Wednesday, July 30, 2008;
Before i start..
0835 peeps are linked..x)
Went for some emergency training today..
And you know what..I went with our health rep..
The best friend of the class..=X
1st stop:Fire fighting
Theory was super duper xian..Almost fell asleep..
But some idiot sat behind us..So too bad..
Was forcing myself to stay awake..
Practical was no better..NOT FUN..!!
In conclusion..this stop is a total waste of my time..zZz..
2nd stop:CPR
Ok la..this one quite fun..
At least the instructors knows how to keep us awake..
They were very funny..And racist..
Haha..they really very mean..haha..xp
Anyway..
One of them was very cute..
[ok..at least he is to me la..]
And he was the one guiding me along..OMG..!
haha..xp
He reminds me of Adler Tang..that idiot..
Adler the idiot..i wonder how is he doing..
Haven't seen him for ages..Hmmm..
O ya..and the class best friend was..erPhs..=X
She asked me to 'sabo' her for the practical..
But she ended up laughing all the way..
I was like 'WTH' and so was that cute guy..
Got so funny meh..??
Only bangala that has fainted and has chicken bone + curry in the mouth nia ma..
Got so funny meh..??
[暗笑-ing.."sir sir..if bangala..i run away first..!!"]
And throughout the whole thing..
i was thinking very very hard..
how are we supposed to do CPR for miki..??
0835 should know what i mean ba..
Opps..Joking joking..xp
3rd stop:First aid
Nothing much..they practically rushed through the whole thing..
they all wanted to go home..zZz..
So yea..End of the training..with me forgetting practically everything..=X
where is panda..??
is he not coming online tonight..??
hmmm..i thought i told him so..=X
♥ The Face Of Love
10:33 PM
10:33 PM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008;
TIRED..really very tired..
i feel so drained..so so so drained..
result..promos..cca..
it seems like more burdens are coming after me..
i can't seem to avoid them..they just keep haunting me..
I DUNNO WHY..
I SERIOUSLY AND DESPRATELY NEED A BREAKK..!!
[have a break..have a kit-kat..??GO TO HELL..!!]
I feel like running away from home..
Feel like running away from everything..
Just let me hide myself and be alone for one day..
Just one day..just one day..that's all i need..
Can i..PLEASE can i..??
[devil:no you can't..!]
suddenly..i miss my secondary school life..
not as stress..not as tired..
when i have string..
累了累了。。真的累了。。
但又有谁知道呢。。?
那抹灰灰的影子又出现了。。
i really feel suicidal..
♥ The Face Of Love
2:42 PM
2:42 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008;
MONDAY BLUES..
Was damn tired the whole day cause i haven't had enough sleep..
Woke up late and had to cab to school..=X
Uncle didn't know where NANYANG JC was..
Asked me for the address..then i was like..SHIT..
So just crapped serangoon ave 3 cause NTUC aound there..
EVEntually i had to show the way..=X
IN school..
Really very tired..didn't have the energy to do anything..
BUT SERIOUSLY..
THAT OLD LADY REALLY IS A BIG FAT LIAR..!!
telling our ct you like ur class..?
TO HELL WITH YOU..!!
After school..
Bus 22-ed to Tampines meet panda..
DAmn it..the 1 hour bus ride made me sleepy and even more tired..
zZz..so i was yea..quite moody..
then mrt-ed to AMK..i had to do research..
Spent another hour on travelling..zZz..
And guess what..i couldn't find anything in the library..
HAiz..and That panda..
stupid dumb dumb..Haiz..dunno how to say him..
Forget it..dun wanna talk about it.
Just hope he keeps his promise or i really will get pissed..!!
O..i almost forgot..
i really love Yuli..She rocks..
and stop being so mushy with me la..
i will paiseh de leh..haha..wahaha..xp
AUNTIE..I LOVE YOU TOO..MUACKS..x)
KAO..!!
really very tired..
I need my sleep..!!
zZz..=X
♥ The Face Of Love
10:53 PM
10:53 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008;
26/7/2008,yesterday:Hime's BIRTHDAY..!!
Went out with girlfriends..
Meifang,Yuqi and Huiying..x)
Supposed to meet at 2..But we waited for Yuqi till 3..
Bleh..She really is 迟到王后..More 大牌 than princess..
But nvm..princess forgives her since she know the reason for her late-ness..
She went to get princess' prezzie..!!
Then went to Kovan CC the cafe eat..
White Tangerine cafe..[i think]
The food was not bad and it was quite cheap..$44 total..
Got pool table outside..But never play..Sob Sob..T.T
My breaded Fish n Chips..
Yuqi and Huiying
Chocolate Fondue..!!
Dessert..!!
After late lunch..Went shopping..Huying didn't join us..
Cause she going out at night..Sob sob..
Then we headed down to Bugis..where i got my new backpack..
Was a prezzie from kelvin..but i got it first..haha..x)
On the way crapped a lot..i was trying to be matchmaker for Yuqi..
But sadly..Huan ping is attached..Haiz..
But Nvm YUQI..i will continue to search for you de..
You can have Outram if you want..HAHA..xp
My new backpack and my zinc membership card..x)
Yuqi also got a bag..And in order to get a membership card too..
She went to buy another pouch i think..
Then keep complaining that the guy was biased..
Cause i got mine for 45..but hers at 49..
Haha..then i was comparing my bag's size to hers..
Half the size la..Haha..xp
Then we headed down to Orchard..
Cause Meifang want to see her friend who was working there..
and they damn OMG..Her friend working at chiildren's department..
Then the two of them was choosing KUNGFU PANDA shirt for me..
What the hell..!!
YA..then panda came meet us..A bit 尴尬 la..
Weird weird de..Eeks..
Then shop shop awhile..then meifang cabbed home..
Wanted to pei yuqi go back de..
But she say she go first..Say dun want be light bulb..zZz..
Why dun she say she can't wait to meet someone..??
HAHA.xp..and she found out about my secret..HAiz.=X
Ya..Me and panda went look for his friends..
Took damn long la..
Can't find that stupid macs..zZz..=.=
I was damn tired liao can..then smoker's everwhere..
HATE THE SMELL LA..HEADACHE..!!
So i was sort of 发-ing my 大小姐脾气..
LAlala..
After searching high and low..Left and right..
Yea..We found them..SAid hi and bye and we left..
So dumb right..??
Mrt-ed home..and waited for xiaodi to send me his EoM..
Anyway..Thanks guys for your prezzies..
Thanks for all the wishes too..x)
ANd thanks my girlfriends for spending my birhtday together with me..
And thanks panda for bring so enthu about my birthday..xp
LOVE YOU GUYS..MUACKS..=)
O ya..before i forget..PIcturess..x)
Quite little cause Yuqi frogot her digi cam..T.T
Me while wating for yuqi who is in the toilet..
Meifang's prezzie..Surprisingly a book..xp
Yuqi'a and huiying's..The one that made us wait so long..
Panda's prezzie..Thinkign of how to wear it..x)
My prezzies..!!!
And before panda comes after me again..
I GOOD girl..cut my nails liao..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
11:42 AM
11:42 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2008;
Thursday:
Donated my blood..wonder who will it go to..hmmm.
And 'thanks' CHEONG AH PIG..!!
you bloody idiot..stop spreading nonsense can..??
IDIOT..may the butcher find you soon..
bleh..humphs..
As for the bird..
Stop talking rubbish or i will pluck all your feathers off..!!
bleh..humphs..
Friday:
D-DAY..Meet the parents session..
Fine..expecting myself to be homeless..
But yea..i still have a shelter above my head..
I AM NOT HOMELESS..YET..
MR cheng said he needs to talk to me again..
Guess he can tell i am hiding a lot of things yea..??
WOke up le ba..i guess..
at least i think i am more motivated..??
Trying to chiong la..CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG..
gonna try night study..
maybe hiding myself in one corner of the school will be better..
at least i am free from distractions..=X
Nvm..whatever..
JUST LET ME PASS PROMOS..!!
haiz..=X
TODAY:
my birthday..
gonna go out to 'havoc' later..
details and photos later..x)
AND I FOUND MUTA-CHAN'S BLOG..!!
o..i LOVE him so much..!!!
muacks muacks muacks..x)
LOOK AT MY MUTA CHAN..!!
♥ The Face Of Love
1:06 PM
1:06 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008;
DAMN IT..KENA CHEATED BY THAT QU FENG AGAIN..
damn it..make me angry..
i am gonna use my results as excuse to not attend cca..!!
I HAVE LIMIT DE HORZ..!!
DAMN IT..!!
And Parents..
OMG..can't they just put themselves in my shoes..??
Meet the parents..SO..??
My results are bad..SO..??
I AM SO FREAKING NOT USED TO JC LIFE..SO..??
WHAT CAN YOU DO TO ME..??
BIASED BIASED PLAIN BIASED..
i hate you peeps..selfish peeps..
because of you..i am suffering now..
IN THIS LIVING HELL..!!
I HATE YOU ALL..!!
Dun worry..
I will work super hard..i will..
This i promise..i will pass promos..
I will not retain..!!
I will freaking take my a levels next year..
I will enter School of Law in UNI..!!
I will earn lots of money and get myself away from you all..!!
I will escape from this living hell..!!
I will..我一定会的..一定会..
FOR THE PATH I DID NOT CHOOSE..
I SHALL BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES..
this is so unfair..so freaking unfair..
can someone just kill me..
and take me out of this living hell..??
i really really feel like dying..=X
♥ The Face Of Love
10:36 PM
10:36 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008;
Sorry..but i want a breakup..
或许这并不公平，但这是唯一的办法。
感动和喜欢不一样。
她明白了，明白自己是感动而并没有动心。
她不想再玩下去了。
她累了，真的累了。
对于现在的一切，她无法习惯。
对于没有结果的结果，她宁愿放弃也不会执着。。
还在适应当中的她，不想再烦其他的事。
对不起。
我是坏人。
♥ The Face Of Love
4:22 PM
4:22 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008;
Love is like playing the piano.
First you have to learn to play by the rules,
Then you must forget the rules,
And play from your heart.
I tried to play from my heart,
But i realized i couldn't even play by the rules.
is it time to give this up..?
i dun wanna play anymore..
YAY..!!
MY 女人aka头大大小姐aka Yuli is gonna cook pasta tomorrow..!!
Yipee..and yes..she is gonna cook my share too..
Muhahaha..My lunch or dinner has been settled..
Wahaha..Muhahaha..Bwahahaha..x)
YEA..I LOVE HER A LOT..
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS..
x3333333
♥ The Face Of Love
4:39 PM
4:39 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008;
Ny's library rocks..
got my favourite books--爱情小说.!!
Yep..and i am so gonna get myself in that mode again..
A crazy girl reading non-stop..xp
[according to xiaodi first impression of me..]
HAd大组in the morning..
I really really wonder how CO peeps can stand having大组for 4 hours..
MY butt and back hurts..=X
And the school was doing some sound system check..
Then they started reading and saying funny things
THAT COULD BE HEARD THROUGHOUT THE SCHOOL.!!
Even started reading yellow pages la.!!
And what i am a nurse..i am 28 years old..OR
what to read ah..i got nothing to read liao..
Laughed like hell can..边拉便偷笑
Really cannot tahan..wahaha..bwahaha..
YEa..changed my impression for "觅" after listening to the whole song..
NOt bad actually..although cello part quite hard..
But since i like the song..i will try to master it de..
But guess what..
That conductress say maybe want to change to what "老鼠娶亲"..
Stupid song with a stupid name..
And yea..cello gonna have a hard time again..
Just when we thought melody won't be with us..=.=
Gonna ask MR chua if he has heard of it..and listen to his opinion..
His opinion always affects me..x)
YES.!! I DID IT..
YUI HAS ANOTHER FAN..!!
Dunno why suddenly started chatting with Shane aka MR lol..
Ok..MR lol cause he like to lol..
Yea..then he asked whether got songs to intro..
SO sent 'Goodbye days'..
and yea..as expected..he liked it like many others do..x)
Today is fine..at least till now..
Dunno what will happen at work..=X
AND YES..!!
I AM GETTING MARIMOKORI NEXT WEEK..!!
YAY..AFTER SO LONG..!!
MY BDAY PRESNT FOR MYSELF.!!!
WAHAHA..SO HAPPY..x)
i am sorry
but i think i have to do it
♥ The Face Of Love
3:23 PM
3:23 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008;
喜欢爱情小说，却不相信爱情。
喜欢写爱情故事，却写不出自己的故事。
害怕爱情，
害怕付出，
害怕受伤，
害怕后悔。
害怕被感情绑着,
害怕被感情约束,
觉得会喘不过气。
喜欢自由，
只想独立。
对不起，
我不要爱情。
我得了爱情恐惧症，
是爱情恐惧症后群。
♥ The Face Of Love
10:40 PM
10:40 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008;
Do the advantages of being single outweigh the disadvantages.?
This was the essay i did for Gp..
What a great question that really sets me thinking..
Hmmm..And the conclusion was..
Being single is better..
OR is it just me who is too adapted to a single life..??
And refuses to change..??
I DUNNO..I REALLY DUN..
I AM CONFUSED..=X
Anyway..here are some unglam pics of my 'SUPER DUPER CUTE' brother..
Enjoy..and dun fall in love with him..xp
ok..well..something is stopping me from uploading more..
So i shall save the rest for other days..
wahaha..xp
HE IS SO GONNA KILL ME..!!
♥ The Face Of Love
2:30 PM
2:30 PM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008;
Seriously..My JC life is totally screwed..Studies are in a total mess..Results are like SHit..CCA..fine i HATE it..=XOMG..What the hell is happening la..???Nvm..I won't give up so easily..My goal is to pass promos..So it time for me to wake up le..Time to adjust my mode le..to a mugging mode..x)JIAYOU SAM..BELIEVE IN YOURSELF..x)Remember you want to enter school of law in nus or ntu de..!!!Maybe a timetable will do just fine..x)
And Tmd..My bro is freakingly irritating me..HE CAN'T STOP IT AT ALL LA..!!!STOP ASKING ME TO BRING YOU GO POOL LA..!!!He has been irritating me to bring him go pool since he found out that i am trying to learn..zZz..=XAnd the justification to his reason.."I believe i more pro than your friends..Ask them go i thrash them for you to see.."=.=
But i think the main reason is.HE NEEDS MY IC TO GET A TABLE..CAUSE I AM OVER 16..will be 17 on the 26th*hint hint*AND HE IS JUST 15..SO CAN'T GET INTO KOVAN de POOL..HAHA..i found something to make him shut up and behave liao.."stop it or i dun bring you go pool.!!"Wahaha..xp
and ya..i will be uploading his unglam pic some day..so stay tuned..x)
STAY AWAY FROM ME..I AM EVILL..
♥ The Face Of Love
6:42 PM
6:42 PM
Monday, July 7, 2008;
FINALLY..I AM DONE WITH THE CLASS TEE..!!
Quite happy actually..cause i have been holding it back for very long..
Sorry guys..=X
Went queensway today with corine and pig to confirm class tee..
HAHA..then we cabbed to Kovan play pool..
OK..I admit..i am an idiot in pool..
Plus the fact that i 同手同脚..
Yea..i looked like an idiot there..
I think i need more practice la..
BUT under the guidance of Corine the pro and Pig the not bad..
i somehow managed to get the hang of it le..
HAHA..i think i am sort of addicted liao..
haha..xp
O..i forgot..Cannot go out with PIG la..
Will eat non stop de..haha..
First..we met at tpy eat mos burger for lunch..
Then Pig still not full..
Then at queensway cause raining then stuck inside..
We go eat again..
Pig ate laksa..ME and corine ate curry chicken..
Walao..damn nice la..but a bit hot though..
Then i cannot finish my curry chicken and drink..
So pass to that hungry pig..
haha..xp..Imagine how much time and money we spent on eating..
And not forgetting the kilos added.
But Still..i's very fun going out with them la..
HAHA..other than the part that pig kept trying to make me fall..zZz..
Then jiu from kovan cabbed to Anne's house for dinner..
Ok..the taxi driver..i dun wanna talk about him..
Argh..still dare say me..
Then panda even better..but he knows what happens when i give direction..so yea..x)
Idiotic la..I spoke english la..Perfect english also lorz..
Argh..but nvm..I am a nice and forgiving little girl..x)
Yipee..celebrate early birthday today..while vic celebrated her belated one..
HAha..Thanks vic and anne for their prezzies..
My first birthday prezzies..
I LOVE YOU GUYS LA..MUACKS..X)
meet up often yea..??
i really miss you guys..x)
Today was really fun..
thanks to all those that made my day..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
10:57 PM
10:57 PM
Seriously..
i dunno what is happening la..
Seems like everything is happening too fast..
Currently no regrets yet though..
I just need more time to adapt..
That's all ba..i think..
有一点乱了。。我现在的身份到底是什么。。??
♥ The Face Of Love
12:07 AM
12:07 AM
Saturday, July 5, 2008;
YEA..THANKS YOU BLOODY FUCKING ASSHOLE BASTARD FOR RUINING MY DAY..!!
DAMN IT..DAMN IT..DAMN IT..TMD..!!!
ARGH..!!
Idiot..i didn't even step on your tail can..
Ignoring me for the whole day fine..
I dun give a damn..
But it was not me who wanted you to mop that thing horz..
GET IT RIGHT..!!
SO dun fucking show your unhappiness to me..
Damn it..!!
Take your medicine for goodness sake..
Dun show your temper for no fucking reason..!!
ESP AT ME..!!!
YOU IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT..!!!
i dun wanna fucking see your face again..!!!
and you better not let me see you again..!!
DAMN IT..TMD..!!!
Shit la..i have to wash my shoes..!!
and thanks again for ruining my day..
BYE..
♥ The Face Of Love
7:20 PM
7:20 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008;
Was listening to Gazette's "Cassis" then suddenly thought of Lucify..
Still remember them..??
HAha..i guess many have forgotten about them..BUT NOT ME..!!
非常 SUPERBAND 2006
Lucify was in TOP 4..!!!
SHINYA: Vocals
KUEK: Bassist
MISAKI: Guitarist
KELVIN: Guitarist
VICS: Drummer
Still remembered how much i like them..
How disappointed i was when they were out..
How happy i was when they were revived..
How happy i was when they got into finals..
They were not the champion..but still..
They are the BEST to me..x)
Went to search for Lucify..
And guess what..
i found a video of their recent performance..!!
Yay..!!!
LUCIFY SINGING "CASSIS"..!!
HOWW GREAT CAN THAT BE LA..!!
They are seriously quite good ya know..x)
Enjoy..x)
♥ The Face Of Love
6:45 PM
6:45 PM
Retainee-to-be..HAIz..=X
Must seriously buck up le..
JIAYOU SAM..!!
Anyway..i am been tagged by my dearest xiaodi..
so here i am..=.=
Instructions:
Remove one question from the below and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions.
Then tag 8 people in your list.
List them out at the end of your post.
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.
Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.
1. Do you wish to get married?
Eh..Yup up till now..
2. What is your favourite animal?
I dunno..pigs ba..
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Of course is myself la..
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Dunno..doubt so..so i have to go for O' camp..!!
5. Who is the person that you confide in?
o.O..Quite a few ba..it depends on who is available lorz..
6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Yes and no..
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family..friends and MONEY..!!haha..xp
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Eh..i dunno..i didn't even believe in relationship..
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
i am the sucidal one..haha..xp
10. What do you like about yourself?
Wa..how i know..??
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
RICH..!!erPhs..no la..seroiusly..i dunno..
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Goodness..this is a rubbish question..IT IS OBVOIUS RIGHT..??
13. Do you treasure your family?
THIS IS EVEN RUBBISH-ER.!!
14. What do you dislike the most?
too many to name..can link from my house to jb liao..haha..jkjk..xp
15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Erm..my family and friend..and..
16. What do you regret most in life?
i not that old yet..
17. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
someone that is a good listener..
18. Do you love your friends?
Who was the one that set the question..??
OF course la..
19. Which date you like the most?
26/7..haha..
20. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i dunno..BE HAPPY..!!
Here are the 8 persons who are invited to do this request by me,
I haven't thought of anyone yet..SO you guys are real lucky..xp
♥ The Face Of Love
3:20 PM
3:20 PM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008;
Fuck..Fuck it..Fuck la..Fuck that..Fuck off..
Fuck ed up..Fucking hell..DAMN IT..
I SO SO FUCKED UP WITH FUCKING PW..!!
drained..i am really drained..
i really need a big hug..
=X
where are you..??
why are you not by my side when i need you..??
are you telling me that you are not the one for me..??
On the verge of being the sucidal sam again..
♥ The Face Of Love
5:00 PM
5:00 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008;
I WANT STRAWBERRY.!!
where is my strawberrry tree..??
and yes..someone say want buy for me strawberry on sat de..
He dare forget..he can forget about his prezzie and i will 跟他绝交..xp
Ok..nyjc internet connection really sucks..
IT SUCKS BIG TIME CAN..!!
and i seriuosly dunno what is in their mind la..
One damn modem for the WHOLE SCHOOL la..!!
zZz..the school is freaking big can..??
Can't they just freaking install another modem somewhere..??
so that those places far far far way from the com lab can have internet access..??
and so that your tooting internet won't crash..?
NO INTERNET ACCESS VERY XIAN DE LEH..!!
esp when we are stuck in the container classroom with nothing to do..
then when we need to do research..we hold the laptop and walk around the school for signal like idiots..
zZz..=X
REALLY..I REALLY DUNNO WHAT THE SCHOOL IS THINKING..
put classroom far from modem..then no internet access..
HOW TO DO PROJECT..??
=.=
有人说..
当自己付出与牺牲很多了..却一直无法从对方得到想要的回应..是件很累的事..
那你累了吗..??
请原谅我的自私..只是..我不知道..
是时候告诉你我喜欢你了吗..??
我只希望这一切不是一场堵局..
♥ The Face Of Love
3:55 PM
3:55 PM