Monday, June 30, 2008;
I really dun understand..
But why are you controlling my emotions..?
Why are you the one controlling my emotions..?
Who gave you the rights to do that..?
I hate the fact that this is happening..
I hate it..
I hate you..
ps.i think i really like you..
♥ The Face Of Love
8:19 AM
Sunday, June 29, 2008;
Realized how dark my dark circles are today.
OMG.!!
i dun want become panda la.!
zZz.=.=
Wa..i really must buy 4D ah.
Today work half-way suddenlly the screen back-out..
HOW GREAT LA.!
THE 'GREATEST' THING IS THAT BOON CHONG WAS THE TL LA.!
My 'favourite' lorz.
=X
Ah Kim say press bell call tl..
So after struggling for very long..
My fingers finally found the courage to press the bell 2 times..
My 'prince' came and i was so prepared to get scolded la.
BUT..OMG..!
He didn't scold worz..His face wasn't as black as expected la..
Was just asking whether i got press any button.
The jiu help me restart the whole thing..
Instead it was Ya Yee who kena cause she told him no one chop newapaper..
And boon chong was like ..
"你按一声叫他们帮你就可以了对吗..??你现在要叫我帮你是吗.??"
Ok..then he go help abu do exchange liao jiu faster come my counter see..
After ensuring that everything was ok..
He jiu walk away without grumbling worz..!!
I was like.."Wow..?"
Then after printing my report..
I realised that i excess $38.20..
Was wondering where the hell it came from la..
Then suddenly..i remembered..
IT was that one..the one that halfway black out one..
Lucky i got print duplicate for the nets.
Then check liao..Wa..really..
Told boon chong..then he was like..
Asking the details very patiently lorz..
Not in that kind of fierce tone leh..
Then i was like "heng ah"..
then jiu slowly think of solution together with him..
Then he say tomorrow ask them help me settle..
I think i managed to help a little by reembering what she bought ba..
Mamil Gold milk powder and diapers..
INCREDIBLE LA..!!
NO SCOLDINGS AND FACE BLACK BLACK LEH..
but of course i was very nice..
I said Thanks and Bye to him lorz..
xp
Told the rest about what happened..
Then they were also like.."WA..!!"
haha..today really quite lucky worz..
If only boon chong was as good as today everyday..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:07 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008;
TODAY WAS A TIRING AND QUITE 衰 DAY..
FIRST,
was cheated by that bastard again..
sectional supposed to start at 10..
but i purposely drag till 10.30 then reach..
but then what the FUCK..!!
i went in..
kaijie: erm..do you see any teachers around..?
me: no..[feels that something is not right..]
kaijie: what can you infer from this..??
me: today self sectional ah..?
THEN SUDDENLY..
me: dun tell me we are cheated by qu feng again..??!!
kaijie: erm..not really la..he called me at 8.36 saying that he won't be coming..
me: huh..?then you should have called me at 8.37 to tell me he not coming lorz..haha..
I was really damn pissed can..zZz..
He damn it ruin my sleep time la..
Is like i purposely woke up damn early for this fucking sectional..
And in the end..
HE always make one damn call..
And then not make it..
DAMN IT..!!
What kind of teacher is this..??
Mr Chua will never do this la..!!
At least he will let us know earlier lorz..
Still remember got one time he sick..
He still come for lessons la..
Ask him go home he still insisted on carrying on lorz..
Is must wait for us to chase him home and ensure that we will practice oursleves then he 放心go home de lorz..
Not like this stupid bastard..
Fine..forget it..i dun wanna talk about him liao..
SECOND,
After work went kovan to meet bk and corine..
I was starving cause i didn't eat the whole day..
But nvm..that's not important..
Rushed down to the supplier la..
But only to find disappointment..
THE DESIGN THAT WE WANT NOT ENOUGH STOCK..!!
Totally xian diao..cause we supposely 'reserved' some la..
And the estmation was quite accurate lorz..
But damn it..what the hell..
And THE DAMN THING IS..
THERE WILL BE NO RESTOCK..!!
xian..xian..xian..
haiz..=X
So i think we either search the whole of Singapore for a shop that has the stock and does printing..
Or we wait for new arrivals and re-choose the design..
zZz..=S
i have got a bad feeling..
i seroiusly wonder if i will be killed by the class lorz..
another meeting on monday to discuss lorz..
HAIZ..SORRY GUYS..
I DIDN'T EXPECT THINGS TO TURN OUT THIS WAY..
IT WAS TOTALLY UNEXPECTED..
CAUGHT UNPREPARED..!!!
THIRD,
What the hell..
I am not allowed to buy the bag that i want..!!
I know 107 bucks for a bag is abit ex..
But it is adidas and i really love it la..
一见钟情 kind of thing you know..
And it is a 3 way bag..
Can sling..can hold..can carry as haversack la..
SO cute right..??
I wonder which kind soul can get it for me lorz..
=X
FORTH,
I hereby pronounce myself broke..
我正式宣布破产..
Haiz..
Have to wait for my pay liao..
which is one week more la..
So xian..zZz..
See..i very poor thing right..??
Experience so many downs in one day..
Lucky i am those kind that very坚强one..
Or should i say i not in emo state..??
Or not this will be happening..
"Emoing in one corner..
Slashing my wrist..
Blood is flooding out.."
♥ The Face Of Love
10:35 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008;
Finally..!!My sufferings have ended..!!
Yep..Today was the last paper for the mid-years..
Whoo.~
Anyway..i have screwed mye badly..
So bad that I WILL BE FAILING CHINESE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE..!!
This is totally like WHAT THE FUCK..!!
Sam the hime is gonna fail her chinese..her best subject till this morning..
Haiz..=X
You should have saw Ng How Wee's expression la..
I pratically 交白卷 lorz..zZz..
And his reaction was慢so many拍..
That really was funny..
Laugh..laugh it out damn loud can..
暗笑会得内伤的..
[for better understanding..translate to dilect please..x)..]
Haiz..My life is so screwed..!!
可怜的我..=X
Fine..Forget it..
Since mye is screwed..i will just try to preapre harder for promos..
That is like the only way to save myself now..
Hime..Ganbatte neh..!!
OK..I WILL START MUGGING SOON..
=.=
Anyway..went for sakae today will my bro and wong xi guei[watermelon]..
It was so below my expectations can..=.=
The sushi was horrible..!!
Damn cold and dry and tasteless..
Even the unagi was cold la..
What The Hell..cold unagi sucks..
And according to wong xi guei..
Who was so looking forward to the xi guei..
The xi guei really taste weird..
Hot hot de..Eeks..=X
Normal watermelon should be cold la..
Another bad thing was that there were only 2 servers..
Thus..our orders were like forgotten la..
zZz..but can't blame the servers..
Not their fault..
Blame the company for not employing more people..!!
Gonna avoid sushi for the time being..
Although i ate so much lesser than in the past..
Nvm..better this way..not so much weight being put on..
Haha..x)
Xian..tomorrow will be out the whole day..
Cca resuming tomorrow..
Damn XIAN..!!
According to Kaijie..IT IS SECTIONAL..!!
I really hope i dun see that bastard's face tomorrow..
I dun want my day to be ruined by him lorz..
Ok..in case you dunno..
That bastard is that cello teacher in nyco..
MIND YOU..HE IS NOT MY TEACHER..
MY CELLO TEACHER IS CHUA SENG CHEE..蔡承志..
MY ONE AND ONLY TEACHER HORZ..!!
After that have to rush to work..
Then after work gonna go confirm the class tee thinggy with Corine and maybe bk..
Busy day ahead of me..not looking forward to the morning..
But Totally looking forward to work..
I MISS THEM LOADS LA..!!
HAHA..x)
Till next time..bye..
Gonna wait for my smses..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
8:23 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008;
气..烦..无奈..想骂粗话..
我根本不属于这里的对吗..?
我是多余的..我是..我什么都不是..
♥ The Face Of Love
6:39 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008;
OK..i CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE..!!
I REALLY MISS THEM..!!
I REALLY MISS WORK..!!
I REALLY MISS YOU..!!
Haven't been to work this and last week..
Has been 2 weeks only..
And yet i am totally missing the peeps there..
=X
First
I miss talking back to Yuli..
MY 头大大小姐..
Yuli: 你今天有没有吃镇定剂..?不要等一下在counter发疯乱咬人..
Sam: 你才要吃horz..每天都要讲我..
Yuli: 你看..我讲一句..你顶十句..
Sam: 真的吗..你不讲我屁股好像会痒lorz..
Yuli: 哎哟..你要死啊..没大没小..[and smacks my butt]
Then she will 出绝招..=.=
Yuli: 这个是谁的女儿..??[in hokkien]
Second
I miss my abu Regina..
The one that takes good care of me at work..
The one that always say my character like her de..
The one that keep laughing when i talk back to Yuli..
The one that never fails to认我when Yuli 出绝招..x)
Yuli: 这个是谁的女儿..??[in hokkien]
Abu: 没办法..她跟我一样坏蛋的..
Third
I miss Chris..[btw..she is a she..]
The First TL i saw when i report to work..
The one that i always very hard to see one..
1 month see 1 time that kind..
The one that looks the whole NTUC to find me when I go there before school to buy things just to see me..
T.T..so touched..
The one that likes to call me"妹妹"..
Chris: 妹妹..
Sam: Huh.?
Chris: 没有啦..想你而已..很久没有看到你liao ma..
Sam: 哎哟..讨厌啦..
Forth
I miss Bernard..
The one that i like to bully..
The one that can ask him do things de..
Sam: BOO..[from his back]
No reaction..
Sam: Eee..你不怕的..不好玩的..
Bernard: 吓死人lorz..我有羊癫病的leh..
Sam: Huh..?真的啊..?
Bernard: 嗯..[he is faking it..=.=]
Sam: 不用怕..我叫Yuli救你
Bernard: Yuli啊..她还没有来..我就醒liao lorz..
[apparently..他是被吓醒的..]
O ya..another thing..he cannot say..
Bernard: 你当我姓赖的meh.??
Us: 对ma..你就是姓赖的ma..
Firth
You..!!
You: What you want eat..?
Sam: i dunno..you leh..??
You: i anything de..
Sam: ok..let's go 麦当当..
You: huh..??again..??
Sam: Quick la..我要饿死liao..
You: we go eat rice la..
Sam[撒娇]: 我要饿死liao..cannot walk up there liao..will die..eat麦当当la..
[and drags you inside..without you resisting..haha..]
Lastly
EVERYONE AT WORK..!!
I totally think i am stuck to this job..
I like working there..
I like the people there..
I like to DAO the customers there..
I like to give custmers attitude..
OK..i know that is wrong..
But only to Guai Lan people lA..
若有一天我得离开..你们会舍不得吗..??
我不知道..
但我知道我一定会很想..很想你们..
因为我真的很爱你们..!!
我希望这一天永远不会来..
但我还是会好好的珍惜现在的..
因为有人说:
"老天爷给你的东西是有期限的。。如果你不懂得珍惜。。他就会收回去的"
♥ The Face Of Love
11:13 AM
Monday, June 23, 2008;
HIME IS BACK AGAIN..HAHA..x)
anyway..i am just here to reply taggies..xp
cause like i said..i am involved in a spamming war..xp
To DX:
Tsk walao eh..
dun like that say la..
i wrote in class tagboard that i changed link liao..
haha..x)
Tsk walao eh..
not i never link..
i haven't link yet..
will be linking it after mid-year..x)
To Anne:
Ok..
YOU ARE SO SMART..!!
you guessed the school right..
but sadly..no prixe..
wahaha..xp
i know there are expections..
esp those from STRING..!!!
but majority ya know..
haha..x)
Help me say good luck to them when you see them..
AND CONTROL THEM..!!
xp
To Yuqi:
KAO..!!
i thought that time already say want steamboat le..?
you dodo bird la..
JUmbo your head la..
so ex la..or not you treat la..
you treat we go..x)
Steamboat want aircon de hard to find sia..
HAiz..you very troublesome leh..!!
AND YES..I WANT GANG UP WITH XIAODI TO
UN-SPAM YOUR TAGBOARD..!!
lalala~
angry=revenge..
therefore you are angry..xp
♥ The Face Of Love
10:25 AM
Friday, June 20, 2008;
Yes..the hime is so proud of herself today..x)
Why..??
Because she is almost finishing the mindmap for 命运的迹线
That's a big achievement for the hime ..
So applause please..
Thank you thank you thank you..x)
And another thing..
The hime has only blogged once today..which is now..
That's also an achievement..
You know what to do now yea..??
OK..STOP.THE.CRAP.PRINCESS..!!
[eggs and vegetables flying around now ]
Fine..ok..this is SERIOUS..!!
Kids nowdays are terrible..
Saying weird things outside people house
so loudly while riding on the bike..
Saying stuff like underwears and panties for nothing..
Using them as lyrics for a song..??
What a dumb song it is..!!
Wait till you hear it for yourself..
TERRIBLE..HORRIBLE..VEGETABLE..
AND TIME TABLE[panda's creation btw..i am not the lame one..xp]..
Ok..the hime knows she is evil..but seriously..
she was hoping HE would fall off the bike..
But apparently..IT DID NOT HAPPEN..
Much to her disappointment..
Instead..some idiot's bike went missing for no reason
And damn it..that idiot started crying..=.=
First the fucking damn song..
Next the fucking irritating crying..
OMfG..THE PRINCESS REALLY CAN'T STAND KIDS ALTHOUGH SHE WAS ONE..
AND SHE BELIEVED SHE DID NONE OF THAT IN FRONT OF PEOPLE'S HOUSE..!!
So pardon the hime for imitating the kid's cries..
She just wanted to show her dis-pleasure..x)
Haiz..kids nowadays are just so DIFFERENT from us..
She seriously wonders what the world would become
In future when kids are gonna get from bad to worse..
One example would be how 南X中学is becoming 南莲花教..
NO LINK..??
For goodness sake..the princess dun say things that have no link..
OF course this has link la..
Well..from what the hime has observed..
The school is really infested with
Ah lians and ah huas..ah bengs and ah sengs..
EVER SINCE HER BATCH LEFT..
They were the best group of kids..
Always doing the schoo proud..YES..you heard it right..
ESP STRING OPRCHESTRA THAT GOT GOLD IN SYF 2007..
The hime is really so proud of them..x)
Ok fine..back to the link..
Since the school is now infested with
Ah lians and ah huas..ah bengs and ah sengs..
And since the school is situated in the north-east
And has a higher percentage of girls..
it looks more like a school on the surface
But the HQ of a gang inside..
Wala..the 南莲花教 is offically formed..
zZz..=.=..lame she knows..but it is quite true..
Ok fine..SHE HEARD IT..she will stop crapping now..
The princess shall go return to mind mapping..
And hopefully finish up with 命运的迹线 tonight..
GIVE HER SOME SUPPORT YEA..??
haha..xp
Btw..the hime's is involved in a spamming war..
So dun be too shocked to see the tagboard flooded..
With the same person's name..
And dun worry..the hime will still check back for
Older messages without the spammer's name..
And would reply the tags on the latest posts..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
8:19 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008;
Yes..The hime[PRINCESS] is back again for more..x)
Actually..not much..just that i started on my mind-mapping business again..though i didn't achieve much..haiz..exams are around the corner..yet i just can't just my ass in front of the textbooks to study..i am really so dead..T.T..
I DUN WANNA RETAIN..!!
=X
As for the tee shirt business..like my bro say..see which one better jiu take which one lorz..that's how things go..and Yep..i agree with him..so..i will discuss with the class after i get the details from Miki..x)
Something funny happened today..
For no reason..i thought of pork..yes..yuqi..you are right..that piece of pork..!!but wait..before you start smacking my cute ass..xp..it is just
想到..not 想念or 思念..!!just a sudden random thought..!!
I was wondering what will happen if i see him on the road..
Hmm..i guess i will pretend not seeng him and walk away cause well..i think i dun need to say it right..=X
But what if he suddenly pops out..what am i going to do..sit down for a chat..or say got something on..or just run away like see ghost..??Haha..dumb right..??Seriously..i dunno..i really dunno..=X
我真的不知道要如何面对一个把我伤得那么深的人..
我不知道如何原谅一个把我打得遍体淋伤的人..
我知道我很失败..但我..我无法忘记那伤痛..
那个剥去一个女孩对爱情的憧憬的伤痛..
是你..让我对爱情死了心..
是你..让我无法在相信爱情..
是你..什么都是你..为什么..??
如果爱你是一场梦..那我宁愿当初没睡着..
问我还爱你吗..?
那时的我会犹豫..但现在的我会大声说“不”..
问我还有机会吗..?
那时的我会傻傻回到你身边..但现在的我会狠狠地给你一巴掌..
我已不再是从前的我
那个我已经死了..在我说分手时..死了..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:12 PM
wanted to blog last night..but my brother is really super naggy..so no choice..i have to blog in the morning..wth..people blog at night..i blog in the morning..=.=
missed 4F class gathering yesterday..kindda disappointed actually..cause i really wanted to go..but..forget it..dun really want to talk about it..
just hope they enjoyed themselves..x)
got a call that woke me up today from miki..told me that her friend also has adidas jersey..and it is going at a low price..quite frustrated cause she is telling me now when things are getting confirmed and i am really not surre how to handle this..cause i dunno what to tell uncle steven..he is a good guy ya know..and we reserved the shirts le..haiz..corine say to stick to steven.. think that too..but i wonder what the class think..??hmmm..
HEADACHE..HEADACHE..HEADACHE...
my brother so idiotic..i am not gfp can..stop it or you can forget about 敲诈-ing me next time..bleh..
haha.i.found.panda's.friendster.account.
but.slow.panda.didn't.realize.that
even.when.he.viewed.my.profile.=.=
are.pandas.realy.that.slow.?
nvm.maybe.cause.they.only.feed.on.bamboos.
haha.xp
♥ The Face Of Love
10:41 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008;
Mission:back to Ncso & to meet up with yuqi and meifang & to get my notes x)
Person invloved:(1)meifang (2)yuqi (3)me
First stop:NCSO
Supposed to meet them at 10..but woke up at 9..thought i late..in the end i was the earliest..=.=
Yuqi pro-est..arrived at 11.30 lorz..
wth la..super late..string about to end then appear..and i finally got my 17 bucks and super heavy notes..
SAw MR chua and MR wong..dunno where MR lim hide..MR chua and MR wong very funny..
First thing they asked..why never buy things treat them..haha..we just woke up..didn't even eat breakfast jiu chiong there liao leh..x)
Wanted to lunch with MR chua..yuqi wanted to 敲诈MR chua.. but he busy..got to 赶场..so cannot..
then i was saying next time must 预约which he agreed..really funny..
random:HE IS THE BEST CELLO TEACHER IN THE WORLD..!!!
MR wong also cannot make it..but he drove us to cp..so nice right..??OF course..he is our
conductor..
got link:NCSO TEACHERS ARE THE BEST..!!
Second stop:CP
Lunched in pizza hut..
& finally got the clips needed..THANKS MONTIP..!!
after searching so long..i finally found them there.. not super nice..but at least can 见人..
anyway..it is just to clip up my damn fringe..
who cares..=x
To yuqi:
STOP LAUGHING AT MY FRINGE..
I KNOW IT LOOKS WEIRD..BUT IT WILL GROW..!!!ARGH..!!
humphs..evil you..keep laughing..so sad..T.T
Yep..i admit my fringe super duper toot now..
but no choice.. cut liao ma..what to do..
go extension meh..???It will grow de lorz..
until look normal.. and i seriously hope
it will look normal before my birthday..
cause i want take pictures.. HAve been camera
shy because of this supid fringe..=.=
Third stop:Orchard
Under the psycho-ing of meifang..we went to wisma and taka..
Yes..we went to orchard in our string tee can..
the tee doesn't look ugly..just that the back really very colourful..kind of kiddy feeling..
but who cares..it looks ok to me..and i am FREAKING PROUD of it..
I AM PROUD TO BE IN NCSO..haha..x)
nyco..forget it..nowhere near..haiz..dun wanna talk about this la..
ORchard de bags and shoes all damn nice..
if only i can own them..
Walao..i want marry rich guy be tai-tai..
AIM TO GO UNI STUDY LAW..cause got more rich guys..ehehe..xp..
Skip the crazy children screaming part..everything seems fine..
o ya..o ya..went for not swensens ice cream..some italian one..
quite ex..but nvm..i promised meifang de ma..haha..
ok la..i know i very long winded..you guys are also falling asleep soon right..?
Last stop:home
ice cream-->meifang friend left-->toilet-->home
acc meifang take mrt till harbourfront first..
then mrt-ed home with yuqi..
haha..x)
Conclusion:Mission completed
Yuqi..just to tell you..i missed you too..
but meifang more cause i saw you the other day..xp
Meifang..dun worry i won't 嫁不出去..
i will try to marry myself off to a rich guy de..
haha..day-dreaming..=s
My wish: to be able to go back to ncso more often..
i miss eveything there..
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
♥ The Face Of Love
9:24 PM
Yippeee..i am back in ncso..wahaha..details later..haha.x)
MEIFANG..I MISS YOU..I LOVE YOU TOO..MUACKS..
yuqi..i know you are jealous..wahaha..wagaga..
panda..imissyou..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:11 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008;
属于我的天空..这不是..真的不是..
一个人活在一个黑暗的世界里..
好冷..好怕..好无助..
我好想离开..好想离开..可是..
想哭..我能吗..我可以吗..
我不知道..真的不知道..
我好想像过去一样..但我不能..
我..开不了口..
我..已忘了自己是谁..
你们都不了解我..都不了解..
我只看见那抹灰影..
本以为那灰影早已离我而去。。但我错了。。
那灰影只是在和我玩捉迷藏罢了。。
♥ The Face Of Love
2:55 PM
一个人的世界..
灰灰的..暗暗的..
害怕..无助
但却没人知道..
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
♥ The Face Of Love
10:38 AM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits