Tuesday, June 9, 2009;
tired.lethargic.
sometimes i feel like i am wasting my time away..
exams are getting closer and closer..
but somehow as the stress gets closer and closer to me..
i can't seem to be able to study..
the only thing i think of is running away..
=(
i dunno why also..
maybe that's what i always do..??
i feel so useless..
i feel like a total loser..
=(
when that glimpse of light seems to be appearing..
something have to happen to take it away..
it's like a vicious cycle..
screwing up my god-damn life..
seriously..
i really dunno when i can ever get through this..
i prayed and pleaded with god..
but somehow it doesn't seem to work..
all i ask for is to let me get on with my life..
get out of this fucking screwed up situation..
i dun want anything else but to move on peacefully..
No more hipcupps..no more nothing..
You took away my love..
but i am not gonna demand it back..
because i know it would still end up in disappointment..
So all i am asking for is to forget my past..
take all my memories away..
get on with my life with my friends and family..
study in peace and eventually get over and done with A's..
i dun wanna think of the far future yet..
all i am gonna think of is A's..
that's all..
really..that will be all that i hope for..
GOD..PLEASE..
can you just grant me this small request..??
please..
take that feeling away from me..
please..
GOD.
please..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:11 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits