Saturday, November 8, 2008;

First thing you woke up..
you realized you were late for cca..
then you have no choice but to chiong..
What a great thing to start your day..

Next..you chiong-ed to cca..
and got stuck with some fucking song which totally sucks..
and you got blamed by that conductress for not practicing at home.
when you got that fucking scores only today..
then she blamed you for not attending sectional..
when you had OP the next day..
and the best..you realized that the costume for that fucking co..
is a fucking maroon dress..
Like thanks..i fucking LOVE playing the cello while wearing a dress.
and i fucking enjoy falling because i stepped on that fucking dress of mine..

Then when you got home..
you fucking got scolded by someone you call your father..
because apparently..your brother didn't do his work..
Like what the hell..
i didn't fucking ask him to not do his work..
he fucking didn't want to do..what you fucking expect me to do..??
then you fucking got accused of being selfish..
because you fucking forgot how to do secondary school work.
like thanks..i fucking ROCKS at sec school science and math..
and like i fucking am STUDYING in the science stream now..
What the fuck..

And then you were so fucking pissed..
but you still had to work..
SO you fucking ended up showing a very black face..
and you fucking got so angry that you even cried..

But then..you fucking didn't get console by someone you called your boyfriend..
Instead..that guy turned around and threw some dumb fucking tantrum..
because you did not tell him " NOT IN A GOOD MOOD" nicely..
when HE said you had A black face..
Like fucking yea..i have to tell someone "NOT IN A GOOD MOOD" with a fucking smile on my face..??
LIKE FUCK..i am not fucking nuts..!!!
i really wasn't fucking in a good mood..!!
And then..that guy fucking went to sleep..still throwing that dumb tantrum..
WITHOUT EVEN ASKING WHAT HAPPENED..!!
yea FUCK..THANKS..I NEEDED THAT..!!

then you fucking knocked on something..
while trying to check some fucking price for some fucking rice..
because apparently..
someone did not bother to remove that already overdued label..
and great..you fucking ended up with a fucking injured right ankle.
when you had already fucking slightly sprained the left one the other day..
O great..i fucking love to be handicapped..

what a fucking great day..
really..i am fucking enjoying my life now..
LIKE FUCK..!!

seriously..i think i will be getting used to it soon..
i used to be dependent on you..
but i think i will be able to get myself out it soon..
Because i think i am immuned to the situation now..
with you not even bothering to ask me what happened..
and instead turn your back away from me..
THANKS..i really needed that..
and to think i loved you so much..
only to find out that i am just fucking big idiot..

LOVE is a 4 letter word that i guess..
will start to disappear from my dictionary soon..

FUCKed UP.
BYE.