Sunday, September 28, 2008;


i can't help but think..
i guess i really am losing you right..??
i guess it's gonna be over real soon right..??

累了。。我想我真的有點累了。。
我想這一切就快結束了吧。。
對不起。。我也不想這樣。。
可是。。我無法阻止。。

當我離開後。。
你﹐會想我嗎。。??



♥ The Face Of Love
9:58 PM



Saturday, September 27, 2008;


TO yuqi's tag:

Yea..you are right..
that piece of pork contacted me suddenly and did ask me for a patch..
HE DAMN FUCKING BHB DE LA..
i told him that i got a bf..but he said..
"NVM..I WILL WAIT FOR YOU.."
zZz..who will believe him la..
and for goodness sake..
like i will leave my panda for him la..zZz..
O please..i am not dumb yo..
i can see who loves me la..
i am no longer that sam he used to know yo..

And o..i won't ask him to fuck the wall..
cause the wall is innocent..
he got no rights to dirty and violate it you know..
although it's just a wall..it has it's rights la..
haha..xp

Eh..like i said.i got no feelings for him..0%..
thus..i confirm gurantee chop chop won't soft heart de la..
so you won't have a chance to smack me outta my sense..^^V

HAHA..AND I KNOW YOU LIKE BERTRAM BETTER LA..
[although you always like to suan him..]
AND IT IS SO DAMN OBVIOUS THAT MY BERTRAM IS BETTER THAN THAT PIECE OF PORK LA..!!
EVEN THE BLIND KNOWS THAT..x)

Haha..dun worry la..
he won't appear in my life again lorz..
Cause i rejected him straight in the face la..
He asked for my contact number then i told him..
"SORRY..I NEED TO ASK MY BF FIRST..HE MEANS A LOT TO ME.."
Haha..then he damn not happy..so he will never appear in my life again..^^V
Bertram's current status is so useful la..
Everything use bf as shield jiu can liao..haha..xp
Dun you dun need to waste your brain juice to dedicate one post for him.
not worth your time and effort la..
haha..x)

HAHA..AWWW..YUQI..I AM SO TOUCHED..
I LOVE YOU TOO..
MUACKS..X3333
HAHA..AND YEA..I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE BERT..
BUT I STILL LOVE BERT..so bert dun emo ah..xp

haha..yea..he is so old la..
27 liao..maybe he can just go be a fucking gigolo..
haha..he can prey on those old rich aunties if he want..
But STOP RUINING THE LIVES OF YOUNG GIRLS LA..
dun ruin their fantasy about love like what happened to me because of you..
Bleh..bloody fucking bastard..=X
haha..xp

SO YUQI DEAR..DUN WORRY LA..
I WON'T EVER EVER GO BACK TO HIM DE LA.
I LOVE YOU..
I LOVE BERT..
THERE IS STILL MEIFANG AND SO MANY BESTIES WHO LOVES ME LA..
SO DUN WORRY..HAHA..x)



♥ The Face Of Love
7:21 PM




Promos are finally coming to an end..
Only left with chinese paper 2 which have to wait till 3/10..
Quite xian actually but at least i have more time to study..
Hoping make up for Chinese paper 1 which i will flunk..
But sad to say..i am not in the mood to study now..

I have gone back to reading 爱情小说..
which means i may start writing soon..
At least i hope to finish my 公主与番茄which has been put aside for so long..
Hoping to start chapter 2 of 爱上失意天使too..
Yea..i am hoping all my inspirations will come back soon..
"come back to mummy..mummy needs you.."

Anyway..something that i dun really and can't handle well is bothering me..
Well..when it comes to relationship..
Sam is a total failure..HAIZ..=X

I can't help but think that we will be drifting apart soon..
Cause there seem to be an invisible wall in between us..
We are like people from 2 different worlds..
Like you said different frequency ..
And there are always communication breakdowns..
I dunno why..But i can't help but feel..无奈..
I can't seem to do anything to prevent the breakdowns..
Instead i think i am adding on..
And i think i am gonna break down soon..

我真的有点累了。。对你。。我什么都不了解。。

And that pork talked to me on msn today..
He want to stay in contact again..
which i would be fine with if he didn't tell me those things..
I mean..sorry but i can't accept what you said..
Sorry..but won't give you a chance to jeopardise my current relationship..
he means a lot to me..this relationship means a lot to me even though it's..haiz..
and in fact..you have no rights to tell me those things.
Yea..thanks for telling me that i was a nice girl..a nice gf..
At least i know i can be a good gf..
But you didn't cherish it..then i am sorry..but too bad..
And sorry..i dun believe what you said..
What you love me the most..??
What making me the happiest lady in the world..??
HELLO..but i am no longer that 15 year old SAM..
I have grown up..i have seen through you..So sorry..
我不再是从前的小妹妹。。i know you have a motive..
if you are looking for sex..there is somewhere called geylang..
i know you have to pay..but at least you won't be ruining someone's life..
FOR GOODNNESS YOU ARE ALREADY 27..THINK OF OTHERS WILL YOU..
we can be friends on msn..but sorry..i won't go further than that..
And you are unhappy that i have placed my bf in front of you..
then too bad..you have no rights to be angry anyway..
LIKE I SAID..HE IS MY BF..which means i love him..not you.. zZz..=.=
And i rather you get OUT of my life forever..
SO SHOO YOU FUCKING JERK BASTARD FAGGOT..
i dun want to know of your existance ever again..BYE..!!

O man..shit..headache..feeling so sick..
must be that damn weather and the fact i woke up at 12+..=X
zZz..i hate this..but still i guess that's all for now..
until next time..Bye..x)
back to mugging my 小说s..

AND TO BERT AKA PANDA:
i have totally no feelings for him..
0% feelings..xp
SO DUN WORRY..I LOVE YOU..
ALTHOUGH I LOVE YUQI MORE..^^v

分手不需要理由。。



♥ The Face Of Love
3:21 PM



Thursday, September 25, 2008;


日本人氣妖精占卜

占卜方法    
依據出生月份,在表一找出自己的妖精元素。
接根據出生日期,在表二找出自己屬於哪一類妖精。
例:5月2日出生的人,妖精元素是光,屬於第一類妖精。    

出生月份 1  2  3  4  5  6  7  8 9 10 11 12  
妖精元素 光 樹 花  冰 光 樹 花 冰 光 樹 花 冰    

出生日期 1-10  11-20  21-31  
妖精類 第一類 第二類  第三類
=====================================================

“光”之妖精    

第一類 積極自信    
性格:積極樂觀有自信心是你的性格特徵,只要有念頭閃過腦海,便會排除萬難達成理想,就算未能成功,也不會輕易放棄,繼續為目標而奮鬥,直至成功為止。    

運程:下半年會遇到不少阻滯,幸好有家人的協助,最終也能化險為夷。正在求學的朋友,學業成績將會有極大進步;至於打工仔,憑努力終於得到老闆的相識,出年有望加人工。    

第二類 趾高氣揚    
性格:非常重視別人對你的看法,每次出街都會悉心打扮,務求令所有人的目光都落在你的身上。趾高氣揚是你做事的原動力,但應保持謙虛和禮貌的態度,才會討人歡喜。    

運程:未來半年會有意想不到的事情發生,不妨將之視作磨煉自己的好機會。工作上會遇到不少對手,想保住飯碗,必定要有良好的工作表現,而且絕不能輕敵。    

第三類 社交能手    
性格:充滿陽光氣息的你是一個社交能手,在你身處的地方,歡笑聲總是不絕於耳。由於你擅於製造氣氛,所有人都喜歡跟你做朋友,人際關係當然不錯了。    

運程:財運極佳,只要改變一下理財方式,儲蓄必定會大幅增加。事業可能會有阻滯,遇到困難不妨跟長輩或朋友傾訴,他們會給你不少寶貴的意見,助你走出困局。

“花”之妖精    

第一類 表面樂觀    
性格:表面上,你是一個樂觀的人,實際上,你卻經常為小事而煩惱。由於你掩飾得相當好,所以身邊的人絲毫察覺不到你懦弱的一面。    

運程:下半年是助你成長的時期,應好好把握每個機會。會認識到不同層面的朋友,他們對你的運程會有正面影響。如能改善畏首畏尾的性格,做人多點自信心,便有助事業運轉佳
    
第二類 魅力大增    
性格:雖然身處競爭激烈的社會,但你卻抱與世無爭的態度。禮讓的你一向深受身邊的人歡迎,就連新相識的朋友,也願意放開懷抱跟你交心。    

運程:得美容專家指點,扮靚心得大有所獲,人愈來愈靚,更成為朋友們的扮靚典範。偏財運不錯,投資有機會獲利,正所謂「獨食難肥」,傳授一些技巧給朋友,對你也沒有損失。    

第三類 老闆賞識    
性格:享受孤獨的你,很多時寧願獨留家中,也不想參與朋友們的聚會。由於你的轉數極快,加上為人聰明有學識,所以成為不少人的傾訴對象。    

運程:工作會有極大的進展,只要繼續努力,要創一番事業並不困難。說話太直接會令人受到傷害,想人際關係得到改善,就要學習與人們溝通的技巧。

“樹”之妖精    

第一類 容易成功    
性格: 聰明伶俐、頭腦清晰,由於學習能力極佳,所以讀書和工作也很容易成功。    

運程: 一向的處事方式常會被人打亂,因而增添了不少壓力,找出適合自己的減壓方法,是下半年的首要任務。    

第二類 桃花當旺    
性格: 你是一個完美主義者,凡事都追求一絲不苟,就連容易忽略的細微處也十分講究。    

運程: 未來半年將有機會覓得意中人,只要多些轉變髮型,自然會吸引到異性的注意。    

第三類 謹慎認真    
性格: 只要別人幸福快樂,你就會非常滿足。做事謹慎認真,有時會對別人要求過高,令人受不了。    

運程: 會結識一些興趣跟自己不相同的朋友,他們會讓你眼界大開,生活圈子因而擴闊,心情變得開朗。

“冰”之妖精
    
第一類 情緒不穩    
性格: 對於不熟悉的人,你會築起一堵圍牆,讓人無法跟你接近;一旦跟對方成為朋友,你卻會完全依賴別人。    

運程: 工作上將會有大展拳腳的機會,財源自然滾滾來。不過會常為小事而煩惱,情緒波動頗大。    

第二類 性格極端    
性格: 時而熱情如火、時而冷若冰霜,令身邊的人無所適從。雖然多番嘗試控制起伏不定的情緒,但最後還是失敗收場。    

運程: 下半年運程不太穩定,尤其人際關係認真麻麻,跟身邊的人容易發生衝突,心情大受影響。    

第三類 柔弱感性    
性格: 感性柔弱的你,動不動都可以大哭一場。由於你心地善良,就算情緒嚴重波動,朋友們都不覺反感,反而爭相安慰你。    

運程: 工作方面稍有阻滯,上司對你的表現甚為不滿,不想加入失業大軍,是時候顯示一下實力了。



♥ The Face Of Love
6:59 PM




Econs today..like finally..IT'S OVER..
But time is always the factor..=X
will be damn happy if i can pass..
*bang bang bang*

Chinese paper 1 tomorrow..
*double bang bang bang*
Hope i can score well for this one..
Did real badly the last time..
Time manangement..!!!

Gonna go back to work on 1st oct..
Yea..finally..i have income again..
life is really hard without income..
have to scrimp and save like crazy..=X

this post is super random..
there is no link to anything..
lalala..my brain cells are seriously dying..
and i am so ready to enter a poly..

或許吧。。我還在等待。。



♥ The Face Of Love
4:57 PM



Wednesday, September 24, 2008;


History was *bang*..
Yea..i wrote like crazy..words were practically drifting all around..
but its normal for history..
Good news is if i am correct..i think i can pass..
Bad news is if i am out of point..i am screwed..
and i shouldn't have freaking bothered to write so much..
IN conclusion..its 50-50..=X

Econs tomorrow..and off to struggle with it..
hope i can pass it this time round..
i put a lot of effort in arranging the notes..
and hopefully my efforts will pay off..x)
IN conclusion..i am off to study econs which i hope i will pass..x)
Cause i hope to all H2 subjects which is like freaking impossible..=X
*bang bang bang*

IN CONCLUSION..I WANT TO PROMOTE..!!

PS.sorry..i am still stuck in the world of history..



♥ The Face Of Love
6:44 PM



Tuesday, September 23, 2008;


PROMOS SUCKS BIG TIME
yes..it really sucks..
i really must agree that it sucks more than o level does..
BANG BANG BANG..

Eyebags are coming out..
Dark cirlces are getting darker..
I need my sleep..But i realized i can't sleep early..
Cause i get more tired the next day..=X

Something is really wrong with me..
MY nature clock has gone KUKU..

Off to struggle with history..
why the fuck must they start cold war..??
got nothing better to do is it..??

why the fuck must we study about sea.??
malaya is more than enough.
why bother about the rest.??
esp when we speak different language and can't even understand names..
FUCK IT..I HATE SEA HISTORY..!!

=screwed=bang bang bang=
if.only.i.didn't.enter.a.jc.
i.wouldn't.be.stuck.with.these.fucking.subjects.
and.not.to.forget.i.wouldn't.have.to.worry.about.
the.fucking.promos.



♥ The Face Of Love
11:45 AM



Sunday, September 21, 2008;


I guess the previous post was very bad right..??
Sam was being suicidal again..=X
Yea..i know..some people..would be damn angry with me again..
but..i guess..Sam can never be not suicidal.
The thoughts just come..it is just playing hide-and-seek with me..
I guess..

But dun worry..i won't really do it..
cause i know i still have you guys with me no matter what right..??
maybe..but i made a promise..
and i will keep it..hopefully..x)

的确。。
从前那纯真的笑容,已找不回。。
从前的我,也找不到了。。



♥ The Face Of Love
11:05 PM




我的父母。。应该是白痴。。

今天在谈我弟的未来。。
嗯。。他想当飞机师。。那时在看木村拓哉的"good luck"后的决定。。
对于他的决定。。我非常支持。。
因为我老弟这次不是说笑的。。看得出他很坚定。。

后来。。我老爸就问我我的未来。。问我将来想当什么。。
我说不知道。。他就在那说了一大堆。。
我也懒得回话。。不然一定和他大吵。。
我妈也在那问。。我也只是敷衍地说不知道。。

其实。。他们问了也是白问。。反正。。
到最后我的意见还不是等于废的。。??
我原本已经规划了未来。。可是。。现在呢。。??
经过那次。。我也不敢去想了。。
我再也不敢去想什么未来了。。什么梦想了。。
我害怕希望越高。。失望越大。。
那种感觉。。并不好受。。真的。。很痛苦。。
我现在只能走一步,算一步。。不是吗。。??

想一想。。我到底是为了什么而活。。??
为了自己。。还是为了别人。。??
从小到大。。我好像只能跟着我父母的方向走。。
盲目地走。。走在一条不是我选择的路。。
如果是这样。。我干嘛要活得那么辛苦。。??
我要让他们后悔他们当初的选择。。
他们不应该逼我。。不应该。。



♥ The Face Of Love
10:15 PM



Saturday, September 20, 2008;


Before promos-blues..so some random pics ba..
to prevent myself from entering a emo state..

before and after my haircut..THE NEW SAM..^^My artwork..On panda's hand..this is the red one..Supposed to have another purple one on the other hand..haha..xp
The emo kids..=X
Promos starting on monday..
Sobs sobs..T.T
i am so dead..T.T
WISHING FOR A MIRICLE..
just let me promote..that's all i ask for..=X



♥ The Face Of Love
11:24 PM



Thursday, September 18, 2008;


Yup..i cut my hair..
And it turns out to be almost like the hairstyle i got in march..
First time i won't nag after my haircut..
^^V

Looks like i changed again..
After staring at that pic that i took with xiaodi in march..
i changed..maybe it's because of the specs ba..
But i guess..things really change dun they..??
They are never forever..
Nothing lasts forever..even that simple smile..

那純真的笑容。。再也找不回了。。對吧。。??
好想一個人蕩着鞦韆。。只有風的陪伴。。
好想一個人在雨中漫步。。只有雨點的陪伴。。
好想一個人。。就一個人地回憶從前的我。。

突然。。那股恐懼感又回來了。。
看來。。我失敗了。。
你我﹐都是傻瓜。。



♥ The Face Of Love
4:46 PM



Tuesday, September 16, 2008;


I WANT CUT MY HAIR..!!

Really irritated by my hair..
long..frizzy..dry like grass..not as straight as before..
and and damn it...split-ends are attacking..!!
ARGH..!!
Plus since i was recently not in the mood to condition my hair..
I have decided to snip it off to spare myself the pain..

I want back this hairstyle that i got in march..
short..straight..and refreshing look..x)
Let me hope that i can get it back..
AND also..in order to get back my nice nice hair..
i shall be good and condition my hair..
and I WANT TO STRAIGHTEN MY HAIR..
haha..x)

OK..IT HAS BEEN DECIDED AND WILL BE DONE..
IT is just a matter of time..=X

Anyway..CORINE..!!!
your name appeared..x)



♥ The Face Of Love
10:53 PM



Sunday, September 14, 2008;


OK..before i start..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANNE..
I LOVE YOU..x)
[this is the reason right..??haha..sorry..i didn't have the habit of dedicating birthday posts..=X]

Anyway..Yipee..
MY PANDA IS BACK..x)
Thus..this means that I NEED NOT MISS HIM ANYMORE..!!
haha..xp

And what can i say..
that panda is back to his gaming business again..
zZz..=.=
and yea..i am so jealous of his game..=X

真的。。我说真的。。
我真的彻底被你打败了。。



♥ The Face Of Love
10:08 PM



Saturday, September 13, 2008;


Yea..MY panda is still in malaysia..
in fact he hasn't been there for 24 hours yet..=(

And although i said i won't miss him..
[which my dumb panda believed..]
I seriously miss him now..

I MISS MY PANDA LOADS..
dear ah..i really miss you..

ages before i recieve his next sms..
ages before i get to see him again..
counting down patiently..

and if i ever become EMO suddenly..
you know who the culprit is liao..


喂。。傻瓜。。我是真的很想你。。我爱你



♥ The Face Of Love
10:59 PM



Friday, September 12, 2008;


Panda sort of came to pick my up from school today..
Ok la..he was waiting for me at the BIG DRAIN..x)
And yea..HE LOVES MY BAG A LOT LA..
esp my haversack..[or you prefer tote bag..??]
wahaha.wagaga.lalala..xp

OK..surprisingly..he wasn't playing his psp..
Well..Surprising because while others is 机不离手,he is psp 不离手..xp
And another thing is that he is wearing T-SHIRT..!!
Panda dun usually wear t-shirt de la..
He wears polo-tee..esp from GIORDANO..
wahaha..his favourite brand..x)

OK la..dun say him liao..later he cry..
Anyway..he is not wearing polo-tee cause it's in his laggage..
YEA..MY PANDA IS GOING MALAYSIA TOMORROW FOR 2 DAYS..
"Panda..you better be good horz..guai guai horz..and be careful horz..dun get captured by hunters..cause i won't be there to save you..xp]

Haiz..no one to flood my inbox liao..
sobs..T.T..but nvm..
PANDA..I WON'T MISS YOU..SO DUN MISS ME..xp

O ya..and dun forget about chris and your aunties ah..
or not later they go after you will chopper then you know..
btw..i will help you remind chris about what you said de..
in case you say she will forget..
haha..xp

AND yes..dun worry..
I WILL REMEMBER TO STUDY DE..!!
and i am off to study history liao..x)
see..i very guai right..??
haha..x)

anyway..for your info..
this post is sort of dedicated to my panda..
[therefore it's a bit rubbish..plus i forgot what i wanted to write..]
so dun get too touched yea..??
dun cry ah..haha..
but if you missed this out..then too bad..
no more for you liao..
ehehe..^^V

[random] i want eat pepper lunch..!!!



♥ The Face Of Love
7:58 PM



Thursday, September 11, 2008;


蓝山咖啡 :淳厚而不腻。也许它的第一口不足以让人惊叹,但细细品尝后就会发现自己越来越喜欢它,直至离不开它。

对了,就是这种感觉。。。



♥ The Face Of Love
10:45 PM



Monday, September 8, 2008;


WOOTS..YUQI MY DEAR DEDICATED ANOTHER POST TO ME..
WAHAHA..OMG..I KNOW YOU LOVE ME..
AND SO DO I..X333x)

dun worry..he very understanding de..x)

Anyway..i got my new specs today..like finally..=.=
Then crazy and bo liao started to ask myself..
How much have i changed over the years..??

From no fringe to got fringe then to my now bangs look alike fringe..
From ponytail all day long to letting my hair down when i am out..
From thin frame specs to no frame specs to my current thick frame specs..
[i think mussolana will get a shock when she sees me..=X]
From baagy pants and shirts to jeans and baggy shirt to jean and fitting shirt to shorts and short..
From sandles to sports shoes to high heels to flipflops..
From pinaform[i think]..to knee length skirt to above knee length skirt..
[can't go any shorter or someone will come after me..xp]
From super bloated to now..
[ok la..i know now still not very slim la..but you should look at my sec 1 pics..totally OMG..!!]

Yea..from what i can think of..
This are the changes that can be seen..
like a building that has undergone a big revamp..
ok..i know..weird description..zZz..=.=

and yea..
I THINK I KIND OF MISS THE GOOD OLD DAYS..
ESP WHEN I WAS STILL IN SEC SCHOOL..
esp sec 2 when i look like a sweet and nice little girl..x)
[you should look at my class photo lorz..haha..xp]

MUACKS DEAR..HAHA..xp



♥ The Face Of Love
5:21 PM



Saturday, September 6, 2008;


BEFORE I START..
YUQI..MY DEAR DEAR..
I LOVE YOU..MUACKS..X3333

Ok..i shall now start my post proper..x)

Was smsing sis for the past few days..
And he reminded me of my dream..
我的夢想是開一間咖啡屋。。
yea..and you know..i almost forgot about it..
How pathetic can my life be..??
I actually forgot my own dreamm..
*苦笑-ing*

What am i becoming..??
Seriously i dunno..i really really dun..
Studies..work..Stress..
I think i am losing myself..
I kept reminding myself that my aim is to become a lawyer..
Yet i forgot my dreamm..
My dream of setting up a cafe..
A dream i was so proud of..
A dream i was so sure of..
*苦笑-ing*

Lucky i had sis..who remembered everything i said..
Thanks for reminding me about my dream..x)
And thanks for agreeing to become my guinea pig.
Dun worry..i won't abuse this guinea pig de..x)

Well..i just hope i won't ever forget this dream of mine again..
And i am so looking forward to 6 weeks later..
CAUSE SIS IS GONNA LET ME BAKE IN HIS HOUSE..!!
wahaha..x)

夢想。。我找到了。。
我應該不會再忘了吧。。
只希望它﹐不會破滅。。



♥ The Face Of Love
11:46 PM



Friday, September 5, 2008;


WAHAHA..THANKS YUQI FOR THE POST DEDICATED TO ME..
AWWW..I AM SO TOUCHED..
SO I DECIDED TO DEDICATE ONE FOR YOU TOO..
TOUCHED RIGHT..??I KNOW YOU ARE..
WAHAHA..DUN DENY..XP

ALTHOUGH I HAD TO WAIT 20 MINS FOR YOU..
IT WAS OK CAUSE I GET TO KAJIAO YOU..
AND GOT TO CHAT WITH YOU DURING YOUR BREAK..
I MISS YOU SO MUCH CAN..x)

ALTHOUGH YOU MANAGED TO CHEAT 2 BOTTLES OF PINK DOLPHINS FROM ME..
IT DIDN'T MATTER MUCH TO ME..
SINCE YOU ARE MY DEAR..
[anyway..panda paid for the 2nd bottle ma..haha..]

ALTHOUGH I HAD TO RE-QUENE BECAUSE I HAD TO GET THAT PINK DOLPHIN FOR YOU..
I DID IT WILLINGLY LA AS I WAS AFRAID YOU MIGHT GET DEHYDRATED..HAHA..xp

ALTHOUGH YOU FIND THE QUENE LONG..
I FIND IT OK CAUSE I GET TO SEE YUQI AT WORK..
SO TIME PAST QUITE FAST.
PLUS I HAD MY PANDA WITH ME WHAT..HAHA..xp

ALTHOUGH YOU TRIED TO SQUEEZE ME IN THE LIFT..
I WAS OK WITH IT SINCE I KNOW I MISS ME A LOT TOO..
I KNOW YOU CAN'T WAIT FOR ME TO HUG YOU RIGHT..??

ALTHOUGH I HAD TO WAIT FOR YOU OUTSIDE THE STORE BEFORE AND AFTER YOUR BREAK..
THANKS FOR SACRIFICING YOUR TIME TO SIT IN THE OFFICE..
AND SQUAT THERE TO CHAT WITH ME..
AND MAKE PEOPLE THINK THAT YOU ARE WEIRD...
AND MAKE PEOPLE THING THAT YOU ARE CHATTING WITH AIR..
HAHA..THANKS THANKS..I LOVE YOU..x)
AND IT WAS KIND OF FUNNY ALSO..HAHA..

ALTHOUGH YOU ALL KEEP ASKING ME TO TRANSFER..
I STILL THINK YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE TRANSFERRING TO MY BRANCH LA..
CAUSE OF THESE 10 GOOD REASONS..

1.I AM THERE..
2.YOU GET TO WORK WITH ME..
3.YOU GET TO SEE ME..
4.SERANGOON IS IN PURPLE LINE..SO YOU DUN NEED TO SPEND 1 HOUR TRAVELLING..
5.OUR BRANCH IS SO MUCH SMALLER..
6.YOU DUN NEED TO REMEMBER SO MUCH THINGS..
7.WE ONLY HAVE 5 COUNTERS ON THE SAME LEVEL ITSELF..
8.YOU DUN HAVE TO WORRY YOU ARE AT THE BASEMENT CAUSE WE DUN HAVE ONE..
9.WE DUN HAVE A SUPER PMS SO..
10.YOU DUN HAVE TO WORK SO LONG HOURS..!!

HAHA..HOW HOW..??
CONSIDER LA..VERY GOOD LOBANG YOU KNOW.
PLUS WE DUN HAVE LELONG SO YOU WON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE..HAHA..
PLUS MY COLLEAGUES ALL VERY FRIENDLY DE..
I DAO-EST OF ALL..AND SINCE YOU MY DEAR..I WON'T DAO YOU..
SO YOU DUN HAVE TO WORRY THAT NO ONE TALK TO YOU..
SO CONSIDER CAREFULLY LA..HAHA..x)

AND LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU WHEN I AM WORKING.
PROVDED YOU KNOW WHERE MY BRANCH IS..
HAHA..xp
AND I DUN DRINK MINERAL WATER LA..!!
HAHA..xp

I LOVE YOU TOO..
MUACKS..X3333



♥ The Face Of Love
1:56 PM




Finally..after so long..i got to KAJIAO yuqi..x)
But i was very good lorz..
Buy pink dolphin for her..Help her put back something..And even help her reply sms la..!!
Yuqii..beware..your manager might be in his office watching you..xp

And you know how much i love you le right..?
i sacrificed panda for you horz..!!
haha..but nvm..you my dear ma..horz..!!

Waited for her break at 3..Then went subway eat..
ok..TPY subway again..
Went there with Corine yesterday..went with yuqi at 3..went with panda at 5..
HAHA..damn dumb right..?
but nvm..Subway rocks la..my bro love the cookies..x)
Then waited for her to open counter before i go off to meet panda at AMK..
Supposed to meet him at novena at 3 de lorz..=X

But nvm..and you know what...?
We from AMK bus 88-ed to TPY again..!!
HAHA..i know i am crazy..but i just wanted to kajiao YUQI..
who managed to cheat me of another bottle of Pink dolphin..
Actually..panda paid for the second bottle..
The coins were his..xp

Wahaha..Ok..i forgot what i want write le..
Anyway..I shall go on to dedicate one post for my YUQI..
Wahaha.xp



♥ The Face Of Love
1:52 PM



Thursday, September 4, 2008;


Seriously..you guys are driving me CRAZY..
I REALLY REALLY NEED A BREAK..!!

Not stressing me..??
O please..the stress has been there ever since i was FORCED into a jc..!!
You promised NOT to interfere with my life if i enter a jc..
You promised to PAY for ALL my expenses if i enter a jc..
SO you did it WILLINGLY..!!
it was a fucking condition that you made..
I DIDN'T BLOODY HELL FORCE YOU TO..!!!
SO YOU BETTER BLOODY STOP USING THAT TO THREATEN ME..!!

AND NOW..LOOK AT WHAT YOU ALL ARE DOING..??
YOU BLOODY FUCKING BIG FAT LIARS..!!

Stop pushing me..
Stop trying to push me to the corner of the wall..
Stop it..because i will do it..
I will make you guys REGRET..
I WILL MAKE YOU GUYS RERET FOREVER..

JUST ONE MORE TIME..
AND YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE ME FOREVER..!!

SO STOP PUSHING YOUR LUCK..!!
FUCKERS



♥ The Face Of Love
10:50 AM



Tuesday, September 2, 2008;


Just decided to post some random pics..x)

白色的盒子。。里头应该是巧克力雪糕。。
耍白痴中。。如果这真的是我的眼镜。
童年時的回憶。。不想長大。。
好懷念。。大開殺戒嘍。。


還記得嗎。。??4F之樹。。長大了。。
經過風吹雨打﹐日晒雨淋後。。落寞的影子。。
我的‘偶像’。。呵呵。。帥呆了。。^^



買一送一的紙巾販賣機。。南初好像沒有耶。。
我連廁廁都懷念。。!!因為有地方坐。。而且超涼的。。!!

好懷念這首曲子。。


有人說: 事情不過去﹐就不會懷念﹐就顯不出美好。這就是一種代價。。
可是。。這個代價。。
我任性。。我執著。。對不起。。這就是我。。



♥ The Face Of Love
2:12 PM



Monday, September 1, 2008;


或許是我累了吧。。
如果當初沒陷得那麼深。。
我。。對不起。。
我選擇開始封閉自己。。封閉自己的心。。

淚。。是為愛付出的代價。。對嗎。。??



♥ The Face Of Love
10:30 PM




對不起。。
我是一個做了錯事的小孩。。
但你能了解嗎。。??
我不是在玩你。。可是。。
唉。。算了。。我真的好累。。
原以為你可以陪我。。可是。。
我卻變成了壞人。。
算了。。我。。不想再說了。。



♥ The Face Of Love
6:30 PM



iAlone

我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..

我只是只迷途羔羊..

i am..

100% antiseptic

即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你

我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性,十足疯子

我,再也不会相信童话

; THAT'S JUST ME.

Loves-Hates

我忘了什么是爱,也不想去爱了
哭了,累了,心死了

; 或许,我应该学习怎么去恨

Wishing

; she prayed,pleaded and cried.

to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..

; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To

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