Saturday, March 28, 2009;
DAY 4
haven't been sleeping well for the past few days..
keep having weird dreams..=X
It has been 2 days since i got any updates from dear..
nothing at all..not even his mum got any updates..
Shit..this is really very scary..
because i have totally no idea what happened to him..
It's like a sudden MIA..
no news..no replies to my sms-es..what-so-ever..
Damn worried..why suddenly like that..??
Did something happen to him..??
But if something did happen to him..
his teacher would inform his mum and his mum would tell me de what..
Or did he forgot to bring his charger..then phone batt dead..
But quite impossible what..can borrow phone de ma..
Maybe no reception..??
But how come he could sms me for the 1st 2 days..??
Or is it his phone or/and my phone go kuku.??
Then cannot recieve each other's sms-es..??
But..he would have sms-ed his mum when i didn't reply de right..??
And we could still sms each other in the 1st 2 days de ma..
DAMN.
this is so frustrating..
what the fuck is happening..??
he will come back on wed in one piece de right..??
SHIT.
Ok..maybe i should stop imagining things..
Nothing will happen de..NOTHING..
My dear will come back on wed as promised..
he knows we are all waiting for him..
and when he comes back..
i will never let him leave my sight again..
EVER AGAIN..
O God..
please..let all this end..
please let me wake up tomorrowand everything will be just fine..
and the 1st thing i see on my phone is dear's sms-es ok..??
Please..PLEASE..please..
praying hard.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:31 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits