Wednesday, December 29, 2010;
i just need that little bit of courage to fulfil what i always wanted to do,
and to fulfil the greatest wish of others.
the day is nearing..
; the plan to run away.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:42 PM
Thursday, December 16, 2010;
I know i shouldnt be here,
but i just cant help but come.
It's my little space afterall.
Finished 2 papers.
French and TCM.
French was Demoralizing!
And well, i cant complain about TCM.
Afterall, i wasnt a diligent student who attended lectures and put in effort to study.
And yes, i am regretting.
But i am still not changing because i cant seem to start studying.
Maybe it's the eight month break that turn my brain rusty.
GPA this sem will certainly be disastrous.
But nvm, i promise to work hard next sem.
I wont kill myself with 6 mods!
And i promise to be a diligent student!
I DREAM TO GRADUATE WITH FIRST CLASS HONOURS
BUT I WANNA GRADUATE WITH AT LEAST A SECOND UPPER!!!
O, but to digress a little,
i am gaining the weight i have lost!
DAMN! In fact i am gaining more than i lost!
That's what happen when mum's not at home.
U tend to pig out with the other 2 guys.
But guess what, i am finally gonna enrol for akido lessons!
YAY =))
I hope i will succeed in doing so this time round!
♥ The Face Of Love
11:49 PM
Thursday, December 9, 2010;
Sometimes, it so tiring to deal with everything at one go..
i need the care,concern and support,
which i am not feeling at all.
I dunno what's wrong with me.
Many things are going through my mind,
but i just cant seem to throw them aside.
Most importantly, finals are around the corner,
and i cant seem to concentrate at all.
I need a break,
i really do need a break.
Just myself. No one else.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:19 PM
Monday, December 6, 2010;
Actually, i dun have much things to update,
but since i cant get to sleep cause i woke up late,
i decided that i should fill up some space here.
Finals are around the corner and i am not studying yet.
Mainly because i am procrastinating?
I dunno why but i just dun feel motivated.
I am doomed! Haiz.
And i got myself a holiday job already.
I will be going back to the sameplace i had worked for 8 months.
Can u believe i will be spending 9 out 12 months at TBH?!
It's like WOW!
Lastly, i think the yec plays an important role in my life.
Though it's a love-hate relationship cause i always get suan-ed.
But i still find joy and laughter there.
LOL! Sounds a little 犯贱.
Ok, i know i am being very random..
But o well...
♥ The Face Of Love
11:37 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits