Sunday, May 31, 2009;
thanks kamfung for teaching me econs today..
i know i am a super bad student..
but you are a good teacher..x)
ps.anyone wants tution..??
thanks yuli..kim..ivy and ponkim for supper..
and also thanks to all cashiers for that big big goodie bag..
love you guys loads..x333
i will miss you guys..muacks..x)
and thanks xiang xiang for helping me take my big goodie bag..
hehe..sorry but i very 刚强de..
haha..xp
but i will miss talking to you..
cause you really are a nice person to talk to..=(
and to meng teck..
stop playing 通宵麻将and 死翘翘 at 3am..
want lose also lose to me ma..
and dun forget you can 吃麻将if you are hungry..
muhahaha..xp
and cigarettes are super easy stuff to handle..
so dun 被它们搞疯..!!
i can teach you if you want..
haha..xp
looking forward to mid-night K..!!!
CHALET..x)
才发现越想忘，却越忘不了..
越执着，就越做不到..
不是我不想，只是老天爱作弄人..
他不让我立刻忘记..
他要我用时间慢慢冲淡一切..
they say our memory is just like a computer hard disk..
but why can't we just press delete to remove all unwanted memories..??
they say drama reflects real life..
but why can't we just lose our memories as easy as they do..??
=.=
i really wanna forget everything..
i am really very very tired..
it's just so unfair..
ps.i miss you guys a lot a lot alot..=(
and i wanna go adidas sundown marathon..
i want that uper cool "finisher" t-shirt..!!
♥ The Face Of Love
12:30 AM
12:30 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009;
can't believe i saw that trombone samuel-look-alike again..!!
maybe i should do i what did the other time if he ever appears again..
hehe..xp
is it possible that samuel knows how to play the trombone too..??
i wanna learn akido..!!
豆花&豆花水
lalala~
♥ The Face Of Love
10:53 PM
10:53 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009;
i dumped you.
jerk.
i dun care.
ok..i am done..xp
♥ The Face Of Love
11:22 PM
11:22 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009;
SGC..totally..
PAIN IN THE ASS..!!
took me so long to crap so little things out..
=X
btw..it's School Graduation Certificate..
NOt Strategic Games Club..
lol..xp
我知道有些事是强求不来的。
勉强是没有幸福的。
我了解，心，也死了。
放手虽然痛苦，但我一定做得到。
就让老天爷决定吧。
缘分是我们无法控制的。
"Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will"
i know i will get through this..
and i know i am not alone..
because i know you guys will always be behind me..x)
i just have to fufil one last promise..
and it will be over..
completely.
anyway.
women's instinct are really the most powerful tool one can possess.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:06 PM
11:06 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009;
插曲 #200
summary of what happened this few days.
failed math test.
failed econs test.
failed chinese test.
gonna fail history test too.
what the toot.
i am so screwed. =.=
quarrelled with parents.
kind of 'grounded'.
didn't even get consoled by some heartless idiot.
HEARTLESS jerk who doesn't even treat me as a friend now.
what the toot.
fine whatever.
time shows eveything and now i know.
co's japan trip postponed.
gonna start tuition for the 1st time in 18 years.
GOSH.i love math more than i love anything.=X
can't even read a book when i am in gym.
zZz =.=
anyway..
thanks junyong and qinghao for the pizza farewell party.
shall upload the pics when i get them.
conclusion.
i dun even know what my life is turning into.
somehow i am disppointed that things turn out this way.
esp you.
obviously..
it seems like you HATE me MORE THAN i HATE you..
and i seriously dunno why.
we promised to stay good friends didn't we..?
it's just so disappointing.
maybe i too should learn to hate.
since you want it this way.
and lastly.
never ever believe geminis.
that's the lesson you taught me.
fuck.
♥ The Face Of Love
10:38 PM
10:38 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009;
Stupid bloody fucking customer.
Ruin my day just like that.
IDIOT !!
well..whatever..
shall upload some pics to brighten up my day..x)
@ ECP on monday..
very little pics cause my cam no batt..=.=
Next up..
@ VJC strings concert YESTERDAY..!!
ok..more details about yesterday..
supposed to meet yuqi and meifang at AMK hub at 4..
but ended up..both were late..
with YUQI being the latest as always..=.=
arrived only at 5 because she woke up only at 3..!!
and to think i thought i didn't need to wake her up..
tsk..disappointed..haiz..
so while waiting for her..
meifang pei-ed me go buy flower for anne..
which caused me and meifang to catch lots of attention..
ok..meifang is not the AA one..
she just innocently got involved..
erPhs..haha..xp
Well..i just happened to be wearing all black..
and yea..a pair of bright red heels..
[as you will see in the pics]
was holding a big sunflower later..
and ok fine..i was rather AA..=X
bused to VJC and yea..the concert's nice..
although i was irritated by some over enthu people..
anyway..
the performers were pros..
there was this bass guy dancing with the bass la..
SO qiang..!!
and now i know why that jelly managed to win the hearts of so many girls..
but nvm..he's still anne's..
haha..xp
meifang's flower face..
vjc's own performing theatre..
me and missy..great performance missyy..x)
NCSO..^^V
anyway..clement very funny..
he was like asking me why i like growing taller and taller..
when i was wearing heels..
hahaha..
and thanks kamfung for driving us home..
well..ok..i know i am the most troublesome de..
haha..but no choice ma..not i choose de..
haha..but thanks anyway..^^
Man..i love them loads..
always there to brighten up my day..x)
Next up..
@ VJC strings concert YESTERDAY..!!
ok..more details about yesterday..
supposed to meet yuqi and meifang at AMK hub at 4..
but ended up..both were late..
with YUQI being the latest as always..=.=
arrived only at 5 because she woke up only at 3..!!
and to think i thought i didn't need to wake her up..
tsk..disappointed..haiz..
so while waiting for her..
meifang pei-ed me go buy flower for anne..
which caused me and meifang to catch lots of attention..
ok..meifang is not the AA one..
she just innocently got involved..
erPhs..haha..xp
Well..i just happened to be wearing all black..
and yea..a pair of bright red heels..
[as you will see in the pics]
was holding a big sunflower later..
and ok fine..i was rather AA..=X
bused to VJC and yea..the concert's nice..
although i was irritated by some over enthu people..
anyway..
the performers were pros..
there was this bass guy dancing with the bass la..
SO qiang..!!
and now i know why that jelly managed to win the hearts of so many girls..
but nvm..he's still anne's..
haha..xp
meifang's flower face..
vjc's own performing theatre..
me and missy..great performance missyy..x)
NCSO..^^V
anyway..clement very funny..
he was like asking me why i like growing taller and taller..
when i was wearing heels..
hahaha..
and thanks kamfung for driving us home..
well..ok..i know i am the most troublesome de..
haha..but no choice ma..not i choose de..
haha..but thanks anyway..^^
Man..i love them loads..
always there to brighten up my day..x)
NCSO..^^V
anyway..clement very funny..
he was like asking me why i like growing taller and taller..
when i was wearing heels..
hahaha..
and thanks kamfung for driving us home..
well..ok..i know i am the most troublesome de..
haha..but no choice ma..not i choose de..
haha..but thanks anyway..^^
Man..i love them loads..
always there to brighten up my day..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
8:06 PM
8:06 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009;
VJC String Ensemble Concert was
GREAT..!!
the performance's nice..
the pieces looks fun..
shall take a peek at the scores the next time i see missy..
anyway..
i am glad i managed to make it this time..x)
now i finally realized why i am stuck on strings..
not saying co sucks..
but maybe it's just not the type for me..=X
will upload the pics soon..
cause apparently..i haven't recieved the pics..
and i am quite lazyy now..
hahaha..xp
thnaks yuqi and meifang for going to the concert with me..
and thanks kamfung for sending[driving] us home..
and i am really counting my econs on you le..!!
haha..xp
♥ The Face Of Love
11:57 PM
11:57 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009;
Made a very sudden decision..
But i guess it's not really unjustified..
The reason for me to give up the chance isn't a reason anymore..
So i dun see why i should give up this second chance again..
The reason really isn't or should i say..
shouldn't have been the reason..
i took a risk and lost..
i cried..and the next step..
to start trying to move on..
with all the promises still unfufiled..
but i will be fine.
eventually i will.
; btw..庆功was yesterday..
=)
♥ The Face Of Love
10:29 PM
10:29 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009;
OMG..!!!
i just realized how screwed i am..
and yet..i am still here blogging..
contridicting isn't it..=.=
First..let's start off with homework..
Differentiation for maths not done..
ALL econs essay not done..
History haven't research..
GP essay not written..
Next..Test everyday..!!
which i obviously haven't started on..
Maths is tomorrow..
With me not knowing what the heck differentiation is talking about due to SYF..
or should i just say..
MATHS IS DISGUSTING..
and i am so looking forward to that Big Fat 0 on my paper..
岳阳楼记 test on thursday..
Maybe i should really start copying already..
Paper 2 小说 test on friday..
zZz..speechless..
And and..this is week 8..
Meaning in 2 weeks time..which is week 10..
I will be taking GP mid-year paper..!!
SHIT DAMn DEAD..
AHHHHH..!!!!
i am so screwed..=(
and to add on to the screw-ness..
i am totally addicted to 小说..
Yada yada..DEAD..
O yea..then CO having 庆功会 tomorrow..
but i got that stupid vice-ct thinggy..!!!
I WANNNA GO FOR 庆功..!!
sobs..T.T
Haiz..
I am freaking taking my 'A's this year la..!!
Haiz..
can someone knock me in the head to wake me up..??
or can some car just knock me down..??
=X
my life has really gone hay-wired..
♥ The Face Of Love
10:40 PM
10:40 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009;
Chill-ed out at East Coast Park today..
Picnic-ed..frisbee-ed..Camwhore-ed..
EAT-ed..!!
haha..had real fun today..
thanks guys for this enjoyable day..
let's hang out more often..xp
ps. pics will be up when i get the pics
and/or my cam batt is charged..
and most importanly..when i am not lazy..!!
HAHA..xp
; edited @ 11:37pm
blogskin still under construction..
so yea..still rather incomplete..=X
anyway..
me is tired..so nights peeps..x)
if only you were there too..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:10 PM
11:10 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009;
ROAR.
stupid customer make me run after another stupid customer.
in the end..it was me who suffered..
DAMN.
imagine falling and sliding across mud..
OUCH.
it's pain de lorz..
tomorrow confirm blue-black liao..
=(
anyway.
wish me luck in editing the html for the new blogskin..x)
i wish i didn't had that fall..
i really wish i didn't..
; edited @00.09am
changed blogskin.
plain and simple.
something i yearn for..
♥ The Face Of Love
10:05 PM
10:05 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009;
early leave from school today..
feeling sick again..=.=
dunno what has happened to my health..
but managed to sleep from 11+ to 6..
haha..damn shiok..xp
but im still tired..=X
anyway..i am kind of missing syf period..
in short..i kind of miss that busy cca..
LOL..im crazy..
but at least it is enriching and fruitful right..??
plus i got to spend so much time on the cello..
haha..seriously..i am crazy..!!
am i really crazy..??
are am i just acting to feel better..??
it seems like i am just deceiving myself..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:01 PM
11:01 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009;
gold with honours..
marking the end of my syf journey beautifully..
glad that mr chua was around..
glad that i performed better than usual..
glad that everyone suddenly became "WOW"..
everthing went smoothly the moment we were on stage..
despite us still getting scolded in the morning..
guess the hardwork did pay off afterall..
and not forgetting the scoldings by ding..
“你去死吧！”
“你是猪啊?”
“你们是白痴吗?”
“ST-U-PID !!”
these are really the classics..
but still..we made it..x)
for the past 1 year..
there were really lots of ups-and-downs..
thanks those who walked through it with me..
NYCO cello bass section..
my darling girlfriends..
and ya..thanks panda for walking through the beginning with me..
esp when it was very very tough for me..
thanks..thanks..really..thank you..
OMG..i can't believe it's over already..
it was so tiring..
but totally fun with cello bass..!!
and i will miss the times we had together..
and i will miss SYF..awww
lastly..GREAT JOB NYCO..
GWH..1st in NY history..!!!
weeheee..!!!
i really crazy le..!!
haha..xp
♥ The Face Of Love
10:45 PM
10:45 PM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009;
My last syf..
the final showdown..
tomorrow..
anda anda..
i really really ♥ my laogong..!!!
i love you so so so muchhyy muchhy muchh much..
来者不拒，去者不留
ps. it's the 5th today.
♥ The Face Of Love
10:37 PM
10:37 PM
Monday, May 4, 2009;
weehee~
i love my laogong muchhy muchh much..!!
glad to have you with me again..
seriously..can i just buy you..??
♥
and i really have no idea how.
but it seems that i am getting more scars and bruises..
zZz =.=
♥ The Face Of Love
10:33 PM
10:33 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009;
Shagged.
but it will be over soon..
Aww..
xiang xiang's going ns soon..=(
he's a nice person to talk to you know..
p.s 你，好吗?
♥ The Face Of Love
11:39 PM
11:39 PM