Monday, April 6, 2009;
hyperventilation.
stressed up..anxiety..
studies..stress..
dsappointing..
cca..syf..
if i dun make the mark..
everything is over..
love..relationship..
i tried not to think..but i can't..
i am scared that i will lose you now..
i dunno how to go on without you..
i dunno if i will screwed up my a's..my life because of this..
if everything was the same..
this wouldn't be happening..
it's all my fault..i didn't cherish you..
it's all my fault..if only i..
the only thing i can do is to cry and cry and cry non stop..
it feels like depression..
i dunno..i feel so tired..
i need a break..
i want to run away..
i need you to assure me that everything is fine..
i want to feel you by my side..
i am not as strong as you people think..
sometimes..i just wanna lose my memory..
maybe get involed in some stupid accident..
suffer a concussion..
then i can forget everything..
then i can worry about nothing..
that will be nice..right..??
♥ The Face Of Love
10:37 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits