Wednesday, March 25, 2009;
DAY 1
Dear has flown to cambodia today..
reached there in one piece at 1049h..x)
and i really miss him a lot although it has only been less than 24 hours..
Really..i miss him a lot a lot a lot..
I know i am an idiot..
Just 8 days..and yet i am here crying like he's leaving me forever..
Seriously..i didn't expect myself to miss him that much too..
i didn't expect myself to cry over this..
But somehow..i am..uncontrollably..
even though i promised him not too..
I tried to keep myself busy so that i wouldn't think of him..
So that i wouldn't miss him so much..
But no matter how hard i tried..
When night falls..
when things gets peaceful and quiet..
when i am alone..
I start to think of you and miss you again..
and yea..those tears start flowing again..
dancing on the keypad of baby..
Ok fine..I AM AN IDIOT..
I had so much i wanted to tell you this morning..
But i couldn't..because you were going to catch your flight already..
while i was trying hard to fight back my tears..
Silly aren't i..??
How i wish you were by my side now..
Hopefully..
things will get better tomorrow..
Hopefully..
it's late..i am tired..
but i am still waiting for you..
for that sms you promised me..
to let me know you are fine..
p.s imissyou.iloveyou.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:23 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits