Wednesday, March 31, 2010;


i feel like the following:

a girl with major mood swings.
gets irritated easily,
and snaps like a rubber band

i bite and chew like tazmanian devil.

no one can stop me,
not even myself.

damn it.
but forgive me.



♥ The Face Of Love
11:43 PM



Tuesday, March 30, 2010;


I guess today isnt a good day.
somehow, i feel that something isnt right.
not sure whether it's because i am sick,
or is it because the day is nearing.
i just feel empty inside, like a piece of me is missing.

painted my toenail blue,
and today's the last episode of temptation of wife.

; i wish you were here by me side,
but i dunno which you is it..



♥ The Face Of Love
7:52 PM



Sunday, March 21, 2010;


Thought i could end my weekends on a nice note,
but some people just had to spoil it.
I am not pissed,just annoyed i guess,
but who wouldn't be?

Nvm if you choose to eavesdrop on my conversation,
since i was the stupid one not to walk aside to talk,
(but they will still have lots of comments if i walk away)
But can't you just leave my personal life alone?

A person that knows me for only 2 months shows more concern than you all do.
Can't we be friends?
Who are you to judge him?

Really,
you people really have no idea who the real me is.
and the things i did because of you..


just let me go..please.



♥ The Face Of Love
10:21 PM



Tuesday, March 16, 2010;


Here to blog about my interesting weekends.

Went kite-flying with eunice on friday!
I think it was the first time i flew a kite for my almost 19 years of life.
Sadly,the doraemon kite we bought from i-de didnt manage to soar up into the skies,
but that cute penguin kite had a great time in the skies( i guess).
Haha!
Kite flying isnt something easy i would say,tiring too.
But the fun i had was more than enough to keep me happy.
=)

Went NTU open house on sat,
and it really make me damn determined to enter ntu chinese.
(But,i am kind of freaking out because a lot of people gonna apply for it too. =x
So i am keeping my fingers cross)
Then,anne's cousin brought us to the school of ADM,
and the dark room was totally COOL!
Esp,the teleporting(something like that) thing!
And i am really tempted to learn photography luh.
Only thing that wasnt so pleasant was my mood swing cause i was too tired.
=(

NUS open house on Sun,along with anne,kenneth and his friend anthony.
Weird combi i would say,but it turn out to be awesome!
I didnt know Kenneth was such a funny guy until sunday,
and yea,i changed my impression of him.
=)

Went MOF for lunch,
and this is really the climax of our day.
Waited 1 hour for my food,with lots of screw ups in between.
They actually served the wrong food twice luh,
and claimed that my food was served when i went to complain with anthony.
(He damn on and zai de la!)
LIKE @#^%@$^@!
Served when my poor little stomach was growling like crazy?
Demanded to speak to the manager and guess what,
Managers off on sundays,
and they actually asked me to WRITE FEEDBACK FORM!!!
Wa, i was fuming like crazy already la!!
Anthony asked them to call the manager,
who kup-ped my call because she was in the underground tunnel in the MRT.
Wa, @%#^$*#&^%$#&, i started to kpkb,
and in the end,she said she will void my order and serve my food.
Ok,the thing was I cant really understand what they were saying because being foreigners(I dun look down on them btw),
their english isnt that proficent and speaking softly with that accent doesnt help at all luh.
We only heard "orders" and "reciept",
so i told them we had 4 orders and passed all the reciepts to them.
And FREE LUNCH FOR ALL 4 OF US !!!
With an addition bento thrown in because they forgot they served that already.
Treat it as a compensation for Kenneth who had to eat grain by grain,
Anne who had to eat so slowly and ended up being hungry,
and Anthony who didnt know where his food had digested to already.
But the expressions on our faces was damn funny la,
and kenneth just kept laughing non-stop when we were all trying to be discreet!
And the funniest thing was, we ended up standing in front of starbucks laughing at the whole incident
(I really think the passer-bys must be thinking that all 4 of us are crazy luh! Laughing oin the middle of nowhere.)
Wa,that day was really damn memorable man!
And anne was saying that I am the jinx of MOF cause whenever i go MOF eat,
sure got problem one.
So next time wanna eat free lunch must call me and anthony the free stuff attractor.
HAHAHA!
And Anthony said he can teach me guitar which i dunno when i will see him again lorz
and both anne and kenneth make me so tempted to pick up cello again luh!

Yesterday was just like any other normal weekday,
work in the morning,tuition at night.
I could have gotten my hands on green tea ice cream too,
but decided to be nice for fear that terence might just lose his way in NTUC(haha!!!),
and that cold stuff might make my hyperventilation WORSE
(Dun understand why i have been hyperventilating again recently)
But my YEO's green tea was enough to make me happy
=)
And terence was telling me how his mum didnt believe that i got ABCDE for a levels.
But no choice, i very zai de ma!
Haha!!

As for today,
Eunice isnt at work today so i am all alone.
=(
And well, we will see how things go ba..
(Always look on the bright side of life!)
=)



♥ The Face Of Love
9:11 AM



Friday, March 12, 2010;


Dinner with girls last night was great!
I missed them so much.
Just that the service at pizza hut was toot toot and more toot.
I AM SO NOT GONNA EAT THERE AGAIN!
To think i had to pay service charge for such service!
Really had the urge to just walk out of the restaurant luh!
Still like white tangerine better cause the service is much better even though i always say it's bad.

Actually i am not sure whether the service is bad or is it me being fussy,
since i wasnt in a fantastic mood yesterday.
But having worked in the service industry before,
this is certainly not acceptable.
Argh,
dun wanna talk about it anymore!

(random)
But i really love my girls!
x3333333



♥ The Face Of Love
10:09 AM



Monday, March 8, 2010;



i just feel lousy.
i dun understand why i have to keep reminding you of your past and hurting you.
i dun blame you for saying those words to me.
i could hear you tremble,
i could feel the pain you felt.
i just hate myself for hurting you again and again.
i am an idiot with super low eq.
sorry, but i cant help but wanna apologize.

to mr wtp;
thanks for helping me let go of the past.
(my haircut shows it all.)
you really are important in my life now.
but i know this is the furthest we can go,
and hopefully you can let go of the past too.
qing ai de! love you!



♥ The Face Of Love
10:45 PM



Sunday, March 7, 2010;



something just isn't right today.
got this fucking depressed feeling.
i think i am freaking out.
suddenly afraid that i wont even be able to get a place in uni.
=(

i think i ate something wrong.
something had triggered my hyperventilation,
well, breathing difficulty.
minutes not done well,
agenda is no better.

ARGH! I DUNNO LA!
FUCK THIS FEELING!!
DAMN!
@$%^&^$#@



♥ The Face Of Love
10:06 PM



Saturday, March 6, 2010;


D-DAY.
not fantastic,but at least i did my best.
cried when i saw my results (I think it's the coolest; ABCDE),
but decided that getting into the 87% was good enough.
maybe i am fated to chinese afterall.
dun really wanna think about it anymore,
but i still have to choose my courses.

cut my hair today,
and it was horrendous.
i look fugly ttm now!
feel like going for hair extension.
=(

i need my retail therapy!



♥ The Face Of Love
12:32 AM



Tuesday, March 2, 2010;


I kind of miss xiaodi now.
dunno why so random also.

ps.dear,can we go out with xiaodi soon?

&
WHY MUST WE TAKE 'A' LEVEL,
AND GO THROUGH THE AGONY OF GETTING THE RESULTS?!



♥ The Face Of Love
8:49 AM



iAlone

我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..

我只是只迷途羔羊..

i am..

100% antiseptic

即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你

我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性,十足疯子

我,再也不会相信童话

; THAT'S JUST ME.

Loves-Hates

我忘了什么是爱,也不想去爱了
哭了,累了,心死了

; 或许,我应该学习怎么去恨

Wishing

; she prayed,pleaded and cried.

to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..

; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To

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