just isolate myself and hide in one dark corner..



♥ The Face Of Love
11:20 PM




本人最近不知走了什么狗屎运。。
真的是HENG到连财神爷都不敢靠近我。。

LUCKY me got to work at 4 today..
and time normally passes slower than the speed of the tortoise if you work at that time..
The next LUCKY thing was that someone was the only tl on duty..
Like Yipee..my prince charming..

And then i had the hounour of standing at counter 1..
meaning i had to hounour of breathing in second-hand smoke..
meaning that LUCKY me would have the hounour of dying from lung cancer..

Then for some heng heng reason..
the vegetables and fruits cannot scan worz..
i think they love me so much that they want me to hold on the them longer..
but i had to manually key out the price for almost everything..
and to the extent that i got to keep cracking my fingers.
and to the extent that my index finger want drop out lia..
And was so heng that counter 1 normally has the most vegetables and fruit de worz..
Wa..i really HENG like shit right..??

Next up..there was a SUPER DUPER NICE auntie who made so much noise jut because had to wait because i needed to wait for my prince charming to void something..
SHE must be thinking that this ah girl very nice to bully right..
you want play loud..Come la..
But play liao you immediately lan lan leh..
Tsk..sorry la..I know i should 让老人家..
But my pattern..Too bad lorz.
you picked the wrong KID..xp

Then so much things heng heng-ly happened that i dun even wanna talk about it..
Like i heng heng tio some note that didn't feel like real note..
then heng heng have to press bell call tl so many times..
then heng heng excess 2 bucks in the end..

AND WA..THIS ONE REALLY MOST HENG LIAO..
I HENG HENG KENA 4 TOMORROW ALSO..
LAST MINTUE DE AND DUN EVEN NEED TO ASK ME DE LEH..
ONE LUCKY NOTE PASTED IN FRONT TO TELL ME I CHANGED SHIFT..
WA..REALLY SEH..HENG LIKE FUCK SIA..!!



♥ The Face Of Love
12:17 AM



Saturday, October 11, 2008;


i declare that i love dashing across the road..
i declare that i love jumping and running around..
i declare that i love it when someone isn't working the same shift as me..
i declare that i really love my panda a lot..x333

BUT i have a question..
why is eveyrone telling me that they dun want to see any new scars on me..??
FIrst is yuqi..then now is panda..
Like..zZz..
what if mozzie bite me..??



♥ The Face Of Love
12:31 AM



Friday, October 10, 2008;


@#$%^&*@#$%^*@^$*&@
NAH TOOT..
HOW COME AFTER SEARCHING HIGH AND LOW..RIGHT AND RIGHT..
MY HOUSE GOT NOTHING TO EAT DE..??
Shit man..looks like i have to go marketing tomorrow morning..
zZz..=.=
Having end my date early with the 'Z' monster and squeeze with aunties and queue in long queues..
O..HOW great..zZz..=X
WHAT A WONDERFUL THING TO BE DONE ON A SATURDAY MORNING..
tOOt..!!

& First thing in the morning..
I was ripped off of 30 bucks from my bro..which he refers as 'borrow'..
you get what i mean right..??
30 bucks leh..!!!!!!!!!!
DAmn it..i have only 6 bucks left in my hungry wallet..
HAiz..and when is my pay coming..??
At least 3 more weeks..=X
BANKRUPT..!!!

; when did i ever know a ben from friendster..??
and how the hell did you get my number..??
AHH..WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU LA..???!!!!!
you better not sms me in the middle of the night..
OR should i say not sms me anymore..
OR i will SCREW you..!!

Ok anyway..I gotta work tonight..
Dunno who is the tl on duty..=X
Hope is not that guy..but high possibilty seh..
HAIZ..whatever...
Off to bathe and head for the library..x)
and maybe try to fill up the empty stomach of me and my wallet..



♥ The Face Of Love
11:50 AM



Thursday, October 9, 2008;


School was a total waste of time today..
And to think i actually had to wake up so early for it..
zZz..like TooT...!!
Interview skills..personal grooming..Envisioning..
Blah blah blah..what can i say..
You think i give a damn..??!!
Really shouldn't have gone to school today..
Should have just continued my date with the 'Z' monster..=.=

Gonna head to the library tomorrow..
Cause i finally finish reading the books i borrowed last friday..
I took one whole freaking week to finish 3 books la..
Gosh..this is slower than i expected..=X

ANd i really wonder why 爱情小说s are called 'bimbo books'..
Bimbo dun even read books de right..??
They only know how to go shopping and doll themselves up de right..??
I guess one example would be 'The House Bunny' playboy girl ba..
So why call 爱情小说s bimbo books..??
I really wonder la..Hmmm..

& Sam's hairstyle really looks like Yuqi's..
COUPLE HAIRSTYLE..haha..xp


爱情其实比想像中的脆弱。。脆弱得像泡泡一样。。一碰就破。。



♥ The Face Of Love
10:10 PM



Wednesday, October 8, 2008;


Have been in bad mood and easily frustrated these few days..
So i finally decided to head down to the temple..
Haven't been there for so long..
ever since i graduated from sunday school last year..
cause didn't accept the invitation for post secondary lessons..
The temple was quiet..or should i say peaceful..?
But as expected..i managed to calm myself down a little..
Managed to find a little peace within myself..
At least i felt lighter..lighter as in lighter..
Maybe is some 心理作用..but at least i got to feel better..x)

Left at 2+ and went down to novena to meet my panda..
And what can i say..Square 2 is a shopping paradise for shoes and clothes..
Totally OMG for those who would die for heels..
Trust me..i almost died..=X

Then mrt-ed back to Amk and since panda decided to cook..
We went shopping in NTUC.
And toot..the queues were super Wuper long la..
Got 40 over counters but i think less than 20 were opened can..
zZz..dunno what they thinking also la.
And the cashiers..not i want to say la..
But i seriously think i can be faster than them la..
Scan look up..scan look up..Neck not pain de meh..??
But the handrolls were nice though..haha.xp
The unagi..OMG..!!

Ok..Anyway..I just check my post-exam schedule..
and NAH TOOT..damn fuck de la..
what kind of schedule is this..??
NO early days..??? Like toot..
AHHH..like that damn sad case can..
I promised panda to spend more time with him after my promos de la..
And now..??Toot..
Looks like i have to wait till my holidays before i can fulfil my promise..
But nvm..Hime will think of a way..hopefully..=X

And Haiz..Why is my jc life so sad..??
After post exam will be holidays and another Toot..
Poly and ite starting school next week la..
Meaning when i holiday..everyone will be studying..
HAiz..meifang yuqi panda..=X
But nvm..Heng i still have Vic and Anne and Xiaodi..
IF not..i guess i just have to work work work lorz..

O ya..panda doesn't know about anne and vic..
or should i say all of them dunno each other at all..
Aiya..whatever..let nature take its course then..
Haha..xp

Ok..Great..I feel a little tired..
Feel like sleeping and it is like finally..
Phew..and till next time..Ciao..

今天第一次从你口中听到了“我爱你”。。
而傻瓜也开心地选择相信。。



♥ The Face Of Love
10:15 PM



Tuesday, October 7, 2008;


Ok..this is so gonna be a super long long and pictorial post..
Vomit-ed at least 1500cc of blood while trying to upload the close to 100 picz that we took..=X
Met Yuqi and xiaodi yesterday after 4 months..x)
Me and Yuqi went to Chua Chu Kang to meet xiaodi..

Xiaodi 17 years old present from us...!!!
And you really should see his expressions when we gave it to him..
HE WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED..He even jumped la..
HAHA..that's our xiaodi for you..x)

Me and Yuqi on the MRT on the way to CCK..
@ Lot ONe.. Xiaodi..!!
Chill la xiaodi..JKJK..our xiaodi very nice de..
But dunno why this snapshot.. 新好男人。。? antiseptiC=..i know yuqi jealous of my class tee..xp
In NTUC..the promoters were practically staring..
MY new found hobby..infesting Yuqis digi cam..^^V

Erphs..We have actually been breaking rules all this time..=X
Yuqi and xiaodi..they caught me..=XXiaodi trying out Yuqi's cam..
Xiaodi attempting to pout..
Ice cream ice Kachang..
My hands are actually damn short..
Yuqi's hands are longer..
What is xiaodi trying to do..?? We exchanged bags..haha..
diinner @ PASTAMANIA..We were so excited cause there were mirrors..!!
Xiaodi love pouring cheese la..Yuqi's cheesy Unagi pasta..haha..xp

We love mirrors..!!

We trying to do the 12345 thinggy..But apparently..We failed.. Then we decided to do pairs..
Xiaodi reminds me of Tweety bird..haha..xp
MY hair got problem MEh..??!!
We are all so busy..Except for Yuqi..
Then we decided to do one by one..With me being the promoter..
Xiaodi the uper guai guai nerd..

And yuqi being the totally xian-ned person..
Then bored hime came up with the act stead idea..
And the results are..DA dang..
"The totally no potential stead.." "the potential close up only stead.." And lastly..I PRESENT THE...[we not les btw]
"super duper uper real stead..!!"
Aww..So sweet.. Then we 反目成仇..With DAO-EST sam being the best diaon-er..^^V
翻白眼。。
See somemore..see what see..
Xiaodi's first recation when he saw the pic..
"你有那么讨厌我吗。。??"
Looks like you really really better not offend SAM..!!
Wahaha..xp

I really think SAM is so cute la..!!
What are dajies for..??
The answer..To bully xiaodi..!1!
haha..no la..we love him a lot de can..haha..x)
*YAwns*

Yea..We were practically taking pictures all the time la..
And i guess the people at pastamania were all =.=..
BUt who cares la..ANd the funniest thing was..
Xiaodi actually forgot that he was carrying my bag..
Imagine if i forgot too..haha..MORE pictures ba..
HAHA..xp

OMG..i am so looking forward to the next time we meet la..
I hope it will not be too long..
AND come to think of it..
WE have actually known each other for almost 1 year le..
EXcept for Yuqi..
OMG..HOw time flies seh..And FRIENDS FOREVER...!!

btw..the time now is 12:04am..
and i am not intending to end now..
Cause like i said..THis is gonna very long..

; Thanks sis for accompanying me last night by smsing me when i couldn't sleep even though you were sick..
YOU REALLY ARE THE BEST SIS EVER..
THANKS SIS..YOU ROCK..!!
and dun worry about me..i will be fine..x)


& I have been tagged by Ah DAO..my dao partner to do this..
and you know what is the saddest thing..??
HEr blog cannot copy and paste..And smart me decided to cop from rose'd blog instead..haha..x)
And for those who will be tagged by me..Congrats..x)

1) The person who tagged:
Wee ShiHua..aka AH DAO..

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
My Dao partner..

3) Your five impressions on him/her:
1. Dao
2. Guzheng
3. She can be funny de..
4. Nice
5. DAO..

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
Making me her dao partner..x)

5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
I got stm seh..

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
OMG..i dun want to ruin her 幸福..

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
I dunno leh..Hmm..

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
OMG..please refer to the pictures..=X

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
She dao me..

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Hmm..dao her..??
HAHA..jkjk..

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
DAo..but she is really a nice girl..haha..

12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
Erm..dunno me jiu say i dao..
Know me jiu say i crazy..

13) The characteristic you love of yourself are:
How i know..??
Everyone is born to love themselves can..zZz..

14) On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself are:
Super uper bad temper..

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
huh..i want to be myself..

16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU..!!

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
ZzZ..I got no friends de leh..can pass back not..??
1. Yuqi
2. Anne
3. JOshua
4. Corine
5. SHiHua
6. Rose
7. Sharlene
8. Jiayu
9. can i say Meifang..??
10. what about vic..??

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with?
She is dreaming of miki..

19) Is no. 9 a male or female?
100% chop female..

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they are both female in the first place..

22) What is no.2 studying about?
Physics..Geog..MAth..econs in VJc..

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3:
I saw him yesterday..

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like:
ERm..not sure..she is into anime now though..

25) Does no.1 have any siblings:
1 elder bro..

26) Will you woo no.3:
haha..why not..??
but sadly..not that kind of love for him..haha..xp

27) How about no.7:
Nope..

28) Is no.4 single:
should be ba..

29) What is the surname of no.5:
WEE

30) What's the hobby for no.4:
SHopping..see guys..

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
They dunno each other..

32) Where is no.2 studying at?
VJC..

33) Talk something casual about no.1:
She damn fuck de..But she is still my dear..
haha..x)

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
huh..??

35) Where does no.9 live at?
hougang..opposite xinmin..

36) What colour does no.3 likes?
Not sure worz..

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
if they are..i will be super shock..

38) Does no. 1 have any pets?
YEs..dogs..Bobby and mimi..??

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
She is sexy in her ways..

40) What is no. 10 doing now?
What you mean by now..??
She should be sleeping by now.
But presently..she is studying..

GOSh..this quiz..omg..Tookme quite some time seh..
And my brain juice..
I really got no friends de seh..think very long to squeeze out 10 names..
zZz..damn sad case..i know..=X

Lastly..to end off this freaking long post..
I HATE working on tuesdays..
I almost 脑冲血 today can..
SO i immediately told Yuli..
" I DUN WANT TO WORK TOMORROW..!!"
Humphs..BLeh..

Time now is 1233am.



♥ The Face Of Love
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iAlone

我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..

我只是只迷途羔羊..

i am..

100% antiseptic

即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你

我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性,十足疯子

我,再也不会相信童话

; THAT'S JUST ME.

Loves-Hates

我忘了什么是爱,也不想去爱了
哭了,累了,心死了

; 或许,我应该学习怎么去恨

Wishing

; she prayed,pleaded and cried.

to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..

; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To

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yuqi
Zhou Hao
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