Monday, December 19, 2011;
Turbulent week.
Humans are contradicting.
When you are busy, you want a break.
When you are having that break, you miss those busy moments.
Idiots.
And yes, i admit, i am one of them.
But now, i have sorted things out.
I guess..
Tight schedule ahead. And it's really frustrating.
Like hello, i am only free from Jan onwards, and it isn't guaranteed.
Cant help but think why i got myself into this.
Stupid me.
Why bother to work like a cow when i am just a student?
I will be slogging my guts out once i graduate, so why slog my guts out now?
Shouldnt i be enjoying the last few years as a student?
Stupid me.
Then humans have this problem about getting emotionally attached.
Esp when people are very nice to u.
So i keep harping that i want to resign, because i forsee another busy quarter ahead
but i have yet to do so because i cant bear to.
Arent i nice? Always worried and considering for other people.
Though it's at the expense of myself
Stupid me.
Another stupid thing i did was to take up hertage trail.
Now i am stuck with it, not knowing how to move on.
I dun want to be too reliant on jeraldin & alan,but i have no other support.
And it's tiring to run things without support, esp when u are a greenhorn.
It's not as though i didnt ask for help,but no one bothers to come forward.
Frustating but what can i do except to say,
Stupid me.
Yearning for a break.
I wanna enjoy life like a tai-tai.
I wanna go high-tea.
I wanna spend some time without worries.
I wanna go on leave.
I want time for myself.
I miss the 3 days at sentosa.
I want another getaway before school starts.
;Suddenly, i miss the times when i would end school,
and train down to pasir ris to meet alan for dinner.
简单的幸福 =)
♥ The Face Of Love
12:43 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2011;
Somehow we cant even get through a peaceful month, cant we?
I guess my expectations were too high afterall.
I am a fool.
♥ The Face Of Love
12:12 AM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits