Wednesday, December 31, 2008;
saw a rather amusing thread in crunchyroll's forum..
"WU CHUN'S Religion"
discussing about the religion of some idol..
this is the first i heard of..
and i really dun see a point in doing so..
it is rather ridiculous..
so what if wu chun is the same religion as you..??
does religion really matter so much..??
O well..whatever..
and much to my surpise..
Jigoku shoujo is back with season 3..
"Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae"
though i still prefer seasons 1 & 2..x)
finally done with another piece of work..
Jiayou ba..
hopefully can finish all chinese homework by today..
; edited @ 10:39 pm
sadly..i didn't manage to finish the chinese homework..
Tomorrow or friday ba..
MUST finish by this week no matter what..
Next week still must chiong maths and GP..
still have to study for that stupid chinese test..
And i need to go out study again le..
Studying at home is a big no no for me..
can't seem to concentrate at all..
zZz =.=
today is new year's eve..tomorrow is new year's day..
and guess what..
i am fucking stuck at home because i am not allowed to go out..
so what the fuck can..
Selfish bunch of people..
keep me at home for what fuck la..nothing to do also..
and worst still..dun allow me to go out..
when i am not even spending their money..
Fuck la..
i am damn sure i will run away one day..
Haiz..for goodness sake..
I AM 17 ALREADY..!!
stop restricting me as if i am still 10 can..??
; edited @ 11:06pm
YAY..LUCIFY..!!!
; edited @ 00:00
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE..!!
may all your wishes come true..
i just wanna have a peaceful and smooth year ahead..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
5:09 PM
5:09 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008;
back from class chalet..
well..everything is rather ok..
tomorrow's new year eve..
and yea..same old thing..
i can't go out for countdown..
T.T
sorry dear..i tried..
but..haiz..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:09 PM
11:09 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2008;
fucked up.
whatever.
no one cares.
bang wall die.?
a rather good idea.
and for the last time.
i did not choose this fucking path.
fuckers.
; edited @ 1105pm
ihatemylife.
ihatemyself.
bang.dead.
♥ The Face Of Love
10:44 PM
10:44 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008;
water tap = water won't stop flowing from it..
it means i can't stop crying..
and the tears won't stop dropping..
dun ask me why..
cause i dunno why too..
maybe it's just me..
maybe it's just me who likes to think a lot..
you mean too much to me..
i really can't afford to let you go..
i just want you to be mine..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:10 PM
11:10 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008;
我想我暂时会放弃写作吧 ！
虽然今年只是在整理以前的故事和找灵感，
但我想，我会暂时放弃关于写作的一切。。
会觉得伤心吗?
当然会，毕竟我是个喜欢乱写东东的人。。
会觉得可惜吗?
当然会，因为暂停意味着我的梦想将不会那么快成真。。
可是，又有什么办法呢?
只怪我自己没那个勇气。。
不管是小其和番茄，
还是苹果和可乐。。
他们的故事最终还是成真了。。
我真的不敢再写下去了。。
因为我害怕我真的会失去他。。
或许我真的很傻。。
但我只是想争取我的幸福。。
起码，我知道我尽力了。。
老天爷真是不公平啊。。
i just dun understand why i can't be accepted..
; edited @ 12:14 am..
dinner with the girls was great..
but sorry that i was late for 1 hour..=X
wasn't really myself jsut now i guess..
at least i knew i wasn't really in the right mood..
cause something else was on my mind..
i just wanna cry..
maybe i should just learn to the lead the life i once had..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:48 PM
11:48 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008;
2 reasons not to go out with alder..by me..
1st..you wouldn't want to get invloved with his girlfriend..
2nd..i wouldn't want bert to get angry..
2 reasons not to go out with alder..by mengxiang..
1st..you would get bored to death..
2nd..you need to be prepared to call an ambulance..
2 reasons why you need to call an ambulance..also by mengxiang..
1st..他去打人..
2nd..他被人打..
Haha..so sorry adler..
it's not that i dun wanna go out with you..
but there are 2 reasons to it actually..
1st..there are too many reasons..
2nd..i think i would prefer to stay at home and sleep
haha..xp
; the phone lines are jamming like crazy..
sending sms-es can drive you crazy..=X
and lastly..
MERRY XMAS EVERYONE..x)
; edited @ 11:25pm
slept till almost 1pm today..
thanks..i know ima pro..^^V
cut my fringe and wahaha.
dear..my fringe confirm normal-er than yours de..
and it's DUN NEED PAY de horz..
haha..lalala..xp
saw someone at work today..
supposed to be someone i know..
but apparently..we acted like total strangers..
not even eye contact between us..
damn saddening right..??
i guess it just shows how fragile relationships can be..
be it between friends..lovers..or even family..
nothing last forever..
你就这样出现在我的眼前。。
但我却没有勇气叫住你。。
而我们就像陌生人一样。。
擦肩而过。。
gonna meet the girls for dinner tomorrow.
hopefully i would be able to meet bert before that..
and it just shows how insignificant i am..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:11 AM
12:11 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008;
Bored.
Decided to upload the only 2 pictures taken yesterday..
I look freakking weird..
Work later..i am tired..=X
& i have a super big problem..
I slouch toooo much..
♥ The Face Of Love
1:29 PM
1:29 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008;
Morning went meet panda at amk hub to get his log cake..
can't believe log cake could actually go missing..
log cake got leg de seh..zZz..=.=
Went down to ntuc with him..
and rotted till around 1350pm..
Cabbed to kovan to meet meifang and yuqi..
Wanted to treat them to chocolate fondue de..
But sadly..that cafe was closed la..!!
ROAR..Nah toot..
but still treated them to ice cream in the end..
crapped a lot with them..
and i kept "da tou da tou" to yuqi..
everything also da tou..haha..xp
Yes dear..i know you are irritated..
but i know you know i was just joking la..
and MAN..i miss them damn a lot can..
Walao..totally miss them like xiao la..
Blah blah blah..and the finale of the day..
STEAMBOAT..!!
WE were joined by huiying and panda.
and panda really pro la..psycho psycho..
then chris say he work 1-5 today when he was supposed to work 2-10..
cute la he..xp
and huiying my lao ma joined us after work..x)
at first the feeling was rather weird..
cause panda had that face..and was bleeding non-stop..
then the other 3 leh..dunno why jiu purposely want to walk away from us..
zZz..crazy de..zZz..=.=
then suddenly..when panda didn't have that face anymore..
and started talking..things were less tensed..like the..
and yea..think they got along quite well ba..
at least they were talking and eating from the same pot..
but that dear horz..keep bullying my panda..=X
O..O..and panda had a winnie the pooh plaster the whole time..
Wahaha..^^V
well..sorry la..i got no normal plaster ma..
and i accidentally ruined that normal plaster lao ma gave..
haha..xp
Well..overall..today had been great..
cause i really enjoyed today a lot..
Cause i managed to spend time with both my gfs and my bf..
haha..x)
and yuqi you dodo dear..
you stop your tmm business horz..
bleh..xp
jealous de hua..
still can intro you to da tou de..
wahaha..jkjk nia..xp
♥ The Face Of Love
11:05 PM
11:05 PM
sometimes..i wished i could forget the things he did..
but i realized i couldn't..
sometimes..i wished i could stop comparing you and him.
but i realized it's impossible..
sometimes..you really remind me of him..
and it really scares me..
sometimes..i wished i wasn't so paranoid..
but i am still living under the past shadows...
it hurts a lot..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:10 AM
12:10 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008;
dreamt of blue apples..
with a kangaroo being the spokesman..
and a slogan which i forgot..
ok..off to sleep..
for tomorrow will be a long day..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:30 AM
12:30 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008;
Gift wrapping today was ok..
time does *poof*disappear when you are having fun..
haha..but rather sad to say..
i wasn't of much use cause there were pros around..
不敢班门弄斧。。
haha..
Shopping at LOT One after that..
Kiddy palace-d and found cute little cheer bear..
*evil grin* muhahahaha...
And I.P zone having crazy sale..!!!
Weehee..I love sales..x)
Surviving with only 1 pair of jeans is hell..
Have get another one for myself soon..
And flip-floppsss...
Sales..sales..more sales..
I simply love sales..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
10:54 PM
10:54 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008;
I really prefer not to tie my hair..
but my hair is getting rather irritaing now..
so i guess i have to do something about it.
esp the fringe..too long..=X
just realized i took pictures with panda yesterday..
haha..not intending to upload yet..
wait till he is satisfied with his face in the pictures first..
haha..but i seriously like his hair colour..*envious*
Xian..have to travel all the way to Lot one tomorrow for the cip thinggy..
Choa chu kang leh..i went through that before..
Would be rather torturous without music..
and yea..my right ear has not fully recovered..
So sad to say..No music for me..=(
And yes..i realized i cannot stay at home de..
cause i will keep looking for food..=X
think i better tell yuli that i am free to work le.
OR not i would really be putting on weight..=X
Omg..i can't wait for next week..
gonna be so exciting..!!!
Weehee..!!
; edited @ 11:11pm
it is really very boring to stay at home..
boredom..boring..bored..
♥ The Face Of Love
8:42 PM
8:42 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008;
went to the dentist today..
and seriously..is going to the dentist so scary..??
the kid next to me was screaming and crying like nobody's business..
but yea..maybe it happens to most kids ba..
well..kids will always be kids right..??
those things and sound may be rather scary to them after all..
poor thing la they..haiz..=X
Yay..tomorrow can finally rot at home le..
time to do some homework..
haven't even anything touch yet la..
I AM SO DEAD..!!
当她发现这一切只是一场赌局时，
小其选择了离开。。
那我呢 ? 我该怎么办 ?
♥ The Face Of Love
10:34 PM
10:34 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008;
Finally..i am not lazy to transfer the pictures from my digi cam..
but still i am still lazy..
thus i only decided to upload some pics from the taiwan trip..
but apparantly..the pics are not in the sequence i want..
but i am still too lazy to re-arrange it..
haha..xp
O835 peeps[who went for the trip] with MR cheng..
Taken in Taipei 101..With us wearing blazer..
The girl i slept with..*OPPS*..i meant my roommate..
CORINE SHI HQ..xp
Taken in changi airport before departing for taiwan..
Ok..The next segment of this post.."BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY"which was yesterday..x)
My pass..and we could keep it..x)
The hosiptal look-alike dressing room corridor..
Me and Suyi..with Suyi looking elegant..haha..
ME and JLAU..!!
ANd lastly..The cello bass section...x) 
Well..overall..Esplanade is really OMG..The sound was the best among the other concert halls i went..and the dressing rooms were so cool..haha..but sadly..the cello bass section didn't have one..=X
And the performance was Quite ok..At least it was better than last week..and we were better than PRSS..x)
And the dress was actually quite ok..Considered nice and classy le la..
Man..how i wish i could perform there with Strings the next time..hopefully ba..x)
just when i became dependent on you again..you left me alone and lost again..
; edited @ 9:49pmthanks zhou hao for going down to support yesterday..at least you remembered that i had a performance yesterday..谢啦 BUDDY !!!
when can i have that little bit more concern from you..??
why is it that others can give me more concern that you..??
someone has already told me that you are not being good enough..
Taken in changi airport before departing for taiwan..
Ok..The next segment of this post..
"BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY"
which was yesterday..x)
My pass..and we could keep it..x)
My pass..and we could keep it..x)
The hosiptal look-alike dressing room corridor..Me and Suyi..with Suyi looking elegant..haha..
ME and JLAU..!!
ANd lastly..The cello bass section...x) 
Well..overall..Esplanade is really OMG..
The sound was the best among the other concert halls i went..
and the dressing rooms were so cool..
haha..but sadly..the cello bass section didn't have one..=X
And the performance was Quite ok..
At least it was better than last week..
and we were better than PRSS..x)
And the dress was actually quite ok..
And the dress was actually quite ok..
Considered nice and classy le la..
Man..how i wish i could perform there with Strings the next time..
hopefully ba..x)
just when i became dependent on you again..
you left me alone and lost again..
; edited @ 9:49pm
thanks zhou hao for going down to support yesterday..
at least you remembered that i had a performance yesterday..
谢啦 BUDDY !!!
♥ The Face Of Love
1:37 PM
1:37 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2008;
Thanks yuqi dear for pei-ing to the chalet yesterday..
thanks for making such a big sacrifice for me..
i know you felt weird..you felt extra..you were damn tired..
but still thanks for making the effort to pei me..x)
cause i doubt i will step in there without you..
but unfortunately..
the fact that your bag has been taken as hostage..
can't be changed for the time being..
haha..*opps*
anyway..
bert=bird=turkey..
xp
♥ The Face Of Love
11:44 PM
11:44 PM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008;
sandwiched.
that's all i know.
but i really dun wanna know anything.
i am starting to feel tired again.
i just wanna live for myself.
that's all.
或許這一切都不該開始。
還是我太執着了?
我不想知道。
♥ The Face Of Love
11:21 PM
11:21 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008;
performing without you guys --- meaningless
today's performance was crap..
imagine i have to go through this again next week..
just that the venue would be in the esplanade..
and i will be wearing some long maroon dress..
=.=
"Beautiful Sunday"
Date :14 December 2008
Venue : Esplanade
Price : Free admission
Ok..i think i a bit brain dead again le..
i can't remember what i wanted to blog about..
i guess i am too tired..=X
ps. i miss you..
♥ The Face Of Love
10:46 PM
10:46 PM
Friday, December 5, 2008;
singapore is damn freaking warm..!!
i can't leave home without my umbrella..
i can't live without aircon..
i can't stand those bloddy headaches due to the heat..
i really feel like soaking myself in the water..
and i really feel like wearing my birthday suit..!!
o man..i am still trying very hard to adapt..
gosh..
and i feel like cooking meatball pasta..
anyone willing to lend me their kitchen..??
lunch will be on me..x)
and and..
唉..
做人难..做好人更难..
做到人人满意的人..最难..！！
p.s. &hearts..it's the 5th..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
10:26 PM
10:26 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008;
Yup yup..here i am..
back in singapore..
but i am still trying to adapt to the temperature and blah..
cause the moment i stepped out of the arrival hall..
two words: damn hot..!!
and panda actually told me that the weather is considered cool already..
Like huh..??
Jeez..i didn't feel the cool but instead felt as though i was in a suana..
my whole body was hot..
zZz..=.=
Went to watch madagascar 2 today..
haha..very cute..!!
and i was actually feeling cold for the 1st time after coming back from taiwan..
the cinema was really very cold..
haha..x)
anyway..it's kind of funny..
i just came back from taiwan yesterday..
and tonight..panda is leaving for KL...
*speechless*
Haiz..i am very tired.
and i am so going to sleep after bathing..
so..nights peeps..xp
♥ The Face Of Love
8:46 PM
8:46 PM
Monday, December 1, 2008;
TAIPEI.
yes..the hime is now in taipei..
wahaha..woolala..^^V
tomorrow is shopping day..
high high high..
but dunno whether can get the things i want not..=X
still have to buy for so many people..
and still got so many things i want to get..
hmm..hope they can extend the time..
last day le leh..
and i think my lappy very popular..
surrounded de lorz..
zZz..=.=
anyway..
i miss everyone..x)
shall update when i get back or something ba..
haha..
omg..my face is so dry..
and it's starting to peel..
sob sob..T.T
♥ The Face Of Love
11:00 PM
11:00 PM