Wednesday, April 15, 2009;
too many things happened recently..
i really dunno how to put it..
but well..i am sick again..
AGAIN..or should i say it didn't recover..??
Haiz..
i can't help but think it's all fate right..??
it's all predestined that my life has to go this way..
all screwed up..
i mean i can't control it no matter how hard i try..
they just come and go..walk in and out..
while i can only stare blankly..
not having the ability to stop myself from going through all these..
not having the ability to fight for what i want..
it feels like fate really treats me as a bloody sucker..
a damn bloody sucker he can fool around with..
when you are lost..losing all that damn confidence..
he gives you hope..lets you regain your confidence..
then when you finally managed to regain that damn confidence..
he do things to make you fall again..
the cycle goes round and round and round..
esp to this bloody sucker..
ME..
he's having great fun..
while i am here suffering under his hands..
i really miss those days..
though some haven't walked into my life yet..
but i still yearn for those days..
those days in secondary 4..
tough but sweet..
that's why it's always sweet 16 right..??
♥ The Face Of Love
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