Sunday, August 31, 2008;
对不起。。我。。
我发现自己有多么的爱你，
可是我却不得不学习没有你。。
因为我讨厌心痛的感觉。。
因为我害怕流泪。。
今天，好安静。。
♥ The Face Of Love
8:14 PM
8:14 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008;
喂。。你可别哭耶。。不准哭。。
没事的啦。。他不是故意的。。
你想想。。他今天得打两份工。。
从早就忙到现在才能休息。。
再加上他又生病了。。
心情自然就没那么好吗。。
你啊。。别像一个被宠坏的公主一样啦。。
体谅体谅他吗。。知道吗。。??
好了。。别想那么多了。。
快去吃药吧。。吃了药就乖乖去睡觉。。
一觉醒来就没事了。。知道吗。。??
乖厚~
♥ The Face Of Love
11:29 PM
11:29 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008;
Meet the parents day today..=S
I mean for Pei Hwa secondary school..
The pathetic school that my poor little brother is suffering in..=X
Went to his school for mtp today on behalf of my parents..
Since i will be his guardian if my paretns have any *touch wood* 三长两短..
The moment i got off the cab and wasted $6.60..
i was warmly greeted by some poor NCC kids on duty..=.=
and though i know you are being forced to..
I HAVE A LITTLE BROTHER DUDE..!!
so i dun need you to bring me anywhere..
and MR catch hair+cut hair uncle..
Of course i will call my bro la..or not stand there stone meh..??
like i got all the time in the world..I AM ON MC YA KNOW..zZz.=.=
OK..my cute little bro came and brought me to his classroom..
zZz..PATHETIC..so not cosy de..
But anyway..i saw a teacher talking to one guy's father..
My bro told me she is their A-math teacher..
A math only horz..not form teacher horz..
FUCK..waste my time sia..mtp meet a-math teacher for what fuck..
like she knows him very well lorz..=.=
After she finish xia lan-ing that poor guy..
it was our turn..
She: So you are Jonathan's..?
ME: Sister..
Then she started talking talking talking..analyse results..
what his english very good..e-math improve..a-math like shit..blah blah blah..
ME[purposely]:Sorry but you are his what teacher..??
She: A-math..
ME: O..so you dun teach him e-math la..
She: no..i teach a-math..
ME: NO wonder...[no wonder his a-math like shit..]
I actually wanted to say:
HUH..??!!NOT HIS FORM TEACHER..???THEN I MEET YOU FOR WHAT..??
but decided to be a nice little girl instead..x)
So since i see her not happy..i say very fuck things lorz..
Then she also not happy..then we sort of "shoot here".."shoot there" la..
She: Joanthan would have to drop to combined scinece if his science doesn't improve..
ME: then his a-math how..left to die ah..??
She: HE would then have more time to practice his a-math..
ME: O..so he would still be left to die..
MY bro was telling me his friend typed in his phone..
"your sis very xia-lan.."
I was like "the..i can't stand her fuck face..and who ask her bully my little brother.."
Say my brother copy work when he do with his friends..zZz..=.=
Then with friends of course answer the same la..
or not different meh..Crazy de..
The what Jonathan shouldn't so homework with his friends..
DUn do with his friends..do alone and die there ah..??
A-math i also gone case de horz...
And you so busy..got your sec 4..how to coach him..??
And she damn fuck de la..In class ask my brother question..
My brother answer correctly then she will tell the class..
"if Jonathan can do it..so can you.."
WHAT THE FUCK..damn xia lan la.!!
No wonder no one dare to marry her..Bleh..
YEA..so at the end of the day..to prevent "fuck" from coming out of my mouth..
I decided to end that conversation..
But horz..i know she very tu lan me liao..
cause i was telling my bro while we were still in the classroom
"she damn fuck de la..!!!"
Wahaha..i am evil..but who cares la..!!
You not happy me..i also not happy you lorz.
You want to xia lan..i also xia lan with you la.
See who win lorz..Bleh..xp
And horz..who ask you kpo..want to help his form teacher meet..
Then you heng lorz..kena me..x)
Guess you won't ever forget this meeting right..??
CAUSE I'M A BITCH..x)
ok..time to take my medicine..
♥ The Face Of Love
10:19 PM
10:19 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008;
Something to brighten up my days..x)
Went back to NCSO with yuqi today..x)
pity meifang can't make it..
She was late as usual..waking up only at 1252 when i called her..
zZz..=.=
Pizza hut-ed for lunch..and hehe..
her digi cam is my victim..x)
Went back to NCSO with yuqi today..x)
pity meifang can't make it..
She was late as usual..waking up only at 1252 when i called her..
zZz..=.=
Pizza hut-ed for lunch..and hehe..
her digi cam is my victim..x)
trying to infest her digi cam with my pics..x)
say i zi lian..she also ma..also got her pics..xp
i can't take pics pouting mouth like that..=X
she doesn't know how to open her mouth..wahaha..xp
YUQI..!!Her fringe grow very fast lorz..JEALOUS..=X
back to us again..lalala.
IS this supposed to be a random shot..??
ok..after some zi pai-ing while sitting in front of the door of pizza hut..
we decided to set off to NCSO..
and guess what..we walked out without paying..zZz..
but lucky sam the genius realized that..
and we walked back laughing like crazy to pay the 27++ bucks..
WE ARE NICE KIDS LA..=)
then we went to buy things for our darling teachers..x)
supposed to be the 3 princes of NCSO..
CAKES AND TARTS..x)
and 2 cups of coffee from NCHS canteen..
but our Mr Chua..haiz..didn't go today..
sob sob..T.T
but nvm..maybe going back on tuesday..xD
O..O..and i played BREVARD SKETCHES today..!!
Ahh..so HIGh..!!
Haven't beeen that high for soooo long...!!
MAN..I FREAKING MISS STRING SOO MUCH..!!
just like how much yuqi love bass..x) 
written during last year's SYF..think they saving it for next year..x)
my laogong..!!!The best cello i have ever seen..x)
focus on "SYF 2007.."..i wrote it last year..x)
Mr Lim..still as..=X
We took the whole corridor..
my shoes are somewhere around..
MR wong..our darling conductor..!!
what we bought..
VS
Helping yuqi take revenge..i punched mr lim...x)
look at what mr lim is doing..zZz..
MAN..i really love NCSO lots and lots and lots..
IRREPLACEABLE..!!!
X3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
♥ The Face Of Love
10:35 PM
10:35 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008;
To my surprise..that pork came to talk to me in msn..
Let me see..we have no been in contact for like 1 year plus ba..
Another surprise was i didn't try to avoid him like i did last time..
Instead..I 大大方方地 reply him..
Which means i have really gotten over him..
The pain which i thought i could not forget has disappeared..
He no longer has a place in my heart anymore..
And hey..thanks for giving me the chance to grow up..
虽然是你破坏了我对爱情美丽的憧憬。。
但你却让我知道童话故事里的爱情永远都不会存在。。
♥ 纯纯的爱。。一场纯纯的恋爱。。
♥ The Face Of Love
10:17 PM
10:17 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008;
Pissed.
Chiong to work today all thanks of that dumb roster..
zZz..why can't they plan roster properly..??
Roster say i workng..
Deployment dun have my name.
HOW I KNOW.??
Easiest..dun go lorz.can't blame me ma..
since you all last mintue say i dun need work last sunday liao..
So i assume that this week also the same case lorz.
BLEH..=X
nvm..i will be stopping work soon..
So who cares..x)
Then the stupid Quene so long..can't even go toilet..
hungry also have to ren..
then in the end 8+ then go eat cup noodles AGAIN..!!
and it sucks la..!!
I think i am going to be a mummy when i die..
from all perservatives from the cup noodles..
OMG..=X
i miss subway..i want eat subway..x)
Anyway..i forgot what i wanted to say liao..
SO that will be all..bye..xx
and seriously..is panda's bro really 11..??
will a 11 year old kid say that..??
Kid nowadays..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:00 AM
12:00 AM
Sunday, August 17, 2008;
你说你把一个很重要的东西落在我这里。。
我答应你会好好替你保管和照顾它的。。
因为它对我也很重要。。
PS.i left something important with you too..
PS.i really love you..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:03 AM
12:03 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008;
FUCK
我他妈的的被判死刑。。!!
妈的。。我超不爽的。。!!
@#$%^&*@
♥ The Face Of Love
4:22 PM
4:22 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008;
Went to meet panda in amk today..x)
He was pool-ing when i reached..
but because i didn't feel like going up to look for him..
i decided to walk around in amk hub..
Seriously..amk hub is damn boring la..
Nothing de..Damn xian la..
So i bought Loushu and Siming's prezzie and started struggling with the box..
Actually loushu's box is the salesgirl make de..
Siming one is i struggle like xiao to complete de..
Damn..i am really not born to do this kind of stuff la..
zZz..my hands..forget it..not born for handicrafts..=X
I stoned there for dunno how long then panda complete his game..
And you know what..according to his friend..
They walked passed me without panda noticing..=X
Nvm..O ya O ya..
His friend..Jasper..Damn FUCK de..
Super funny..Laugh until my stomach damn pain..
They more hiong than me and yuqi..xp
Was saying what he didn't want eat subway..
What "你不要叫我吃面包 horz.."
What want go Ichiban sushi..his favourite..=.=
Blah blah blah and we eventually ended in Pepper Lunch..
Thanks panda for pepper lunch..x)
And thanks for being my rubbish bin..xp
Then in the end got one feedback thiggy..
Qn 4 was "i came here to eat because.."
So i was telling panda..
"we came here to eat because someone didn't want to go subway.."
haha..lalala..so he filled up the form on behalf of jasper
Qn 4 "i came here to eat because:don't want go subway."
Blah blah blah..blah blah blah..
Seriously..i really find his friend damn funny..
Full of crap la..i think i got more things to talk to him than panda lorz..
Haha..Natural heater..xp
Next time must ask panda ask him go out with us..x)
Then dunno why they ended up playing bball..
And yes..with me being the caretaker..
Their stuff like all surrounding me la..
Slippers..phone..wallet..
zZz..=.=
So after they finish bball..went panda's house..
Managed to finish eom draft 2..
Then blah blah blah..blah blah blah..
So left his house at like 7+..
cause he got bball training..and i had to go home..
and his bro is still so cute..!!
still listening to the podcast thinggy..OMG..
so i ended up entertaining his bro for him..xp
Bused to amk hub..saw shihua..
She was waiting for erm..friends..yea..
Shit..my stm acting up again..xp
Anyway..in short..i managed too reach home..xp
and i am off to struggle with history project..=X
bye..x)
PS.i love you..
♥ The Face Of Love
10:20 PM
10:20 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008;
无意间，我翻到了一些对我十分宝贵的东西。
Letter..notes..cards..
虽然它们对别人来说可能是废纸。。
但对我来说，这是纪念我们友情的信物。。
它们是我的宝贝。。是让我知道我还有你们的宝贝。。
Anne:
time really does fly..
we are all 17 now..
well..at least me and vic are..xp
we have known each other for let me see..
8 YEARS..!!
woots..*claps claps*
it is really great knowing you..
and better still,having you as my best friend..x)
i know there are conflicts between us during these 8 years..
and i know the scar will never go away..
but i just want to tell you..
SORRY..but i really cherish this friendship..x)
Vic:
太子妃..!!
still remember this nick..??
haha..7 years of friendship..
what can i say..except for OMG..!!
anyway,
i still kept that lyrics you wrote for me..
<<传说>>by 5566..x)
and that was not the last time i saw your handwriting..
WELL..actually i look forward to seeing your handwriting forever..
friends forever yea..??
x)
Meifang:
i miss going recess with you..!!
i miss seeing you buy 菊花茶..!!
i miss my cello partner..!!!
Girl..although i have not known you for decades..
but i really treasure our friendship..
thanks for letting me kajiao you whenever i am xian..
I just wanna tell you..
i may not be a good advicer..in fact my advices are craps..
but i want you to know..
i can listen..in fact i am a good listener..
So just come to me if you need a place to hide..
i will be there for you no matter what..x)
ps..you are not gonna run away from me..xp
Yuqi:
no handwritten things by you..
so sad right..?
but nvm..i still miss you..
and you know what..i miss your "fuck you la"..
haha..i am weird..i know..
but that's the real yuqi ma..
yuqi like to say toot toot words..
haha..x)
quickly write something for me la..
so that i can keep as momento..
haha..x)
Wanling:thanks for that homemade bday card..that was really very thoughtful and meaningful..thnaks for it..my superb junior..x)Jiayu:life in MJC must be vvery stress right..?but i know you can make it de..Jiayou k..??and remember..although i can't see you everyday..i am just a call away..x)
PS.i miss them all..========================================Random: I hate raisins..esp when they infest my salad..!!===============================and how great..I AM SICK AGAIN..!!sore throat+running nose+ear pain=standard i think i am going to break my record..falling sick and getting long mc for 3rd time in 8 months..=X
南初风水超不好啦!!
南初风水超不好啦!!
♥ The Face Of Love
11:15 PM
11:15 PM
对不起，
我打开了记忆的窗户。。
每一点，每一滴。。
我最终还是放不下。。
♥ The Face Of Love
11:14 PM
11:14 PM
Thursday, August 7, 2008;
---Disk defragmenting---
误打误撞地..
i am offically a member of Strategic Games Club..
woots..*claps claps*
TWISTER..!!
---Disk still defragmenting---
'Brought' my bro for his dental appointment today..
as usual..i spent more money then i should..
zZz..actually is spend on him..zZz..=X
---Disk still still defragmenting ---
KAO.!!
i want buy havaianas..
i want buy ballerina flats..
KAO KAO KAO..!!
ah..so tempting la..
but i am banned from buying anymore footwear..!!
ARgh..this is so frustrating..!!
---Disk still still still defragmenting---
Written report draft 2 submitted..
Slept at 130 cause of this stupid WR..
Hopefully the PW committee will give some useful comments..
Unlike some other people..=X
---Disk still still still still defragmenting---
Now i am damn tired and sleepy..
First time sleep in SBS bus la..!!
I feel like a zombie now..=X
---Disk still still still still still defragmenting---
Should i sleep..??
or should i watch THE CONTENDER..??
hmmm..
---Disk still still still still still still defragmenting---
GO JOHN WAYNE PAR..!!
I SUPPORT YOU..!!
GO GO GO..!!
---Disk still still still still still still still defragmenting---
wondering why i kept talking about the disk defragment thinggy..??
cause it is still not done after so long..!!
omg la..i blogged for so long liao..
[it's long cause i was multi-taking]
AND IT IS FREAKING STILL NOT DONE..!!
and guess what..even after i am ready to publish this post..
the disk is damn it..still defragmenting..!!!
---Disk still defragmenting---
And J.lau..no worries..you get to heart-to-heart first..xp
remember tell me about it horz..haha..x)
---finally..it is done--
♥ The Face Of Love
10:35 PM
10:35 PM
Monday, August 4, 2008;
Damn..i really dun understand them..
In the first place..
I DIDN'T FUCKING CHOOSE TO ENTER A FUCKING JC..!!
SO can you peeps stop harping on it..
Stop saying that i am proud just because i am in a jc..!!
FUCK IT..Think with your bloody arse will you..??
I didn't fucking choose it right..??
and you..who say you want make me miss you..??
argh..bleh..i dun want friend you anymore..
HUMPHS..
On the lighter note..
YIPEE..i got my pay..!!
wahaha..x)
argh..bleh..i dun want friend you anymore..
HUMPHS..
♥ The Face Of Love
10:51 PM
10:51 PM
Friday, August 1, 2008;
有一种变成问题少年的感觉。。
是吗。。?我是问题少年吗。。?
我不知道。。
我只知道我心中有一个结。。
一个打不开的结。。
今天和老师谈了很久。。也哭了很久。。
老师很厉害。。看得出我有问题。。
的确。。我真的有很多问题。。
尤其是那心中的结。。
或许老师说的对。。
我太执着了。。我放不下。。
我一直要抓着那些我认为很重要的东西。。
我死抓着不放。。所以。。
是时候放下了吧。。
起码。。我是时候暂时放下了。。
不要去想那么多。。不要给自己太大的压力。。
不要把所有的东西往自己的肩上扛。。
放下吧。。不要想过去。。不要想未来。。
现在。。重点是现在。。
一步一步来吧。。跟着自己的步伐走。。
重点始终会达到的。。对吧。。?
为了能让老师继续当我的导师。。
为了能和零八三五一起升上高二。。
为了自己。。
我会努力。。我正在努力。解结开那心中的结。。
我相信我可以的。。
加油吧。。
Sorry guys if i was too emotional..
i know my mood swings have been quite bad recently..
Really sorry about it..FORGIVE ME K..?
For the path i did not choose,
i shall bear the consequences..
[I hope i can finally say this out loud,"TO HELL WITH IT..!!"]
♥ The Face Of Love
12:02 AM
12:02 AM