Saturday, October 4, 2008;
THANKS CORINE LOVE FOR TODAY..
i mean thanks corine for taking your precious time out to tuition my brother..
I really appreciate your help..
Thanks thanks..I owe you subway and pool..
And if my bro passes with flying colours..
I WILL ADD ON ONE BIG BIG HUG AND A BIG BIG KISS..
HAHA..♥ muacks..x)
; didn't know what happened..
But my mood just became terrible for no reason..
i guess i was tired..i dunno..
Things just changed..So fast that even myself couldn't take it..
Haiz..i dunno..I just feel so drained..
physically and mentally..
& I have the sudden urge to run away..
Run away..Just run away to a place where no one can find me..
Where no one knows me..
Where i can be alone..no one else..
Only myself..my emo-ing self..the real self..
FUCK
i am starting to hate this 'me'..
i hate this feeling..i hate this..
why is this happening..why..
i guess i need a hug..a hug to assure me that everything is alright..
a hug to tell me that everything will be fine..
but..i doubt it's possible right..??
♥ The Face Of Love
11:29 PM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits