Friday, February 5, 2010;
Eunice isn't at work today,
and it means no going to the toilet for me,
because i am not a risk-taker.
=X
And i forgot my earpiece,
what a great thing to start my day..
To my dear yuqi,
i love you x333
he's not worth all those shit you are going through right now.
I miss the feeling of my fingers on those strings,
and seeing chinese words on my blog..
♥ The Face Of Love
9:01 AM
9:01 AM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010;
At work now.
But i am as bored as usual.
Not trying to say that this job is not good.
But it's not challenging enough?
Ok,our bosses are too busy to give us work luh!
And staying in the office is really not my cup of tea.
I need to move around.
If only i wasn't on a contract,
I would have taken up the damn relief teaching job.
At least I won't get bored to death,
cause it might be a challenge for me to not murder any students.
ARGH!!
Bored.
BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
♥ The Face Of Love
4:35 PM
4:35 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010;
Blogging in the office for the 1st time.
Actually i have stuff to do,
but i just dun have the mood to do it now.
My stomach needs to be filled.
Work,frankly isn't that interesting.
Can feel my ass getting bigger by the day cause i practically just sit in the office the whole day.
Going to the toilet is OMG.
You really should come experience it yourself man!
Just like going on a mission!~
Office politcs can be felt here,
Hopefully me and eunice(the other temp girl) won't get involved!
Anyway,
i just realized that my hyperventilation is not caused by excess CO2,
but by methane instead!
LOL,inside joke!
Anyway,
went sengkang gym on friday.
weights was good,
cardio wasn't that pleasant.
Maybe i should switch to different gyms for different purposes.
but i think i really should make some arrangement for gym-ing.
=)
Youth dialogue session on sat.
Overall response was way better than we expected.
But the clearing up wasn't that great.
That stupid chair was damn heavy luh!
And that macdonalds look alike kind of table,
Worse than going to the gym.
=(
Planning on a Pulau Ubin trip for team-bonding.
Waiting for big boss to give the go ahead on the dates,
which should be no porblem ba,I guess.
And veg's really very ON!
Movie,Recce and heritage tour!!
haha!
OH DANG SHIT!
I forgot about minutes!
; having this confused feeling.
i really dunno what's on ___'s mind.
i really cherish this friendship a lot.
=(
and that FUCKING disgusting person is back again!
FUCK MAN!
I swear i am going to the police to report him for harassing if he fucking calls again!
Damn it!
The thought of it just gives me the creeps!
SHIT THAT BASTARD!
♥ The Face Of Love
12:17 PM
12:17 PM
Thursday, January 28, 2010;
What are friends for?
Actually,i doubt i can give the answer to it.
Everyone is drifting apart,
even those whom i hold dear to me.
I had always thought that i would be able to rely on them,
so heck care if i only have a handful of friends,
cause they are all i need.
But it seems like..
it's just not the same anymore.
Disappointed?
Yes,I am.
But who can i blame?
I was the naive one.
Too much things have happened recently,
i have already lost the ability to stop and think.
I kept telling myself that things will get better,
but is god really that nice?
at least,i dun see it that way.
not to me at least.
what else can i do?
except to keep moving on?
maybe i will just shut myself up on the way.
cause i am too tired of tears and disappointment.
maybe one day,i won't be me anymore.
;thought i saw you today.
that someone was holding on to someone.
i felt my heart skip a beat,
i thought i forgot how to breathe.
If that was really you,
i think,
i would have died on the spot.
♥ The Face Of Love
12:06 AM
12:06 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010;
realized i have been doing late night bloggings recently.
anyway,i not am even sure whether i will still have time to blog from next week onwards.
=X
just an update of life.
been jobhunting,and i have finally fouund a decent paying job.
but i wished i have asked yonghin or david earlier.
cause they got lots of lobangs and i wouldn't have to go through so much trouble.
about my job:
good pay.checked.
5 days week.checked.
office working hours.checked.
normal working environment. blank.
acutally i am gonna work in some welfare home but hopefully,
everything will be fine which i believe will be.
i just have to get through this 3 months.
jiayou to myself!
=)
admin job in the day,
tuition at night.
part time jobs during the weekends.
i am such a money grabber!
work like free!
but oh well, at least i would have time for gym?
hopefully.
and not forgetting the events that are coming up.
like OMG.
went shopping at bugis for the past 2 days.
and bought 2 tops yesterday,
which included 1 hoodie tee *so happy!*
plus a pair of red pumps/mary jane @ 9.90!
i really like the design cause it's cute!.
but i wonder when will be the next time i can go shopping again.
and i still wanna get my shoes..
acutally,i really dunno what's my real purpose for making myself so busy.
to earn money,
or just to keep myself busy.
i choose to belive it's the former but apparently,
it seems to be the latter.
i just can't forget things easily right?
getting things out of my mind,
or should i say getting you out of my mind seems impossible,
or maybe forgetting things i hold dear to me aren't my forte?
well,i dunno.
i admit,i am confused and i do still miss you a lot even though you have been gone for so long and living a life of your own now.
i guess i just need more time,
so my new year resolution,
to forget you doesn't sound that bad right?
nonetheless, i will forget you one day.
i will.
WOW!
haven't typed such a long post for so long already.
and i just hope i can stop crying and getting frustrated so easily already.
dimenticato? i just can't...
buaizz people..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:37 AM
12:37 AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010;
kind of miss the life of a bee,
cause i am practically wasting my life now.
aimless,meaningless,lifeless.
i can't believe i am struggling with powerpoint,
not on the skills,but on how to present it.
Geez!
everything is in a mess and guess what,
it's due on monday!
BOOHOO!
=(
gonna miss the meeting again................
♥ The Face Of Love
12:19 AM
12:19 AM
Thursday, January 7, 2010;
What am i doing here?
i dunno too.
insomnia i guess.
Maybe that explains why i am putting on the pounds?
Argh,super frustrated.
Esp when i look myself in the mirror.
motivation is much needed.
i miss gym but i can't seem to drag myself there anymore.
and temptation of wife is so tempting.
=(
Total failure!
Sucker in life!
6 days have passed or to be exact,7.
And xiaodi has gone to NS *BOOHOO=(*
but,
Belated Happy New Year by the way.
May 2010 be a better year!
for me,at least.
♥ The Face Of Love
12:01 AM
12:01 AM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009;
hate itunes.
cause it's the dumbest music player ever!
damn not user-friendly!
hate windows 7.
cause it's lagging my system!
damn lousy!
ROAR!
♥ The Face Of Love
12:18 AM
12:18 AM
Sunday, December 27, 2009;
i need a real break,
hide somewhere where no one can find me.
scream my lungs out,
and cry my eyes out,
and hoping that everything will then turn out to be fine again.
i will be strong again.
tired.
i hate myself for my idiotic mood swings,
and for for being such a loser;sucker!
=(
Please,
tell me what to do.
i just wanna move on.
=(
;that game with 10 person chasing an orange ball..
♥ The Face Of Love
11:57 PM
11:57 PM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009;
ME LOVE ALL OF THEM!!
the baking was tiring,
but i am still happy because of their smiles.
They made me feel that everything was worthwhile!!
No matter what,
i won't forget them.
And hopefully they won't forget me like how they didn't today.
=)
♥ The Face Of Love
9:26 PM
9:26 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009;
Why can't monfort people just stay out of my life?
I mean,why can't they stop screwing up my life?
I know the white sheeps are innocent,
and i shouldn't @%#^$&%$&@ them because of the few bloody black sheeps,
But still,
DAMN IT!!!
Ya,monfort is so special,
they study different syllabus,they use different textbooks.
Like whatever,
Monfort isn't Raffles for goodness sake!
RUBBISH LUH!!
Why dun you just say Monfort doesn't take cambridge examinations,
they take examinations from the university of monfort instead!!
Best still,
they have IP programme and once they enter Monfront Junior,
they will be entitled a place in Monfort University!!
Isn't Monfort just so great?
even better than Raffles luh!
DAMN IT!!
@#!@%#^*#^$^#%$#&$%#$#%&$#*@
PS. Sorry to those( monfort white sheeps) who feel offended by my ranting.
but i just to get things out of my chest.
Blame it on the black sheeps if you want,
because I DUN MIND!!
♥ The Face Of Love
6:58 PM
6:58 PM
Sunday, December 13, 2009;
Baby's back,
and mummy's happy again.
finally =)
Lots of things were going on for the days i was gone from blogger..
twilight movie marathon,sleep-over and all..
my cookie baking idea for my aunties at NTUC..(can't wait to see them again!)
and currently chewing on breaking dawn..
am supposed to upload pics..
yes,i am guilty esp after seeing how fast vic and anne are..
but baby was down..
can't blame me for not risking to crash the only laptop also desktop around right?
HEHE!
but they will be up soon..
as soon as i reticify the problem with baby..
PROMISE! *crossing my fingers*
and i will be back soon,
cause i am out of brain juice..
haha!
bye but see ya soon!
=)
♥ The Face Of Love
11:50 PM
11:50 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009;
Baby's dead again.
and mummy misses her damn a lot!
freaking sad now.
bye everyone.
won't be back soon.
at least until baby gets home in i dunno when......
=(
♥ The Face Of Love
11:49 PM
11:49 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009;
I know i have been gone for quite long.....
but i am still pretty lazy to blog.
Will blog and upload everything altogether when i am not lazy!
Haha!
anyway, saw something which i really liked.
reminds me for ichigo's shinigama robe!
Damn cool!
but it cost $79.00!
$#^$@&*$@#@^$
♥ The Face Of Love
2:51 PM
2:51 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009;
Had a rather stupid dream last night..
Dreamt that we got back A levels result for history..
The thing is we got to see the paper and guess what..
The paper was not marked by some wise old man in cambridge but by MR S instead!
Super LOL!
What the hell am i thinking?
But it's supposed to be a nightmare..
Nope..not because Mr S is scary..
but it was because my result was horrible..
OMG!
i seriously hope this is not true luh!
*Keeping my fingers crossed!*
and why are the good guys either ghosts or robot?
and i seriously need a job!
LOL!
pure randoomness..................
♥ The Face Of Love
11:40 PM
11:40 PM
