Sunday, November 9, 2008;
i know they fucking hate me..
i know they fucking want me dead..
sorry.
; edited @ 12:03am
TUSI YUQI MY DEAR
sorry for making you worried..
i know i am being too emo..
but it's just that too many things are happening..
and i dun even know where to start..
it's just too much for me..
And dun worry..
it's not all because of bert..
me and him..i guess we just need to communicate.
that's all..i guess he loves me still..
haiz..how i wish all these didn't happen..
how i wish i could just tell you all these face to face..
at least someone would be there to lend me a shoulder..
or maybe passing me tissue would be good..
but dun worry..i will be fine..
i will fill you in with everything and anything when we meet up k..??
MISS YOU..
ps..believe me..you really are good enough not to let me feel like hurting myself..
as for him..he doesn't allow me to do stupid things..
so dun worry..i will keep my promise to the both of you..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:50 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits