Saturday, October 18, 2008;
if only i didn't had that fall..
i wouldn't be suffering now..
my back wouldn't in such state..
i wouldn't have to worry about the pain..
cause it's seriously aching like nobody's business now..
work was fine today..
but i was really too tired at the end..
8 hours of standing added to the stress on my back..
thus the achy-ness i am in now..
and i was really damn restless..
luckily yuli allowed me to leave exactly at 10..
my hands get super cold easily..
my fingers are not listening to me..
my brain is not working well..
my ears are getting painful..
i guess i really have to agree with them..
i am falling sick soon..
when can i end all these late nights..??
when can i have my sleep back..??
when can my eye bags and dark circles disappear..??
i look so ugly..so much uglier than before..
where do i stand in your heart..??
i can't help but feel i am nothing to you..
i can't help but feel that you smsing me is only because you had to..
maybe your games means even more..
why did i sacrifice so much..??
why did i care so much..??
i am just an idiot..
i dun wanna care anymore..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:30 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits