Thursday, October 30, 2008;
Went Amk's K-pool today..
Space wise..it's better..
but for lightings..i prefer Ice..
Did i have fun..?
Not really..cause something else was in my mind..
Maybe i am too sensitive..
But what's with all the sarcasm..??
I really dun understand..
Jealous..??
I told you in the very first place that my friends comes first..
You wanna pool..??
Fine..i didn't say i dun want to play with you..
It's just that i dun like to play at times when i dun feel like playing..
Unhappy..??
Fine..whatever..
i dun wanna care anymore..
The freaking moment i got home..
I was told that that bastard told my mum everything.
Fine..whatever..playing pool isn't a crime..
But i won't trust him ever again..
And worst..
My mum warn me not to get in a relationship..
Esp with..
Seriously..
I AM JUST TOO TIRED ALREADY..
i dun wanna cry anymore..
It's just too tiring..
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH..Enough...
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you claim that you were not unhappy..
but every word you said made me feel guilty..
you claim that i dun care..
but how am i supposed to tell you things that i dunno..??
Really..i am tired..
you claim that you love me..
but the consersations that we have doesn't show that..
i am tired of those fights...
Really..i am..
Maybe we should just cool down...
♥ The Face Of Love
6:19 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits