Friday, January 15, 2010;

realized i have been doing late night bloggings recently.
anyway,i not am even sure whether i will still have time to blog from next week onwards.
=X

just an update of life.
been jobhunting,and i have finally fouund a decent paying job.
but i wished i have asked yonghin or david earlier.
cause they got lots of lobangs and i wouldn't have to go through so much trouble.

about my job:
good pay.checked.
5 days week.checked.
office working hours.checked.
normal working environment. blank.
acutally i am gonna work in some welfare home but hopefully,
everything will be fine which i believe will be.
i just have to get through this 3 months.
jiayou to myself!
=)

admin job in the day,
tuition at night.
part time jobs during the weekends.
i am such a money grabber!
work like free!
but oh well, at least i would have time for gym?
hopefully.
and not forgetting the events that are coming up.
like OMG.

went shopping at bugis for the past 2 days.
and bought 2 tops yesterday,
which included 1 hoodie tee *so happy!*
plus a pair of red pumps/mary jane @ 9.90!
i really like the design cause it's cute!.
but i wonder when will be the next time i can go shopping again.
and i still wanna get my shoes..

acutally,i really dunno what's my real purpose for making myself so busy.
to earn money,
or just to keep myself busy.
i choose to belive it's the former but apparently,
it seems to be the latter.
i just can't forget things easily right?
getting things out of my mind,
or should i say getting you out of my mind seems impossible,
or maybe forgetting things i hold dear to me aren't my forte?
well,i dunno.
i admit,i am confused and i do still miss you a lot even though you have been gone for so long and living a life of your own now.

i guess i just need more time,
so my new year resolution,
to forget you doesn't sound that bad right?
nonetheless, i will forget you one day.
i will.

WOW!
haven't typed such a long post for so long already.
and i just hope i can stop crying and getting frustrated so easily already.
dimenticato? i just can't...

buaizz people..