Sunday, October 12, 2008;
Was in a good mood this morning..
with me waking up early to learn bball and then learn to cook pasta..
everything seemed so fine..
But things really always turn fucking bad when there is work..
trust me..it always makes me fucked up..
and seriously..i am starting to get tired of it..
Esp the people..yea..
both the customers and the people i call colleagues..
IS THERE A RULE SAYING THAT SAM CANNOT REQUEST TO WORK MORNING...??
FUCK IT..DAMN IT..!!
when you make a request for sam to help..
sam never turns you down..
One fucking last minute notice..
sam will always agree to help you..
Even if i have to sacrifice my plan that i made..
BUT WHY IS IT WHEN SAM MAKES A REQUEST TO WORK MORNING..
YOU MAKE SO MUCH FUCKING NOISE AND ASK SO MUCH FUCKING THINGS..??
CAN'T YOU AT LEAST SAY YOU WILL TRY..
SAM NEEDS A LIFE TOO..!!
seriously..this fucking life of mine is such a bitch..
maybe i should just isolate myself and hide in one dark corner..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:20 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits