I dunno why i am spending time blogging when i have so much things up my neck.
But i just need a place to rant.
MY world is collapsing!!!
=(

Time is certainly not enough for me.
i find myself waking up early in the morning for lessons without absorbing anything at all!
then i find myself struggling with homework, meetings, driving lessons, TUITION!
TUITION is taking up a bulk of my time and i cant wait for all of them to finish their exams so that i can drop them all!
I really didnt know why i suddenly have so many commitments and the worse thing is,
when you are needed, all of them needs you together, and you totally have no space to even breathe!
but when u are free, non of them needs you at all and u feel like u are rotting!
=(

Then, i have to struggle with my printing of notes!
i really hate printing notes myself cause it takes up so much of my time!
And things aren't better when slides are uploaded in format.
The slides just go hay-wired when printed and it takesfroever to get it right!
LIKE ARGH!
and trust me, eadventure is the worst e-learning portal you can ever find!
=(

O! Did i mention the amount of research and readings that we have to do?
IT's like WTF! and i am really lagging behind!!!!!
Readings not done.
Research not done.
I am lagging behind in french.
I cant seem to remember the grammar, vocab and pronouciation!
I have also skipped too many TCM lectures that i am lost!
I dun even know what's going to happen during the exams!
It's as good as telling myself that i am so gonna flunk this semester!
And mid-term is coming soon!
and my hc201 test is during the recess week which is in 2-3 weeks time!!
=(

As for driving, my test is on 26 nov,
and guess what,
i have not learnt parking,i have not entered circuit,
and i dun even know what my instructor is trying to say or do!
sometimes i just wanna scream at him to ask him to stop demoralizing me!
and the best thing is,
he's on leave frm 1-10 nov!
I am so dead........how can i ever be prepared??!!
=((

GOSH! I just feel so stressed!
I wanna stop procrastinating and start studying,
but i seem to have no time!
I feel so stupid right now..
and I really wish i can just catch up with everything soon...
=((((

With so many 'I's in this post,
it's not unjustified to say that i got myself into all this shit,,,
=(((((((((

i need a miracle right now!

Friday, September 17, 2010;