Saturday, September 27, 2008;

Promos are finally coming to an end..
Only left with chinese paper 2 which have to wait till 3/10..
Quite xian actually but at least i have more time to study..
Hoping make up for Chinese paper 1 which i will flunk..
But sad to say..i am not in the mood to study now..

I have gone back to reading 爱情小说..
which means i may start writing soon..
At least i hope to finish my 公主与番茄which has been put aside for so long..
Hoping to start chapter 2 of 爱上失意天使too..
Yea..i am hoping all my inspirations will come back soon..
"come back to mummy..mummy needs you.."

Anyway..something that i dun really and can't handle well is bothering me..
Well..when it comes to relationship..
Sam is a total failure..HAIZ..=X

I can't help but think that we will be drifting apart soon..
Cause there seem to be an invisible wall in between us..
We are like people from 2 different worlds..
Like you said different frequency ..
And there are always communication breakdowns..
I dunno why..But i can't help but feel..无奈..
I can't seem to do anything to prevent the breakdowns..
Instead i think i am adding on..
And i think i am gonna break down soon..

我真的有点累了。。对你。。我什么都不了解。。

And that pork talked to me on msn today..
He want to stay in contact again..
which i would be fine with if he didn't tell me those things..
I mean..sorry but i can't accept what you said..
Sorry..but won't give you a chance to jeopardise my current relationship..
he means a lot to me..this relationship means a lot to me even though it's..haiz..
and in fact..you have no rights to tell me those things.
Yea..thanks for telling me that i was a nice girl..a nice gf..
At least i know i can be a good gf..
But you didn't cherish it..then i am sorry..but too bad..
And sorry..i dun believe what you said..
What you love me the most..??
What making me the happiest lady in the world..??
HELLO..but i am no longer that 15 year old SAM..
I have grown up..i have seen through you..So sorry..
我不再是从前的小妹妹。。i know you have a motive..
if you are looking for sex..there is somewhere called geylang..
i know you have to pay..but at least you won't be ruining someone's life..
FOR GOODNNESS YOU ARE ALREADY 27..THINK OF OTHERS WILL YOU..
we can be friends on msn..but sorry..i won't go further than that..
And you are unhappy that i have placed my bf in front of you..
then too bad..you have no rights to be angry anyway..
LIKE I SAID..HE IS MY BF..which means i love him..not you.. zZz..=.=
And i rather you get OUT of my life forever..
SO SHOO YOU FUCKING JERK BASTARD FAGGOT..
i dun want to know of your existance ever again..BYE..!!

O man..shit..headache..feeling so sick..
must be that damn weather and the fact i woke up at 12+..=X
zZz..i hate this..but still i guess that's all for now..
until next time..Bye..x)
back to mugging my 小说s..

AND TO BERT AKA PANDA:
i have totally no feelings for him..
0% feelings..xp
SO DUN WORRY..I LOVE YOU..
ALTHOUGH I LOVE YUQI MORE..^^v

分手不需要理由。。