Saturday, March 14, 2015;
好久没有好好地坐下来写（我想写的）东西了。
今天就写一写“爱情”吧。
什么才算是爱情呢？
爱情是完美无瑕，是幸福美满的结局吗？
但我却偏偏喜欢悲剧。
痛过、哭过才是真正的爱情。
没有爱，又怎么会痛？
没有痛，又怎么会哭？
爱情如果没有泪水与心痛，那还算是爱情吗?
♥ The Face Of Love
6:05 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2014;
The year passed fast,
and it has been so long since I last came here to pen down some thoughts.
Well, many things happened for the past few months.
But most importantly, I got a job and graduated!
Can't believe I am an adult now.
An adult who is no longer able to shrink my responsibilities,
an adult who has to face the (harsh) reality of the world.
Got a job that leaves me torn.
It's not that work is tearing me down,
but I am just not sure if this is what I want.
I have heard people saying that you either get a job that pays or a job that you really like for your first job.
But I guessed neither of them decided to come to me.
Sent many resumes in vain, until this one came along.
I wouldn't say I hate this job, but I am not sure if I will enjoy it.
I have this feeling that they think rather highly of me, and that's precisely what is stressing me out.
I hope it's true though I hope I wont disappoint.
Who wouldn't want to climb up the corporate ladder?
At least, I want to.
But sometimes, I feel like I am a fire-fighter.
Employed out of desperation to fight an upcoming fire.
I have seen how my colleague got booted out of the fighting ring.
So scary, so practical, so political.
And who knows, I might be the next one booted out.
Maybe not now, but after I have fought the fire.
A disposable fire fighter who can be used and thrown away immediately.
I wouldn't say my colleagues are bad, but somehow,
I just feel the gap, the distance, the loneliness.
It's not as easy as making friends in school.
You have to think twice before you even start speaking because you never know how they will react to it.
Scheming? Maybe, it's just survival.
Like I said, so political.
That's how you deal with the real world.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:33 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2014;
自己好像渐渐地把你给忘了，
但，偶尔还是会记起你，
想想你最近好吗？
有时甚至很想再遇见你，
抱一抱你。
我知道你一定过得很好，
希望你一直过得好好的。
♥ The Face Of Love
11:37 PM
Sunday, March 30, 2014;
"If only I can press the rewind button," she said.
I am never going to let you go again.
♥ The Face Of Love
12:18 AM
Friday, March 7, 2014;
昨晚梦见了你，
而你却只把我当陌生人。
我想，
这就是我们注定的结局。
♥ The Face Of Love
4:45 PM
Monday, February 24, 2014;
I bandaged my heart,
praying that the wound will heal,
hoping to forget that I was once injured.
♥ The Face Of Love
4:32 PM
Friday, February 21, 2014;
一直希望能再次遇见你，
而今天莫名其妙地遇到了你。
你就在我面前，
但可笑的是，
我的第一直觉是逃避。
我多么希望我们的缘分不会就此结束，
我多么希望我们能有童话般的结局，
但。。
我必须面对现实。
老天爷，
他是否就是我的王子？
请你告诉我好吗？
♥ The Face Of Love
11:04 PM
Wednesday, February 19, 2014;
不知道该写些什么，只知道自己很想写东西。
最近的心情平复了许多，但心里仍乱成一团。
当我以为自己已做了选择，才发现那不是我想要的。
决定忘记，却忘不了。
决定放下，却放不了。
想要爱上，心里想的却是另一个他。
进退两难，不知道该怎么办。
想跟着自己的心，但心却不知该何去何从。
“而当你终於无视地走过
在你身後落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
那是我凋零的心”
♥ The Face Of Love
1:27 AM
Tuesday, February 11, 2014;
Had a long talk with Alan today,
It was fruitful, calm talk I will say.
In the end,
We decided to take a break to sort things out and to settle down our thoughts.
Not sure how things will be next,
But hopefully I will be happy again.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:58 PM
Tuesday, January 28, 2014;
Talked to some people,
and though I haven't found the solution to my problem,
I am very at ease with the current situation.
At least I managed to say how I really feel,
so I am not that burdened anymore.
Surprisingly, I am not saddened by the things and people who moved on.
Maybe I will let it stay this way,
and we will see what happens next.
♥ The Face Of Love
12:54 PM
Monday, January 27, 2014;
我豁出去了。
连唯一的最后希望，
我都不顾一切豁出去了。
我希望结果是我要的，
但，我知道结局也可能把我伤得遍体鳞伤。
我疯了吗？
我想是吧。
想你想疯了。
天堂还是地狱，
或许明天就会揭晓。
希望老天爷能眷顾我，
让我梦想成真。
I cried and prayed.
♥ The Face Of Love
11:57 PM
Thursday, January 23, 2014;
the fucked up feeling when u suddenly realized that the one you cruelly left years ago could be the love of your life.
the fucked up feeling when u suddenly realized that your life is in a mess just because of one stupid picture.
the fucked up feeling when u suddenly realized things can never be the same again.
everything is just so fucked up!
♥ The Face Of Love
4:00 PM
已经不能再回到过去了。
只想静静地把你给忘记。
再见，我的王子。
♥ The Face Of Love
3:35 PM
Wednesday, January 22, 2014;
如果当初没有离开，
现在的我们会怎么样？
如果让我再次遇见你，
我是否会放下所有的一切？
自私地希望你没忘记，
但，却不禁笑了自己的傻。
才发现，
你是我的王子。
♥ The Face Of Love
2:55 PM
是否能让我遇见你？
但，
我已不配再说我爱你。
我会像你一样，
渐渐地把我们给忘了。。
♥ The Face Of Love
2:44 PM
Monday, January 20, 2014;
原以为自己已经放下，
才发现自己并没有忘了你。
你一直被放在我心底的深处，
静静地拨动着我的心跳。
或许我真的爱上了你，
只是事实却是残酷的。
你是我的遗憾，我一辈子的遗憾。
♥ The Face Of Love
1:30 PM
Saturday, July 20, 2013;
Somehow, there will be times whereby no one understand how u really feel.
sometimes u ask yourself..
is it wrong for u to just keep silent when u are feeling tired.
is it wrong for u to just keep to yourself when u just feel like it.
is it wrong for u to just stop smiling when u simply dun feel like it..
♥ The Face Of Love
12:48 AM
iAlone
我独自撑着伞,在这不属于我的世界徘徊..
我只是只迷途羔羊..
i am..
100% antiseptic
即使你已经不爱我了
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替
我爱你
我是 RAIN SAMANTHA.
一个超狮子座的狮子座
刁蛮任性，十足疯子
我，再也不会相信童话
; THAT'S JUST ME.
Loves-Hates
我忘了什么是爱，也不想去爱了
哭了，累了，心死了
; 或许，我应该学习怎么去恨
Wishing
; she prayed,pleaded and cried.
to remember what happiness really is..
to remember who the hell i really am..
; To Return To the Past I Once Belonged To
Friends
The Forgotten
Credits