Friday, March 27, 2009;
DAY 3
Rather sad to say..
Today's not a good day for me..
I wasn't able to get that button on my watch fixed..
Cause there wasn't any parts available..
fashion watches..cheap things that people throw away once spoilt..
that's what the guy said..
But to me..it something i really cherish..
Something memorable..
Something that means a lot a lot to me..
But somehow..i am just so useless..
Unable to protect something that means so much..
Then when i was eating at pizza hut..
i thought of you again..
Wondering if you had eaten your meals..
Wondering if you had eaten well..
Wondering what you were eating over there..
When i was on the cab...
I cuddled your bag..and tears started to drop silently..
Your mum smsed me for your updates..
and i realized i could't stop missing you..
even though i tried very hard not to..
even though i tried to distract myself..
I didn't recieve any update from you today..
not even 1 sms even though you promised 2..
i smsed you..but there wasn't a single reply..
you idiot..you broke your promise again..
at a time like that..
how could you..??
Dun you know that i am worried about you..??
Dun you know that i am wondering what happened to you..??
I forced a smile on my face..
hoping that i would stop crying..
but somehow..i can't..
because i am still crying deep down in my heart..
i am an idiot.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:55 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits